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ຮ--ĬĴѾҲǷδϢʦ㣬ҹʦͽ 
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Ϲ--Ŀɿܼ 
--ɳ 
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Ц--ɳϷϷͳϷ 
ͥ--ͷС٣ޱ˽Լ 
֮ɶ--¥ͷɱ֣ޱ˹ܻͥл 
滨--ҵݣż¥ְ 
ˮˮ--Сǰ;δ 
δϢ--ຮʦܣҹʦͽܣʵۼһϵٺ١ 
ҹʦ--δϢຮʦʵۼңţҲôһϵ 
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01 
Լſͷжĵǰš 
"֨ѽ"һƿһ죬"ôˣ˭ѽ" 
"²Ǵүˡ" 
ͷͣһ£ͻȻߣ־ϲ"ү"̱򿪣ų²һ£"죬үˣиܼңд̣дͷѩҹຮСү" 
æֹ"Сү" 
˵ˣѾۼһƻ˦Ƶֱȥʱľ۽ǣ˼һլȥṦһգ۹㵽Զ˼¥¥ϵƻδѾͷѩҹƿţһãȻʣ"ͷʲô" 
ʱһɣĬδͷĶء 
˭֪ʱͷһѼ˷״ؽ"Ǹˣ"ֻһͨ"ƹ" 
ѩҹʧɫѩҹſУ"Сүİ"ֻǰһڣһӰѾǰȻ϶ٿҲ첻ССһ¥"ͨͨ"ٶȣ˾ȲѾˤ¥ǲǿס 
һļˣβǺ"СĬСĬô" 
СС֫һˤģͷȫɢסףһʱûˡϻֻŽȥͷԴ""һ±ˣֻС۾գ±ͬ쾹ȫѪ 
ѩҹʱҲһ"ҵү"ϴڵأҲУ"ү쿴Сүôȥ" 
ηѣæĬ¥Ըѩҹ"ϽˮкҩǸϽȥ......ҩ......" 
ѩҹæ˵"ͽ˶ˮҩȿСүôˣ" 
ֱ£˶񣬲ΡΡȥĬӡ䲻Ǵ򣬵ѧ֮ˣǳͨһЩƺûʲô󰭣ˤˣϲģȥһֻ֡ʱѩҹˮһֻСƿݸϣ"˵ҩֻòܷ˿ڱ»ǲС"һ˵һ߽մˮĬϵѪֽӹ"" 
ղļ£ֵ˶Ĭ鶯£ۻûˮѾšһţ˵ڳݲ壬"......"һǣϵˣֱСӲ 
ʹѣֻþѹס壬"СỊ̆ҩأҩͲʹˡ" 
ĬͣЩԻ󣬴ԼβԼΪʲôˤһץסһǣ"Ļˣ"ӸίˮϣСץסѡѩҹ״ֻæְ˽źò׽ϵѪþϸһѩҹȾͽг"ҵү"Ĭʱ׵ĺϲ£Ҳͷϸ˿ڣ˵ͷȻһö 
ֵôѪءҲһſڱ˵"ѩҹȥһ"Ĭ绻˴һʲôءϹһ뵽ʹͷСţԼʹ΢գ"ôСģ߸·ҲҪˤӣֳҪס¥ס¥ס¥ãסˤӿô죿" 
Ĭ̧۳Ȼ"............˭㶪......ҳ............ڼҵ......ڼҵ............Ŵ......ס¥......翴............粻.................."ʹ˵һ߿һ˵һ߳һ۰Ҳô£ֻ̾ñǸ"СĬˣָ磡ָ磡ˣٿ......" 
02 
ϸĬˤƵ£üĦһȶ׺ͣ˿ޡʱѾվһصˣܼﶼˣϳȥһ飬ѩҹ"ຮʹͷأ" 
"ຮʦүϸʮٳʦдԽдͷŻȥһˣҲûˡ" 
"ţдŽи͹ȥѩܽر" 
"ǡ" 
˵ţ˴ϴ뷢ѩףæӭ"ҹģ鷳ˡ" 
ϴ֣"ҴҸСӿ"˵ߡ 
ĬۣԹϴУˣЦе"¶һˣüζҩ֭龮˲˴ͺˡ" 
⻰һ˶˿ϴҪдҩס"ٸ۾" 
һ"С۾ã" 
ĬҲ֣תͷϡıüۣһ˫۾㣬ոտ޹ëʪţĵ˫ˮ뵣ҹΣʮ鶯 
ºȥĬƤϸƣãվϳɵ"Сӵ۾޲ס" 
ʱĬҲϸϸ"磬ҿüѽ" 
üЦ"鷳ˣдҩɡ" 
ͷʹȥǱѾſĬ۵"Ӵôôأ" 
ĬͲҶ۾ȴЦ"̣ˣҾ˵ܻġ" 
"úãӮˣ"̿Цá 
ϽܼҸͷʣ"Сүˤˣ" 
"ǣ"üߵߣСĬȣֻѩ׵ֱۺϾǴССۣϥ 
ѩҹΣ"үūչ˲ܡ" 
Ĭ"Լģѩҹ¡" 
ϵһۣ"Ȼѩҹ£СˤҸοѩҹǡ" 
Ĭͷһͷʹ˿ڣСһš 
϶Ըܼҡ̺ѩҹ"ëǰܵͻСѰ˼ŵȴҲͺˣʮˣҲûת۾ë" 
ѩҹСĵ"˵Сү۾û¶" 
Ϸգ"ɲ˵ôö˶˵ĻѴҲˤΪʲôأ" 
˶֨ 
üһ˾ϣ"ҲˣͰĬŲǷȥԶ˼¥ˣԺٲ" 
̺ѩҹæӦǡ 
ֶԸܼҵ"㰲ţżҲˡ" 
ܼɵۣ"" 
"ٰȫ԰̨׵ĵطƽʵ" 
"ǣ԰Ǽɽ......" 
"ҲƽˣԵ㻨ʲôġ" 
ѩҹԱߵ"ɽʯǵɽ˺ô󹦷˻ģǶܼһӴүǶû" 
"ǾĬϲ"ϰգ"֪һȥˤҾͲˡ" 
Ĭҿرסһۡf 
"͸ҰլŪһƽûߵ£סܺõ" 
еʹģլ԰Ӿ£ȫģôһƽôӻһɻһ 
ĬҲᳶϣ"磬ۣ˼һЦԺˤ˻ô" 
յ"Ĳˤ˵ʱϲȥѰÿ滨ʯ" 
03 
""˹Ĭסϵķ 
ѩҹ"Сүõˣ̨׶ƽˣҪٵײײģָүǽˣʱǿɶҪסҰضԷ¶ˡ" 
Ĭ˵"ģ춼ûˤ"˵ۣ©磬ƽС 
ѩҹû"Ϊ춼ûµأүȥģˤŲŽˡ" 
ĬЦۣ"ڼҺá" 
ѩҹҡͷһΣ"˺ˣ˯ˣ¡" 
Ĭǵɣһµ䵽ȥƣ"أ" 
ͷ춼ϱź˯һ⣬ͷæҲѩҹ"ү˺Щ·ϢüƹϢȥˣƽǻزģ˯ɡ" 
Ĭתתҡҡͷڴߣ˼ǣҵȡ 
"Ӵ㩤" 
ţԺͷһСѾͷƿԺƣĬ"穤" 
ѩҹæסԹ"Сүң" 
Ĳϣһ쵰ģӢĹһԶеĳѻû£߽ӱ"ү˵¶ˣ" 
Ĭһӣ"ຮ" 
ѩҹֻ"úãҲ͸Ҹǿˣô" 
ຮһӽЦЦ"үѩҹǿǿʲô" 
Ĭڴǰϣװ˯Ϣһɷ糾ζǡֻѩҹʣ"ô죬˵ù......ףλ......" 
ຮ"ҷʦܣصСү˵ġ" 
ѩҹ"λʦҲǴ" 
""һ 
Ĭ棬һֻ͵͵ſȴǰһŵ"Ӵ"һֻ۾ʱȫͭһ㡣 
΢΢һЦ 
ĬֻһͷΡ 
ˣ......ֻһѩ׵ĹüĿ续ü룡ۺƵ죬ľˣ 
˶ıȴʮֵȶ㲻ᣬ۾ȫϷʳŪĬһƵĴ"񼩤󩤩ຮ˹־ѩɰСү" 
Ĭȫס 
ຮСֹ"ʦܣ" 
ǷʦֱںǳЦ"˵ô"һ˫ɱ̬УƮƮɰ㡣 
ѩҹĬ׳鶯ë۾һˮЩۣæԲ"֪СүǰˤԲģƽǺܺÿġ" 
ǷʦбۿĬᣬĹԼǹһ˿Ц˵ô 
ʱͷ춯ȴϼϲɫһݱ"ҽδϢʧԶӭˡˡ" 
ǷǷ̬ư"ҵ" 
ϿҲһָ̻̬Ľ֮ɫȥͣ"ĴֻûлԵݻᣬҵüɰﰡ" 
δϢƲƲ죬С"ûлԵݻᣬһŰ" 
ຮݺݿһۣʩ"үʦܣǡͨЩҽǾʹÿ" 
ǷδϢ죬ǲʹֲҷֻ"ߣ˭Ҫй" 
֮־Цæ"ҵܵӲá"˵ŹȥĬĬһֱֻ죬ʱһͷ绳סͷ"ҪҪ磬ҲҪ˸ҿ" 
"ȣ⺢ӣ"Ϻ"λǴϱĴҽνģ翴ˣ죬̧ͷ÷ơ" 
"Ҫ"ĬŤӲӦ 
е㼱ƨһ£"СĬٱŤ粻ϲˡ" 
Ĭһ̽ͷ 
04 
Զ֣Ĭִֻϰ⿪ԼУͷ÷δϢʵδϢղѾˣڲɨۣ"˿û󰭣ʦ㲻Ǵѩܽرϣ׼ףͺˡ"С˵"ֲÿλȥһζԭġ" 
ѩҹ죬Сʣ"Сү......" 
δϢͣ"ûޣ˭Ҵײ˻ٳ" 
ѩҹЩʧȴٸ˵ʲô 
ຮһֱڱϣʱһ£"ô㵹ǸСүѰ" 
⻰˵ȴû˼˵ģ˵ˣϽĬϡ 
δϢٰ㲻ԸһתͻȻˬ"ǣˡ"˵ŴĬӣϸϸ 
ʱϼü΢壬Ŀ˼һѵʲôãδϢֻֽ֣аһֻù˱֣ 
"ô"Сʡ 
δϢۣ"ʴӣλСүʱǷˤײǱ" 
ĬĵŸ˴أ 
ȴΪ죬ͷ"ʱȷһδӼߴˤ£Ȼסˣȴá" 
"Ǿˣ"δϢصͷ"뽫Сүѳ£" 
""Ĭһѣ 
ϺԥĬͷԣӦʱͷСѾʵֱϣ¶ѩ׵ļ粲ССⶼ¶棬ҪȥԼ亹ӡĬһһţֻӣ׺ϺӰ㡣 
ϸһ̶ʧЦ"ףСĬʲô" 
Ĭ֨֨Ӷ糺һƬβſԿ"............Ҫ......" 
һ㶣Ǻˣ֮಻΢Ц"ǿأкӸʲôϵ" 
Ĭƴҡͷ r
δϢЦЦԱ߿һƵ"ˣӲˣӰɡ" 
Ĭһᣬô粻˵δ̧ͷѾͬƵķڻ¶Ƭ漴ϸָͷĬһ£ϡ 
δϢ߹һ飬˳мһϾĬԼﶶƣʣ"ô" 
δϢ̧Ŵ"ûôۣ" 
ֻĬԼͷҡҡ 
ֻδϢߴ૵"ɼܳСүϻǷۡ" 
ĬϻĸҪʱϲԼãġˣûͷĻʱ˼⣬벻ͨ˸ոռôܸˡ 
δϢˣͳӲ֣ɵ"иˡ" 
ϣ˾㶼󾪡 
ɫˣ"ô˵" 
δϢڰ֣"±£ʲô¡СүͨˣСʱˤģһֱûã㲻ҲûʲôһߵײײСүڸңźţš" 
㶰ΣŻȻ"ԭˣ" 
ຮѾˣ"ʲôаţˣȻҪҽá" 
δϢü"ҽʲô鷳ĺܣ" 
ϽĬ£վһҾ"" 
δϢƲƲ죬"ҲϣҽⲡСүҪʹһʹãλСүסأ" 
һתͷȥĬ 
ĬͷƷδϢҪЦЦģ޺޵ƭذɣҪҡͷһֿԥɫ䲻˵ʲô۾ȴȫǵģﲻһȣᳶ½ǡ 
ȥĬСʣ"磬ҪΣ" 
ϰص"Ȼᣬ治ԸͲҽɣֻ뵽ˤˣеѹ" 
"ǣ"ĬԲ۾תת˾ģ"ѹΡ" 
05 
˶˳Ҳ⡣ 
δϢ"ҳβһ˿" 
ຮһΣǸȻϵ"үëκ......" 
ȻģȴЦ˵""Ĭǿ־壬ŵ˵С"СĬԹĻ㡣" 
......Ȼһµš 
ʱֻͷһУһ"û㣬ʲôУٽаϣ" 
ߣϲ亹 
ûˣһϸϸ"Ӵ"ط˵"һСʲôӺɷţ" 
Ĭ֨ˣƬ̣ͻȻһ𣬽žĬ"۰ࡩةũߺߩ"һ߸ߵ͵ʹſǻ²ϡͷľʹ࣬ϼҪȥͻȻǽȻֹδϢҧ"ˣһûأ" 
Ҳ֪ĬǱԼĽЩֻŴӲšԼһյĹֻĬ""ؽгδϢһ"ˡ" 
ƿδϢ֣½ʩʩȻ"ͨȶϣֽӻɬǵûϰʮܺãŵһܲãֿŰɣ" 
Ϲ˲ô𻰣ҲƵĴܽȥ 
δϢƲƲ죬˳Աһɨһָֻӡ 
ĬֻСͷſſ̯ڴϣһߴһߺߴ㡣һѱ۵ʣ"СĬô" 
Ĭգգۣӣίˮ"........................۸......Ҹ첲......Ť............Ť.................." 
Ĵ壬"ڸβأκ˲ͿԵȥˣĬϲ" 
"ϲ......ϲҪ......ȥ......" 
"԰СĬ¸ңЩӾܺˡ" 
"......Ҫ"ĬһѾס½"ھʹҳȥ档" 
"ڣ"Ϊѡ 
"............"ĬڿҪޣ"㲻......" 
"úúã"ϸϽӦ"ȥ棬˯һȺʱ򣬸ȥòã" 
ĬΪЦ"á" 
ݳλԴͨϱˣʮַ֡ʱǳģܽػƮҹԵƻֹ 
ĬһҹУⲻϵҴүͣкҾ 
Ĭıʮֿġ 
ʱų档곤֮ʮæµ㼫ٱšҶ԰Ӵֶ࣬رįʱվˣͬϷˣʱһĬĻŭţֱקһҪƤӰһҪˡ 
Ц"ٳЩȻȥ¥ԺóԵġ" 
Ĭ۾һ"ʲôóԵģ" 
ϵ"¥´Ӿ˸ӣ˵һֺñˡ" 
Ĭ"ǿȥ" 
ϴЦ"Сè" 
ֱȥ 
³Ѿ⣬¥ĺãģСϵүæкֵ˶¥õߡ 
Ĭ˷ܵ̽ͷ¿¥ˮʯ̱һͣŴһ̽ͷĹԲԲСһ˵ 
վһҴĴͷԸߵĴˣͷһ̧˾¥ЦеСˣɻһ 
ϦĬϣֻüĿ续鶯 
˼г˫ĿĬ 
һ룬֣"ʯˣ" 
ʯ˲ͷʴң"ϵǱ¥ϵˣ" 
һ㶣ִΣЩɻ"ү˵СС˲ʶʶãǻӡ" 
06 
Ͻк˲ˣعͷĬקק"СƤʲôģĵȥ" 
"ʲô"Ĭܿģ"磬ϴҳǶأûô֡" 
"ףô" 
"ȻЩ" 
ʧЦ"Ժ粻ôõţ᳣" 
"ģ"ĬΪϲһ˽"Ĳٶң" 
ܵܵͷ"ʲôʱƭ㣿" 
ĬüЦ 
ЩʹϧЩææ⣬СʱСĬΪ£ҲԼ棬ΪСС͸ڼŲ֣Եۡ 
󶨣ԺһСĬߣҲȥˡ 
˶ϰٰ۳裬Юǲ죬̵ĬĻŭţһʱֵٯٯ۾ݲ±ˡ 
ĬûôĹԱ˷קŸȥ߶һȦֱˣͷδرϰ§뱧Żؼȥ 
̫⣬϶δԶԶѾˡ 
ҹϽͽˮĬϴ衣ѩҹຮΪѾͷҲͬС࣬ڼңĬŪвòֵġ 
ֱ仯ĬȻʮָˣԡͰøԼ 
һǰͬر𰲾࣬ĿбӣҴҲ£վ"ͷСĬԼϴ" 
ĬСú糣תס"ΪʲôҲҪϴ" 
϶΢΢ð 
ոǱ棬ǿĬԲͷϸϸ֫͹̵Сƨƨɡιʮ־ģ겻һЩһЩʮ̬ˡ 
һת""һ£æȥһﰵп֪࣬ýᵽڷ䣬ֽȥСĬһҪ......Ҫͬ......û뵽......СĬǴˡ 
ĬЩģںͷ"磬ôˣ" 
""ϸһ£"ûҺȻмҪԼϴϴȥ˯Ͼͻ" 
""ĬδڣѾҴұȥ 
"......"Ĭ죬ֻԼϴ꣬ͰϴȥһͷʲԸȥ 
һֱûĬȥ˯ţһЬſߡ 
լ˿ȴࡣϵĵ̣Ѿͷʱɨڡ 
Ĭ£ϵš 
Ժżʱ¼ž¹ˮڵϣӰҡҷ 
Ĭͷ񣬴ǺЦڻˣҴӦٲԼôõ˼˽ҸոӳȥģǱţһҲϲԼģǸҪأСĬò׳ˣҪʲôȥĬԼߵؽϥϡһǲ˼ˣСĬҲе...... 
ţȻһͷһϲ̧ͷ 
Ǹ 
ԺŴĺ޶ 
ĬƵƣͷһ̧ͷһӰ¡һһԵϵȥͬʱǺӰƺһĽһ""𣬲ڶ 
Ĭһ죬̲ܲˣֱǽ¹ȥﲻֻͷ"""ž"𣬺ӰԾЩǱܡ 
ֿԶһգ۹Ĭŭ߳𣬼æ̧ͷ˲һǺ˲ԸսͻȻԻﶪһϼ״æԾһѱĬ㿪ɢȥӰѾ 
ĬԺͷȳ䲻ͣլܣּѩҹຮѾԺδϢüͷƮƮԺûһԺš 
07 
Ϲ˲ģʣ"СĬû㣿"˵¿ 
ĬĻͨͨüﺬẓ̌æ̧ͷ"û¡磬ոô" 
ɿ"ǣûɣ" 
ĬҡҡͷЩûü¸ϵˡ 
ʹɫͷȥˡ 
δϢԺ¿˿ĵ"ֻײʦ޵أȻӳȥ" 
ຮü²鿴 e
Ŀһѩҹ"ȷСү˯£ҳȥơ"˵űĬѩҹæĬǣǣЩģ"磬һǸ......"ЦЦ"ģլﶼˣҪǱ׽סһѾˣ粻£˯Ȼͽ㡣" 
ĬһͷԹˡ 
ͷת߳ȥͷδϢ˵"......ƽ˼Ҷ౸ԺҲ˲ˣɴûôصģȻ͵Ҳù" 
ຮҡͷ"ͨС" 
"Ŷ"δϢ˼˵תۼϣס 
µ"ǳȥɣ˼ŵҲܰߡ" 
δϢƲƲ죬"ؿʦ¾ҵ¡" 
˸ճԺţҴҹϣ"Ѿˡ" 
ĬȻƬ̣ͷû˵ʲô¶һ˿ǡ 
zyzz
ͬʱһطҲһüͷ"˵լ" 
Ѿ忡ϰҲޣ"ǣլԺΣ˾Ӵжػء" 
İⲽ˼"......һˣʯҲ˵ʮ㣬Ȼҿ²Ѱ˼ңǷѾ֪......" 
Ĭ 
"ȥһ£ҵʲôͷⰲͷл......" 
˵ͷȥ 
վΣԲ԰׵ϣǣһĨЦ......ʮ겻̽ãϢߺߣռȻ......֪ˣܲ¶ǲмһ˵΢Ц...... 
Ĭ峿ʱ߱Ѿϡһµڴϣֻѩҹˮ죬ʣ"أ" 
ѩҹЦ"ⶼʲôʱˣүһ͵ǰͷȥˡ" 
ĬգգۣԼǵҲǺŻԼȵĺǷˣôôһˣ⼸ƶʮæµ鲻Ըϴһʣ"˵鶼ˣЩӿԲæô" 
ѩҹһʱһŵ"Ҳûʲô°ɣ󲻹ǵһЩ¡" 
Ĭ̧ͷƵ 
ʱ"ž"δϢͷ"СүˣȵҽŶˣԿʼ˰ɣ" 
ѩҹæ"ǣͷ"˵Ŷ˳ȥ 
Ĭ﷢ţ׷Ž"......"ȴδϢڴߣɿȥ"ôҪβôٵȻô" 
"磿"δϢЦ"磿СүǺͷƨˡ" 
ҪЦЦӣĬֱҲ֪ģδϢޱȣĬȴһ£ֻĿСӣÿ˵һ仰ƹҪԼ 
"ңҪȸΡ"ĬĻŵ 
δϢͷΣҡҡͷ"㡣"߿һ"ֲ......ĵܵܣȷʵֿ......" 
Ĭ䣬"˵ʲô" 
δϢعͷ"˵ĵܵܣһᱻ" 
Ĭ"˵ңô磿" 
"ô᣿"δϢЦ"ôˣţƤҩճڸϡæǵΪǽѣҪչˣ᲻ۣ" 
"ңûУ"Ĭֱ"˵ҹԹԵģǰ......" 
"ǲ۵Ļ"δϢ֮Աǣ"Ҳֳֻ˲Żᵱ......"ͻȻĬ"......ϲɣ" 
Ĭǰ˵ģͨ죬ҪͻȻһ䣬סſڽࡣ 
δϢȻֱʮֲм"òһ㣬ʲôҲӣӱ˲ţβֵͬ飿" 
Ĭ촽򶶣Ѿۿ"㣬ҽʲôҲչ˸磡ø翪......" 
δϢ""һЦڿ"չ˸磿ģ֪֪⼸æʲôΪʲôüչ" 
ĬŴ죬ס 
δϢʵ⼸ææȴ̸ϳüչֻЩ°ˣȻһ˵ȴɷнһ㡣 
08 
죬Ĭյ"æ£" 
δϢһмһ˵תߣһҡͷԵ"ϲӣһ˷գ"ӰָĬˡ 
Ĭŭ"˵ʲô㲻ϲҸ磡˵˵֪ʲôˣ" 
δϢعͷɫһ壬"ô֪ӷѺôȥŵ̵Ĳɳ̶ӣ˭֪ȴΪ㱻סʮ̺ںͷۼĹҪ׷ѣְʲôæˣ" 
ĬһãȻ"Ϊң" 
δϢ죬"㾹֪·ĶҪӳɳãɳǸר˶Ļʦ˵԰СӳãҪСȴܾˡﲻʹ죬ߥųɳء" 
Ĭסһʱ˵ĵɴû˵ 
δϢĥһ"Ҫ˵أҿɱöˣߣҾȥ졣" 
ĬգգۣȻ"Ҫʲô" 
δϢ"Ҳûʲô컭Ҳʲôæܰϵġ" 
"㣡ʲôҲϣҾȥ˵ȥ" 
"˰ɣ㱦ƵģȻȥߴʲô......"δϢһļ"ߣҸûõүʲôȥ˶뺻㱾£"˵ߡ 
Ĭһˣȥһѳס"㲻ȥҪȥҲȥ" 
δϢ"֣" 
"ţ" 
"Ųţ" 
"Ͳţ"Ĭһѱס 
"ˤɱң"δϢɭɭ䣬ĬֻһգѾ˰գһţ§δϢֻö߷󣬷δϢѾʩṦƮƮǽȥ 
Ҳ֪˶ãĬֻһֻԼ죬һţ˫̤ʵ˰죬ԴˣһûվסͨһµڵϣۣδϢվǰͷһмԼ 
ĬκƣԼվһƬŨյһǷҲ"" 
"ݳ⡣" 
""Ĭصɴ۾"ôô˳ǣṦã" 
δϢЦһְ"ˣٸңԼȥɣҸʦ˵һ˵ҹ" 
Ĭæס"ԣҲҪȥ" 
δϢҡͷ"һġ" 
ĬƬ̣С"Ҳæ" 
δϢһ΢Ц"һܳŶ" 
ĬЩգ"ţӸᵣģǣȻؼ˵һòã" 
δϢЦ"ðҸղűԼȥ" 
ĬСһš 
δϢһָ"ݳǱߣ㲻Ҫ߲·Ǿʹ˷֣ټˡ"˵תߣ˭֪ȴĬһѾסӡδϢعͷЦЦ"ʲô" 
ĬСǵͨ죬ͷսĿģҧ"˵ֻȥôҸһȥҲ·һ㻭һ" 
δϢĿбΣ΢Ц"㾹⵨ߣӷݶϣҾͰһΰɣ" 
Ĭüյ"㲻ҪҸϣ㿴ຮϾͺã" 
δϢЦа⺢Ǳϳùͷ۴ŲŲֻ֪Ҳͨһ·ϲĥһ»ǶԲסԼ 
09 
ûϴ·δϢһȥĬϵ·ֻּСĲ£ƽʮַѾʱĬѾðϢֻһգһˤʹֳס壬һʹپʱѾƣ߳Ѫ 
δϢ΢΢ףҲͷǰͷͥŲ㡣ĬҧĨһĨȥȻʮŬ֮ľԽԽԶֻɫڳлζ 
ĬѾΣֽʹҪֿʣȴӲŲϽзδϢͣԼֻ۾ˮѾžµΪⳤʮ궼ûԹĿֻ࣬ԼûͣҪ£û뵽һͷ࣬ٹһֽŷ 
ύģʱͻȻǰһָӰĬŬ۾δϢվǰ俴Լ֪Լһ·ֲһСѲۼϺˮҲۣʮǱֻŬסᣬ"ʲô" 
δϢۣ""һҲ𻰣־ס졣ĬڣѾַŵæ۾һ屻£ۿѾվһٵߡ 
Ĭ̧ͷδϢҲԼĿһϣ۲һƲͷ......ģ......ĬգգۣĵߣҲԼں߲ˣԼһ...... 
ԶԶվƥԱ߻ͣһСʽЪšδϢֱֱ߹ȥʣ"ͣ" 
ʽ̧ͷĬ"ȥ" 
"򸮡" 
"ɡ" 
δϢپסĬ죬һڳ"ʵš" 
Ĭ"Ҫȥ" 
δϢһۣ"׸ߵģ˵죬ʮҲһˡ" 
Ĭһͷҿϲ"ҺƵģǣ˳춨ܻ˰ɣ" 
δϢ복ʽԿһۣͷЦ"ɡ" 
һֱš 
ĬüŭĿŷδϢ϶Էȫû̲סڣ"ΪʲôҴ򿪣ͷ" 
"̫㲻һء"δϢȻ 
"Ϳһƣ"Ĭ"һûԶء" 
"ɣ"ն 
"㣡"ĬҪԼҪȥӣȴδϢһѳƵ"Ҫ֣̰㶪ɽȥιǣ"Цȴʮ䡣Ĭס¶һ˿ɫ 
δϢһŤͷ 
һʱ 
һӽԼͷ˻ǵ򡣷δϢӵ"ڽߡ" 
ʽͷ"֪" 
δϢͷĬԼ¶ڿģ"Сү˵Ҫҹ̣ãôܲסˣ" 
Ĭһӣ"˭˵ܲס߱ߣ" 
δϢΣûһֻĬȻŤͷ 
ĬЩˡ 
ֻǣС󣬴δţҲûİˣһûе 
СһҲδͣƴ·ĬδϢģֲܴ羰ۣڳֵһӲɵ͡δϢһŰڣĿʱʱﵽϣҲ֪Щʲô 
ʱһ٣ͣ 
δϢȻ̧ͷʣ"ôˣ" 
ʽֻ"......"֣ͷеδϢɫһ䣬һƿӡֻԭڳϵĵѾڵϣ΢΢Լɼʽڲ 
δϢֻ˼۱ףʽ书κζԷ˶࣬һʱпɣʱ䳤һ¡˼תǰץסԱǣһ¡ȥ򣬳˻һ㱼ȥ߳ȣδϢ""һæлͷһۻɫ̻𼱴죬"ž"һһβΣַ׷¡ 
һɫâҡֱϣʽУ"ǰ......" 
ûһ˲ԶԶǰҲһɫâը 
δϢͷϹȥ 
ͻʣٵʱϴĬӦֻߵͷתڰؿץӣŬŲֻݳı˷δϢ 
ûʣߺХĬһǿˣʱһǰܣ˾......ûгδϢѾԾסˡ 
10 
δϢһֻɫڶ˶һƮƮ̬ѣĬĿѣֻۣģƯ֮ȴ֪δϢڰпࡣһ书ǿʵþڣԼṦǿ⣬ǿɵһʱȴʮˡ 
ǺȴҲʮһ㣬ԽԽ¼סֱᡣ 
δϢ󼱣ʯ˼תαһţ¼׷ܵĵѾһб˹ȥƵöԷֻ֣""һ죬ξһ𣬸˳ȥ 
ֱӵ⣬δϢȴǴӹȥģ˳αһơһ˻Уǰ̤һǰܡֻĬһգ۹Ѿ˦²еˣȥٲתּ䲻ˡ 
˲׷ȴδϢЦһǰ"ߺߣëҲ͵ⱦȹСүһ˵" 
ǼˣϣһпһСδϢ࣬ɫڣﰵ䣬ǽӦ 
źܽǼâּͷһۣͻȻ˫˫֣ݼ¶ַȥδϢһؿͻȻʹһ죬һںѪ³ǰڣոһƻอӵ˷ɱǰһ˼ʣ"" 
ǡǡδϢҲǿڣ"СûУ" 
ͬʱɫ 
δϢ"ոչȥڳϣѵûнӵ" 
ü"ҵȿٸϹ;û˰" 
δϢʱס e
ʮֻ䣬̻Ը"ͷȥңһ·Ͽʲô" 
ͷѸٱȥ 
δϢϻģһһӵȥ˼æǰס"ӣˣ" 
ĬӼȴֻ߬ӣûһʱܹ־ţ˫۷ֱӺ 
˾ֱײƫ˴·ҰУССһҶھκ˼ּľԽԽïܣ᲻ͣײĿקһһ٣ŭͻȻ˦ͷֻ""һԯײϣڶϳأ֣˻ŷɱȥ 
ûקʱȥڴϣ""˺ĬֻԼ˦ȥнץŵĲһУȻоԼײʲôϣһʹ֮ǰһڣ˹ȥ 
"ʹ......ʹ............" 
......Ϻʹһ......Ҫ˯Ҫ......Ĭѹ............СĬ............ 
۾ͷһƬ 
ĬգգۣգգۣƮŰƣԴԱйβͲë̽ͷô......ĴϣҲûи㣿Ĭ﷢ţһµ"Ӵ"ʹʹʹϺʹ 
ͷʹ첲ʹǶʹʹ......ʹų......͸ĶŴ죬Ŵˣ............ 
ɽҰ룬ΧȫɽɭɭɽŲԼһɽȹȵףȫҲݣһӰҲ............ 
Ĭͷ룬ˡԼҪȥǸʦðõ̵Ķ뺣ǣǰ·ǿ 
Ĭһ 
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11 
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ĬᵽʵʱѾ۵ȶ̧ʵҲ·һûҵȷ·ߡ 
ʼקŲѾһСģ""һԭ......ĬĽ̯ж޹һ۾ˮʲôҲ塣 
һҲˣ 
Ĭſſֿʼӿ......ּǺ......δϢǳҪǿɱô죿ԼҪҲô죿Լĵĵ᣿............Ҫͺ...... 
˼һ˦˦ͷɣɲɣߣôҲȥų򣬻ҪȥҪ......Ŭ㲢ĬĨĨ飬һ̧Ҫߡ 
ʱ򣬺һ"֨֨¸"ֵĽĬһæʲôڳ򣬶ôһСѭȥһݵ飬ʱ۾ɵԲ 
ݵͷϪˮߣȻһֻɫҲ֪ʲô㣬ڷɡ޴󣬿һôߣ˫ڣʱȶϪʯ类""·ɢȥ 
ĬŴ죬Ĵס 
״Ƶ񣬼๵䵶ʲôҪȴʲôסΧûʲôĻﰡĬŬ̽ͷ˰죬ӰӰ´·ִĽצһ̣߱ϸˣɴ㵡ƣһͷסĽצһͷһϸϣһֻӴϸСߡ 
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ЪһӣӣͻȻ䱩Ĭ"Ӵ"һֻӰйӰһɳʯһ˻""ˤһߣٿʱСҲӲϵ 
......ˣ 
Ĭգգۣգգۣһײײȥ߽˲ſ壬̵ͨСѪܵץۼͷβͣ۾գֻСβͻǿڲϾšҲòȥëһأţһֻצֱѾɺɫ 
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̧ţ"Σ"ϸȴʮᡣ 
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ĬСߡ 
С߶˵ˣвһ룬βɿ"ž"һڵϡĬϽȥϡ"ûո......ո˵" 
СԲԲСͷĹһشȥ 
ĬǾǻϲæϥͷ"£ҩ͸ˡ"˵Ųƿӣҩһ̯ϣͿС߶ӡ 
С߶ȴŻۣһһչƤҲƾ࣬ԭһ۾Ǻģʯ㷢 
Ĭһ㣬Цͷ"С߹Թԣ㲻ˡ" 
СתתͷƤʹһ£ڷۡ 
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С߶˻˻ͿҩǿӲ࣬"Σ" 
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Сһһ£޲СҧһڣҾҪովԼ......һԥĵĬѾߵֻצ 
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"......ߣ" 
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ɲ֪ѰҩͿĨȥѩܽرҩֻҪָ׸ôһС˽ⶾ 
񶶶ëͻȻһԾվб۾ؿߡĬһ㶣ͷżСѾιԼ󣬳Ŵֱӡ 
"ף"Ĭһ׽СߣЦ"⸱ӣҲŰκãɲٴûҩˡ"ûأСߣ߽ḧë"󣬱СԼƽϡ" 
һȴһضСߣʮֽ䱸 
С񣬷ϸϸЦĬġɲҵĶ֣ҲƽϲŶԣ 
죬иͷԴĬϲ䣬Ц"ŶõëëƯţëëòã" 
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Ĭͷ"Сԣòô" 
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Сȿڣ"гȥ·ѽ˲Ƕ··ĵطһҵ˰ɣ" 
"Ŷ"Ĭת"ëëУȥƺòã" 
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Ĭ㶵ؿǸ 
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Ĭ۾"" 
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Ĭһ"ĿԴȥëëҺŶ" 
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ŤͷһۣһĬֻ߷󣬾޴ĵĶ˶סһᣬѾʮɸߡ""һ§ӡת˲ѾڽԶԶĵط 
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Ĭ˳ȻЩڵϡ 
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СתתԴʣ"ΪʲôҪϴ죿" 
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Ĭסʮȵ˵"ëëҸ˯òã" 
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Ĭһ"Ե㶫"ŶӵͷЦտ"л" 
΢΢һЦתʾĬææظߣСëëҲԲͷһۣ˵ʲô 
ﱾû·ȴʮƽѸ٣ڵƮһ㣬ɿĬֽŲãײײںͷһһءǺ˵˼Σ̲ס̬޳Ĭ߳һأסĬ죬ߡ 
Ĭֻľһߺˣͷãֻõǰͷ˵"л㣬㣬......" 
˵"ҹʦͺá" 
ĬƵͷȴֻ°ܶһ"ǣлҶʦţҶӵҶô" 
˲ 
14 
ҹʦļһССᣬּ䡣ֻһ齣ʹߵľľʡ 
ĬߣһͷҰˣˮææصлһͷȥȻֻѰʳȴƱʲô㡣 
ԵһǬĬԲӴãĿشӲ̧Աߵ˺Цһĸж"ҶʦллŶ" 
ҹʦһֱԱ̻ʣĿⶨϸʱ΢Ц"УҹʦҶʦ" 
Ĭͷе㲻˼"ԲסллҶʦҳˣҶʦҳȥòã" 
ҹʦһͷȴ"ȺȿڲЪЪҼ㻻"˵Žֱ߲ƹԼվ齱ȥ𣬹ʱһɾĬԼϣԭµ˿ͳһͿӣһչ˹ˣҲʲôף˳ֽӹæҽԼͷ 
̧䣬ϥʹе˵Ѫ¶ҹʦһۣȡһɫͲƿͷݹ"ƵĵطͿЩҩ" 
Ĭ"Ŷ"һֽӹ 
ͲĸҩһĬ""һ̧۾ǰ濴̧ͷЦ"ҶʦܽظҩҼҲУġ"˵˴ͿͿҹʦüپֱţȴҲûǰæֻԱ߿š 
ȫŪãĬ̧ͷЦ"" 
ЦʮֲãȻɰȴʵеɵҹʦһĿЩȻסָͷ 
Ĭһ£Щƣ"Ҷʦ" 
ҹʦҲ𻰣һͻȻھͷذ£ȻʮͻȻطſˣɫЩȻƺ˿ 
ĬŪһһ㶣ʮãȻ 
ҹʦ̧죬ʲô벻ͨһŵ"СʱǳԹʲôֵҩ" 
"ֵҩ"Ĭգۣ"ʲôֵҩһֱڳҩ˵ӲãһֱҪԡ" 
ҹʦͷ"ʲôҩǲζһ㣬й" 
Ĭҡͷ"ǣǺܿܿҩ......ÿγԹҩһ׷ۣζ" 
ҹʦӹһ˿Ȼ"Ȼ......ԭѾ֪......" 
Ĭɴ۾ 
ҹʦ¿ۣǣһ˿֮⣬"ҩס⣬˶ĿôϧȥȴǱ䲻˵......̬֮Ҳûʲôο......"Ĭϣ˫峺ԼһСţʮ潿"⸱˵׼Ҳ......" 
"Ҷʦ"Ĭ̽̽ͷСĳ䡣 
ҹʦЦָ糣"ˣҾʹɽȥ" 
zyzz
ĬǱȥġҹʦһͷӹӯƮƮëëϷҲǿϡĬĽȻδϢǳṦҲʮֺã֪ҹʦΣ˵ҶʦʹṦӻ񣬶һ㡣 
Ƭ̹ǱɽѾܿٵ˺ԶԶǳءҹʦĬëëСԸСһֱĬʱβ˳ 
"Сԣëëٻˣ"Ĭ 
ͷĬʮֲӡСȴҲ˦֣ꡣ 
"Сԣ" 
"Ҫȥ"Сʮּ"ҲŲҪһҵ" 
ĬЩΪѣƴСߣ"ˣ˭ëëأ" 
ͷһʮֲм˵˭Ҫ㣡 
"ҪҸһһܴһ" 
"Ŷ"Ĭ"ҲһֻܣǣҴߺˡëëԼҪԹԵŶ" 
ʹ˾СԸĬߣëë¡ 
Ĭ񣬴ŵСԣһͷҹʦȥԶԶģֻһڿնȦɽȥ 
СĬҭҭ߶ëëۡߣôѷְɣȻʱ԰ǳôᣬûǲҪС֪Ϊã 
˳ǣҹʦѾʩչṦֻĬ糣һߡ·˳Ϣ·ߵƮһһ 
Ĭʮֺ棬"ǳ" 
СҲʣ̽Сͷ¿ͻȻ˷ܵؽ"ʲô" 
Ĭ̧ͷȥֻƬߴûʵķᣬǰż޴յͣӣһصˡ 
"ףһᣡ"ĬҲ˷"Ҷʦȥƺòã" 
Ա˵ҡͷ"λС磬´ɲᡣǳɳˣɳڱ̣ƽģ˵ͬλӶһ" 
"ɲ"ԱվżŮӣ۾Ц"κӺӶˡ" 
ǰ˵һΣ"ȫǵĹǰˡ" 
ŮӺҲŮ¸ҵش󵨱ף"ûҾӡ" 
"Ҳǣ" 
"ңҲǣ" 
"ţ뿴ӡ" 
"УģǺӺãЦУ......" 
"Ų......" 
ĬС죬ԴתתȥһãȻ 
15 
ּ䣬ǰӵ߳һѾӵһλˡǷòӺݶׯϲʮָ̬һɫ۵깫ӹڲ࣬һֻαߡǹֹţĿüۼЦиУʮעĿ 
ԱߵŮǰ߽૵"Цɷ˺ͺӣ" 
"ӺӢ......" 
"......" 
"˵ܻİ......"ȸĬ˵Ӳ졣 
ŮòͬĿͬ"ӲŲģЩŮ˲ҪӲȥֻ˺......" 
һ߱졣 
ĬԽԽǺ棬ƴżҹʦվԶԶһˣ˼ 
ЦɷУߣ̽ͷУ"" 
"ĸף"ЦйӦ 
"㲻һظȥ" 
"ĸףһЩҪͬס飬Ȼȥɡ" 
ЦɷһĲţ"ٻңҪȥ鷳ɡҸ˵۸" 
"ĸ˵ﻰ"Щί"һѰΪ¥ңүҲδ۸أ" 
Цɷ˵ͷ"ǣ㵹ǲΪð˵ҲϲǺƣ˵Ϊ׺Ҳδ֪" 
һЦ"Ǻǣ᲻ᣡĸ״˻ظ......ģΣĸ״ߺ......" 
ЦɷƲƲ죬£һ˻λ뿪 
СһתͷһһĨаЦ۵׾˸Ϊߺߣȷʵת߻ȥ 
ʮֿҲδֹͨ£ʱ뿪ո࣬ŮӲԶԶһۣͬҹʦĬһ˳¡ 
һ·ֱº󲽶ȥȹתһţǰ龰ʱͣסСԺǸڣȴʮ־СɣһϺϻľڱߵķܣӳԺɭɭʮۺɫϻƮȻһأڳ̦ϣһ͸θĻ⻭ӯӯһλ˶ 
˶תͷֻǰһ 
˶ü΢̬飬͡üĿˮǣ˵һҪ˵ȴƿԡ 
ֱ󣬻΢Ц"ǻ䷲ͥ......ָȥģ" 
˶"ͥӡ" 
"ض"ЦʮģԴƣ"Ƕأ˵ã˵ͥŹˣĽҲֻѣȴĵùЩʰ" 
ͥ΢¶һ˿Ц⣬"˵Цˡ" 
"ף˵Цô"ǵЦҲȻḡ"˵лߵһ¥빫̸ʫġƷޣ"һ˵ţѾʮֲʵϻͥգֻֻ壬˱ǣЩ룬ߵĻׯȵģǸ컬Ļӡ 
ͥŲͷܣԱ˿һ俪ڣ"硣" 
ӶסգգۣЦк"ܡ" 
һؾۣվźһޱȻҲʮֿ㣬ȴԲ԰䣬ûѪɫı¶ԼҲʶķ겻ģĿ⻹Լű˼ϣݸһЦδؽ˻ 
һ"壬͹ӳȥɡ" 
Ӧһǰ뻨ͥ 
˶򺣺"λӣȥˡ"˵Ƿſ뿪 
ǳȥͷƺһۣĿ⻹ԶһĨ˼οڵ"ܣղС嵹ǳԽԽͦοˡ" 
"Ҫ壿ףϹٹܼǡ" 
һ֣"ңϹǸؽƸĹܼңɲҵ˽⻰Ҫ˵һᵹùģ㻰Ҳᵹùģ" 
ɫЩм"һССܼҶѡ" 
⻰ЩܣȴɣЦ"˵Ҳǡˣܣĸ㣬ڸϷһȥ" 
ҡͷ"Ҳϲֳϡ" 
һʣ"ܰæôǰЩ˵ڳȥﰡ" 
һ"Ҳûæʲôֻ˼ƣȥ䡣"糣ȴһ㡣 
ͷ"˼ư" 
ɫһݣڴʱˡæȽףҴҵ"磬һЩ£ˣǡ" 
Ӱ˼΢Ц漴Ŀ⿴ϻԺǽ 
16 
֦Ҷɳɳ 
"˼ѵˣɡ"δ䣬ǽϸˣԭһŸӣǰĺӷڵϡֻ˺һۣ߱䵽Ǻϡ 
......С 
ǺӸͷһеɵĻҲĵһСԲ۰ѩۣСС۾ˮ飬ԼĿⴿһֻС㡣 
΢΢һЦʣ"ǰ¿Чͣ" 
˱ƽƽȴһ˿ȻҲʩֻ"󸮻ʦһֱ󻭻СӵĻãԼԸΪ" 
һ㶣ζٻͷĬ"......Ǹӣ" 
Ĭԭֻ뵽һʦʦҪ뺣ʱɳӣСС۶Ҳӵ˵ȻʦɸõĶ࣬ڣһҾ"ĬԼԸʦӰ" 
¿Ŀ죬΢Ц"СôʦǰһΣΪˣһֱ˵԰С䣬ɾ......" 
ĬԴЦ"Ȼ뺣ȥҼ棬ٺ٣ǸҸҼ԰ӶĲ......" 
⺣˵Ļ붼ûϸ롣Ҳһʮ꣬ǰǰǸСûʦΪˣӻлĬȫҲֻĥҼȥ棬֮Ӧû᲻˼˵ǸҪˬظ...... 
Ц崺磬"˵˵ǰɣ"֣Ժⲻ֪ðµС"С֣λСӻظϹٹܼң͸˵......"˵һ£Žȥ"......˵λʦһֱ߶ŵСӡ" 
ǽСֵСеٶۣһŵͷ"ǡ"סĬ졣еͻأĬû뵽˳һ£ǣ߳ȥæعͷл"ллӣллҶʦ......"ڻͷȥ 
ٺ٣С֡СӵûҲ֮ԷӦٶּߣΪһＱȥŮ˵...... 
Ժ˳Ĭһڣ"ľʥҪǸ" 
ҹʦ 
"봫Զ""֮ν챦õ֮ˣֻĺͯѾĶǣʮǳͣ......" 
"ԡ" 
"ԣǶ֮ҩ" 
"ǣҩɶ˻ǡ⺢ǳʳãסһȴҲⲻЩԵȱʧ" 
"ˣ"˼صͷ"ֲ⸱ӣô֪ˡ"ƽʮƶ 
ҹʦһڣ"̫ƽ⣬ȴһүʥأһȻŴϻۣԺɳλһǴӳϮˡ"⻰ 
üЦʮֻͷ"" 
ҹʦƳһۣ"ҲˣʥϢ̳ɳ֮Ķ࣬½֪¶" 
΢Ц 
ҹʦһ٣"챦ʲôģ²ֻ֪֪⺢ӵʦ͵ˣǡ" 
һֱǳЦſԷתߣȻ"˵ֻҸҹʦʲô" 
ҹʦͣһ²ӣҲͷ"˺ú󣬽Իؼȥɡ"˵Ʈǽͷˡ 
һֱЦУ˸Ǻǣλҹʦ죬ʵʵе治ҴܶԼµ۱ߺߣⱦȻӦòģǣԼҪҪʵۣȴһˣ 
17 
ĬСǰͷǲССҲǶӴиźţСһã㿪ʼ"" 
ǽСֵСһֱ룬˼״ﻹдʡĬ˰죬̫߶ʲô"˭......"ĬҴֻð«һԡ 
ʱͣ£̽ͷкǣ"ˡ" 
С""һæĬ³ߣһ·һ·⣬Ҳ벻𿴿ĬϣֻǰקĬĵײײսţһº͵֣"С֣·" 
Сһ£ηѣͷĬǱգգۣе㲻˼"ӴԲס˺Ÿˡ" 
Ĭ죬ǳ֮ˣȴǸģӣĿºͣţССִʱǰ棬"ϹٹܼңүҰС㣬˵ʦһֱ߶ǸСӡ" 
ϹٹܼԭڴĬʱһ㶣ܿʣ"ү˵ʲô" 
Сʵʵҡͷ"ûˡ" 
ĬϽ䣬"ʦģȻ˻Ҫ뺣ȥҼ" 
Ϲٹܼϸһ΢Цʮֺ"֪ˣôСա"ʺЦҲУĬһϲ˺ܺãĹܼҸһҲܺãɱ㿪ĵһܰˣţϲϲȥ 
Ϲٹܼһ·һͬģ"Сӿ" 
"ģ"Ĭͷ"ܼҸĬͺãܼҸ磬ʲô֣" 
ϹٹܼЦ"ǣСĬҽϹ" 
"ԭϹٸ硣Ϲٸ磬ھȥʦ" 
Ϲҡͷ"ʦԶţ⼸컹زĬסЪЪһǡ" 
""Ĭû뵽ü⡣ 
"ôˣ"Ϲͷʣ"ǻʲô¶Ϲٸ磬һס" 
ĬЩΪѣ"ң͵͵ܳûи߸磬Żܿ죬ͺûȥ......ż......з......ǿҲ֪ô......" 
˵ĺϹȴϸһֶҲû©£ʱһת"𼱣˵Ϲٸô£һ㡣" 
Ĭ۾һ̧ͷΣ"Ϲٸ磬ɲ԰Ҽķ......" 
ظʱѾ˶ĵƻšɵνȥȡһߣͷɢţһ̯ 
ǰϹ̧ͷһۣǺЦҲ˵˹ؽһżãضջԣվȥģһߵ"ˣ˵ӽ칫ۣѩιӽء" 
°аЦ"Ĳ»ЩˣŪˮ۵ĺ쾢أҵȥ˵˵ⲻΪô" 
ϹЦ"Ӵǿүˡ" 
""װģ̾"ʢ۰ڸﵹˣ뿴ϷųͷһӹǳԳԺȺ" 
"ǣ"Ϲͷ"˼ء" 
"Ŷ"Ȥˣ"˵ʲôˣ" 
ϹЦ"ȥˣĵֵĶЩ٣˵Щϵ¶˵ϵĺöɸ겻æɶ˵¥ˣɱ˵ĵ̽ˡ" 
"ô"ζ"̽ʲô" 
"˵ˡ" 
"--ˣ"ϳͷ 
"šŶˣ"ϹƲ"ү͹Ĭ˵͵͵ӼܳģҪʦ¼ＱͷŻȥ˵һ" 
ЦЦ"¡"b 
"У"ϹЩ죬"˵ǸδϢһģǿǴǿδҲҪͷһ" 
üֱֱϹΣЦ˵"ȷǲúõĺ......" 
ϹĿ"ҵãүǻԵ֪ô" 
Ϭһͨ"ûȥȥա" 
һЦϹ΢΢ͷ 
18 
ĬСţǳϵС˵"Сԣ˵翴Ż᲻"ѾдţϹͼȥˣʱЩġ 
Сȥ 
"˵ͿԻؼˣڶѾ......ֲ......Сԣ˵翴Ż᲻ң......ţҲһģһң˵һͨ......" 
Сһ߶ʵЩˣ˦˦βͣĬ˼Ҫ˯ˡĬûڣС죬ԼѰ˼һ̾ҲԤ˯ȥˡߵߣͷԶԶʲôŶһЩ棬߹ȥƿ⿴ 
ĬסĵطںӸƫƧԺ䣬嵽ŮС˶ûˮġ͡ϴϴŽŵˮϹԼ˽ģڵʱԵùľˡԶԶĵطӣҲ֪ڸﻹԺǽͷżлԼıͷͷнŲϹ"Ĭû°ɣ" 
Ĭͷ"Ϲٸ磿û£ôˣ" 
ϹʮɵӣЦ"ûʲôСë͵ˡ" 
ĬһԼ£죬Щ£СС"Ŷ" 
"£Զġ"Ϲº͵ذο 
δ䣬ǴķǰһһӰѾ֮䣬һλαΡΡָϹٵʺϡֽ۾бĬѹ"Ҫһұɱ" 
ĬŴʱܰ㣬һҲҷ 
Ϲͷ΢΢Žȴ򾲣"ʲôǺӸɱҲӲȥ־ܣ" 
ƴӱЦһԽѨһײֿ磬Ϲʱס׽סĬЮҸ£ڿնӹԺǽɱȥ 
ϹߵԶˣȻЦӻָ糣˦˦֣ʩʩȻ߳ȥ 
ĬȴҲֻܿݶԼԶڲͣݸͣܲʱ߳Ƶв"ÿȻɱ" 
ܿ˿ڣĬһУ˵Ҳ⸮ˣҵ˼Ҳ·ģڣӸȻʮֹ˼ɣ׷˿ʱϢٶȺͣݶϼаʱͻȻһԺء 
ĬѾεͷΣڣֻԼ"ͨ"һڵ£ƨһʹŻվǰӸ¸Լʱ俪ڣ"ǸʦĬ" 
Ĭһ 
˲ͷ̧"㻰أش" 
"......ҡ"ĬӦ 
ٿۣ"ǸҵĬ" 
Ĭԣֻٵͷ 
""һ븩"ҵñ㣬ʵʵشһ⣬úã㡣" 
Ĭգգֻۣʣ"Ļƽ˲" 
"......" 
"˵" 
"ʲ......ʲô" 
һ־סϳ"˵ô㣬ǿƽ˲ˣ" 
Ĭ۵ֱ죬쭳"ʲ......ʲô............ƽ............" 
һɣĬһѱס䣬ǾصԼͷĥһʣ"һƽˣ֪֪ˣ" 
Ĭηҡҡͷã 
ƽˣʲô 
üϸ˴۵СۣôšΣݵؿڣ"Ĳ˵" 
Ĭ³޳"ңĲ֪......" 
"ߣ"˶һѳס죬ϽȥڵϣָԱߵ"벻Ҳգڲ˵Ҳգұٸһʱ䣬ٲ˵ұɱˣ" 
Ĭ˳ָķ򿴣ûֻԱߴԼһˡ 
֣žžળȥˡ 
ĬźȻϵţֻǻίԴһԺٻͷԱߣһǿС߽ߡ 
˭ 
ŴҿϢģҲڹյøһ㣬ͷһȥˣɾȵ 
ǳ 
19 
ڴϵĿɲǷδϢֻɫѩף˫۽գһĬһ˹ȥסУ"򣡳"ҪһŷӦδϢģô޷ӦһʶҲޡ 
ĬסڴߣӷëȥƷδϢѾ˿ǻ"ѣ⣬ﰡ" 
δϢּܣǳ֮˰㣬һ㶯ҲûУʮֹӡĬҡһ֣ͣ﷢ţԼһج⼸ľƻáδϢղ˾Ҫʲôƽˣʲô 
˵ٲ˵Ҫɱ˷δϢĬЩ¶ǸʶˣҲͰˣȴǷδϢѵ˵Ҫɱ˳ΪʲôҪɱǣʲôƽʲô......ӵĶȻеģһҪǸѩҹຮĽȴвٵ......ĻõɱôôǿˣǸ׽סһֱôǣǲ֪...... 
ĬԽԽףԴ絹Ͱȥһ............ôãԼҲǿ׽......ӦӦӳȥ............ 
´߽ſƿ⿴žȻûƿһԺӰҲûĬվ﷢ѵǿƶӲٻͷδϢɳȷʵӲ书˯ҲѣԼǽᣬҪôӣ 
ĬļǣתתȥһȥƷδϢۼʱһһȥ̲δϢڴɵİȣͻȻϴȥ"򣡿˯ˣҪɱأ" 
˰ҲûӦĬŷδϢ죬ἸҪս˿ǳϢ滺࣬ϸ೤˯øˡĬڳԽԽޣһѳסĲӣʹҡΣҡ"......" 
СĬ㲻һֱ۸γô...... 
......죬ĬԼˣһƨȥش֡ 
ǰС߶ˣ̯ڴϣЩͷۻСԴ˰סֵ"С㷢ʲô쭣" 
ĬѾеˮϣ˵"Сԣ㻹ԼӰɣҴžҪˡ" 
С˦˦βͣ⣬"Ϊʲô" 
"ǿѰ"Ĭűӣ"Ƕǿ׽ǴҲ׽ˣǿҪӣ˵ɱ˴ɱ˵Ҫɱˡ" 
"͸ǰ"Сµ 
Ĭ"ûа" 
"ǣǾߺˡ" 
"ң"Ĭί"ҲǽӲߡ" 
СתһȦ˼"" 
Ĭڵ"أ磬ҲɱأңСĬԺһˣ......" 
С""һϸϸ"ι㲻ǽҲûϵгȥͺˣ" 
ΣĬ̧ͷһͿӣ"˵ëëëë......" 
"ͺ"С߷ۣѸٵ´ȥſĬŷӦæҲ´ȥСƿŷ죬СߺγȥĬ͵͵¿ŸȥССʣ"ܽëë" 
С߶εϣƣһˣβȥͷȴ߸ߵ̧ͣһʼӣδһС߲Žͷջһϣ"ˣһһ׼ˡ" 
ĬվԱߣԺ"ˣ" 
СҲ 
죬Լֻһ̵ĹСߺضˣ̧ӣ"ˡ" 
Ĭ̧ͷֻķһǷֱܹԵ"ž"ĳͷһӰٿȻ£ȴӯ£ͷߣһԲ۾תת 
Ĭһϲһͷ˹ȥסĲӣ"ëëëëˡ" 
С߶ι"ȥҡ" 
ĬϲЦտҪͣסˡС̽ͷ"" 
Ĭԥһ£ҡҡͷ"һ¡"˵ȥʱֻ"ͨͨ"һһ뿴ĬѷδϢ˳С΢δϢѹӲһߣʮֳӣӻڵϣĬӲǳһ֧۱ʱԴײſ򣬽ҵż 
Ĭ꣬òװͷڵϣĨĨ"ҪѳҲߡ" 
Сҡҡͷ"ëë˵ġ" 
Ĭû뵽סˡ 
""Сߴ"Ҫˡ" 
ĬȥͷŴ򷢳ֻƬ̣ҧͷʼֽëëϣС߶ֱУ"ιιʲô" 
ĬͷҲͣ"ëëȱȥٻҺˡ" 
С߲"ֵĻӲȥˡ" 
"ţ"ĬС"˵Ҫɱ˵ţ˵ɱ......"˵ֽŲͣؽδϢϴı»´"ëëȰѴ򱳳ȥȻٻңòãǵҪСŶ˿" 
ͷۣſǰ壬ת˲ŷĬƵĵ˼ӰڰʧĬһعֿʼͷ¿ 
ΧǾĵأ˷֣С޿κ""һͷȥˡĬűۣ׵ſڵţֱ߶"ëë......" 
20 
ԶԶĸ߸ӰգգۣϹЦ 
"ѽû뵽"°ͳ 
"Ҳү벻"Ϲ۾ﶼЦ⡣ 
"ʲô֣"һȻģ"ֲɣ֪СһȻʹȻЩЩ촦ġ" 
Ϲͬ"ôأ" 
̹Ȼ̯֣ʮָɴ࣬"ãȫܼˡ" 
ϹЦЦһۡ 
ʼ磬̾"ĲðԭŰͺˣ˭֪лƽǻ£ȻܴԼҲûʲôܹ黹Ǹأҿ治֪ôˡ" 
ϹƲ죬"үƲĸɾô֮ǰҪӰʲôȥˣ" 
Ц"֪ˣʲô" 
ϹҡҡͷʮΣ"ǣӰųȥʱͻˣҽˣ£ү뾡ȥЪɡУͷ̽ЩүˣүԤô죿" 
Ǹ"ǺӣʮǱÿɰɵȥաôͷ͹ܼҪȥȥˡ"˵˦˦Цӯӯȥˡ 
ϹӰʧЦ 
ĬΣۼ¹죬ëëѸ٣ѾԼڻĪǳʲô¶վòԶĺڣһ͵ӵĴ죬Լ˴ԽԽԶ 
ףǿҲǿô 
ĬƣͻȻӾǿ˹Ƽ򲻼ˣԼҲӲȥˣĻ̵̻תȦȦĵ۽ȻƳǽϲ֪ʱϢһɫӰĬʱסŴţǺӰһͣ٣һͷް㼲ֱӹһŷͬСɣĬһšǽ꣬ﲻǷҲûлϮߣһգ۹磬һֻѾץסԼֱۡ 
"СĬ" 
""ĬҽпںٿȻ̧ͷӰĨȥϵڽȻ¹⣬ĿЩģ۾ȴǴ˵ģƷ 
"磿"Ĭ૳ȴûȫӦӰѾһѽӵڻݺ§һ§֮ɿǻϢ쳣Ϥ쵽ĬҲϣһԥֱ˽ȥŴ""һ޳"......" 
ֻССһ̲࣬ŵòᣬڲͣǿֱ׳ƺðȫˣԽԽԼȴհ㣬ЩĽ޴йСŵôģ۾ǰһڣȥס...... 
̧ͷĬѾ޲ƺһǳȥ˻ؿϣ촽΢΢ţһ֪ģ 
ҧƲߣʣ"أ" 
"ӣӳȥˡ"Ĭ㱴 
"ӳȥˣ" 
Ĭͷ˫ۻʧ 
¿˵⿪´Ĭڻ´"СĬ磬ʹȥ" 
Ĭؿڣֻ֪ͷſֽס塣ϵͷͷģЦһ£ԾԺǽǽݶɱȥתӹԺ䣬ݺύİ֮⣬ˮ·ͣ½ŲִڣХһХͳԶϲֱͣͣʯױߵһСһ䶨Ǵһ㻮˳ȥˮ߻񷿣߻ͣ˰࣬СٶȲԱһƬ¥ϱĬϢȻԴԾ𣬴ַһС¥ĺ󴰣СδߵԶˣֹϴ 
ڰֻԱ""һһ֧Ƶ"ҹ˹Ժ󴰷룬Ǽ鼴" 
Ĭһţһֻƨϱһ£Ȼ"ˣСĬɡ"Ͻ⿪´ȴ§ǰĬڸߣһתƱվһŮӣͷһյüζʮԼ 
һЦĬ"СĬ㡣" 
Ĭһ£̽У"㡣" 
ŮӴԼʮ꣬ѩƤüĿӣ΢жֻ䣬ж֮η 
Ĭ䴽Ц⣬۾ȴʮ־ĮӣҴԼЩ⡣ 
ֻŽĬϵ¿Сʣ"ûţ" 
Ĭҡͷ 
Щ̧֣ͷһ۱㿴ɪŮӡ֮ŮĿ⣬΢̾һ"ȥɡ" 
Ůͦûϱ飬ֻ"ȥ" 
Ůӳһ£ƻл˵ȴڰһ£Ϣųȥˡ 
21 
ֻʣֵ棬Ĭͷϣ촽鶯£ЦЦ֮Ҳ˳һͷϻ 
ϿֿЦԼζӳ£ϲŭΰ롣жཹǡȴƽ򶨡ɫҪʱټĬ֪ĵѹŵĿ־жǿңֻδ뵽һСĬ᲻ԼߣۿСſʼϿһ㳤󣬿ԽԽĶǵòʹֻǺָԼ˯˽ˮԼϵ׶СĬѾͬһ㡣ֻϲܵܳöѣֱ׽Լ...... 
ľĲֹĬԼ׵ܵܵʵǸ˵ĻСĬԸ׶ԣԼֻҪСιú߱ˣΪ̫СӣŻʲҲĬѧҲӲأ 
ʱĬ꣬Ƥ͵͵ŵܵܵȴû뵽ܵܵòΧۣǰ˹½"ͯӣ"ϱŵܵӻؼʱСĬѾŵ޲״ŭ֮࣬Ž¶ʱһƬհס 
׿СĬֻһĶѣ 
³ţҹʱ˴ѩô̹ǡϱʮڱʯϣҡҷĻʮֻңǳһĵȻصĴ"֨"һѩССӣƿһŷ죬߸ߵżԼ 
ű۽סʱĬСѾɷףЦţӻŵļģ˵"磬ԡ" 
ֻڰŽţǳѾ˯͵ġȥʱĬССѾıһͷŹڻӻڲͣزȴȻŬ̽С˵"磬۲ۣ" 
ϿĬЦƺڷѩСĺȻ 
ȵȵ£ƲԹ䣬ȥ׷ûλҫ񲻻ϽԸǰСĬĶգһһҹ֮϶࣬ʼæףϳɣ״Ϊģתֽ 
ϹмƽϡŸ磬һиֻԼǿܱСĬҲһ죬ȥԼӡһһĿ겻ɫǰУˮ߾˺õԣϾԼԸĿʵˣСĬһһֺηڵĹЩĴҲֵã 
ʮȻ©ӣ 
ĬСţۺ᲼ͷֿͨͨЦСţкȻһնȱĵط˿̣ǿԶ˶㲻ˣƫϻհ㣬⼸û䣬Ʊ˼ʹɵȱһ飬յۣ޲ý̳¶ǣܲڸзܰģ 
뵽ҧһѱĬߣĬͷֽĬŪ÷㶣ͣ˿ޣɵɵʣ"ʲ" 
޺޵"Ե㣬Ժܣ" 
ĬЩԾҪȥﰧģ"ԲСĬ´βˣҪҧ......"δ˵꣬Ѿ£˱˳ѹڱϣѾ 
""ĬڿУͻȻ 
ǰСȵĿںסڱȥ......ѻȸΣϰ̧ͷĬģȴŬͷԼ۾ˮã 
Ϲͷȥҧһڣ"ˣ" 
ĬССһӵһ£ѹסҪҧ"ţ"Ĭ׳һƬͷԲɰֻЩʮ¸ҵȭͷѩ׹ؿһһ׺ӣʵɿڡ 
һԣֻĬ¶ϸһɿϸָԵͣ 
"......СĬ........................"ĬĿγѪСļ塣 
"СĬ"Ȼؿ 
Ĭͷ۾ߵȫ"......СĬ......СĬ......Ҳϲ......磡"۾յļСĬҲϲ磬ϲ׽СĬԸ⣡ԸⱻԵ 
ΣûĬЩĻţҪ۵ĵȻ綯ˣֱ۽סԼȻȻʲĶԼĴĥţĬſȵ˱......Ĭ...... 
22 
صĵԱиС˻˻"ι㵽Իǲԣ"һ۽ƳһĨӰӣһݣ㷭ĬԺţѾ࣬ǰӰһΣѾָ磬ǰѸܵС߶ӦĬ"𣡱𣬸С......" 
˲סʳָָѾСߴ֮ϣȴʵʱסС°ӻ֮Уͷӡ 
ĬҪ˹ȥȴһѾס"߶ж"Ĭͷ"Сԣҵѣ" 
С߱סҪʮֲޣŭ"С򣬶㣬һ˵Ҫҧһ˵ԣһҧһ" 
С߶ԣΪ㵡Ĭȴһǵͨ죬֨֨"ңǣΪҪңɣǣӳԵĻ......" 
СŤӽУ"ſң" 
ϳһ£Сƴ˦βͣŭĿԶԣ"ⱰɴˣСǵտԺȥҸ㵥" 
ĬŴ죬ʮ޴룬ָСߣϸһͷ"ôɰ" 
"ôͳȥ"С̽ 
"ڣǿɲġ"һ 
"Ϊʲô" ***
"ûСĬ˵ôҪæųû㣬"һ˵ѾһſߣƿŽϣ"ٱȻ" 
""һϣ߻ЦЦ"СĬż죬ġ" 
ĬܴһģЦ"ţһëëкЩˡ" 
ϱסŵ"ãʱ......СĬ......ϲɣ" 
"......ϲ" 
"......ûűֵֹĶɣ" 
"......" 
"......ʹô" 
".................." 
"ϲͽг" 
".................." 
"......Ժ............Ҫ㣡" 
"......" 
"СĬ......Ժ............Ҳ......" 
H......H......H......H......һ..............................۵˵...... 
ʱĬ˯óġľţ֮ҹͷ......üΣֱͷ¶ǣúĬָûȴ˯⣬ӵڻգһƬ 
ϴߵ΢΢һü´߹ȥƿţȻͷվŵȥȿؼ䣬ŮѾһɨڣֳȻɫ 
"ҵδϢˣ" 
ͷЩƵӣ"ǣƺˣԲ......Χˣ֪˭......УӸڸһֻ......" 
"" 
"֪ΪΡ" 
ϺȻ¿У"Сԣ" 
һͷͻȻһܵһ˫ֵǰָ⡣Ϻݣֽסȴһ̵ͨС߶ 
"Сԣ˭˷δϢ"ֱӿʡ 
С߷ۣ"Ȼǳ" 
ɴ۾ 
ϵͷ"ҲµĲ"Ц"Сͬǵ񣬶СĬѡ" 
һ̶ɫһϲ"ȻӲһˡ" 
⻰ϵЦȻ򴽡 
ۣؿڣ"ûүĻɣ"תͷţ"ӸãǱСĽˣӲ뿪ˡ" 
ϴƤ룬ֻ"һ£ǻػݡ" 
"ǣ"Ӧţ"УӸ......" 
"һӶ̫ˣȰѸȥգֻ¥ˡ" 
"ǡ" g
Ͽ¥ȥƽ޲ֻĶʱԶݣæȥĬӹڴߣֵ̿ʱͲűϣš 
"ôˣ"ϹȥԱߣĬ֬ļ޴أϳӰסʵ̲סֽȥϸϸĬ΢죬".................." 
"ۣ"һ֮£׹ƿ"ô" 
"Ӵ"Ĭг 
"" 
Ĭϻ 
"СĬ˵ʲô" 
"˵"С类϶ڴͷʱû"ﶼۣ۶ƨ......" 
"Сԣ"Ĭ̧ͷɴ۾ȥСߵ죬Сʵ̫СԴҺߡ 
ϻЦ"СĬӣȥ" 
Ĭ̧֣һıǸ"Сԩ" 
Сҡͷ԰ס壬ƿڴ"С󱿵" 
"......" 
"ࣿҴƱ㣬һԽԽ......" 
"......" 
"ãߣ߻𣿲ҪĿң" 
23 
ϸܵӵĽĬڴһһҹǶ̵ĽתգĬֱ˯ͷʱѲߡһ˵ձҪؼңǳȥųȥˣģԼ£ųȥ 
ʱڵϹֻңʱĬŷס⴦¥Ժǵ쳣סڶ㣬ͥԺмžµ͸ɨȥۣ䣬ⴱլӿռĹ㣬ССԺɽʯ̨ͤˮľ֣ʮ 
Ĭųһ߹ȥѰµԺȥϡǳڰգ¥󣬸߸ߵ͵ͣѲ˺ð죬ɻУ׿ǰͷ¥ݣĬæشȥ̧ͷʱǰǸİԺӡ 
Ժؾ֮Сɣ߰ǽĴӶǰƵƬ֯ɡֻ֮ԺڱεϵĴ˷ɫĻư㣬븭һ㻨꣬ɫˮīͻȻһĨʡ 
Ĭſڽȴŵˡ˴һǳ׵ˮɫüۣݣǼˮһ£ˣʱƮϼ......Ĭδ˰˶ֻÿһķ·Ʒ죬Ҵ¾˶ 
Уһдգ"......죬Ǹ죬䣬ֽУ㩤"¶Ŵһ˽ֽţҲͰͣһű"ͨ"һӣææմ˻࣬ʮǱɷ羰 
Ĭ˼ϣգգۣ˶ɫһ䣬üͻȻһĨɱĬһֻ˶͵תһֽ쵽ⲿ¶źۣһ߶ݺݳ߹ȥߵߣֱ̧һȭ"Ӵ"һ˶һţȭߣ³ֱſڵأȻȥ£һŭ"ٽҡ'´λҲң" 
ĬŴϲ£Сĸһֻ"ž"һǱſڵֻڹ꣬ʹ˶ˣ֣½ǣ"ߣ´γԣ"˵Žӷ˳һͷɫͻȻһתۼ䣬ָֻ˸ղ̬ҲỺ"Ҫңãȥ"˵תȥ 
ĬӼϣԼЦ"ˣ" 
Ĭһָͷָ˶ӰŴＷ".............................." 
һ̶Цתǰţ"ˣ£ֻҪͺãţҲС" 
Ĭ̧ͷ"ΪΪʲл" 
ǰ˵΢Ц"лͥˣҲԼȡġи֣޲˼ǧ棬á'ĳƺԱ'һյġ" 
Ĭֱգۣ૵"......ͥ......ó......ûжһģ" 
ǰ˴"һģȻУҲǿԽеѽ" 
"Ŷ"ĬЩµصͷǰˣԭǸʮͷò㣬Ͱ׵ӡ 
߻ſڵϵˣ"װˣûĶʹ" 
ϵ˳ü 
Ц"Ҳ˿һˣҪ´δȲܼǵðɣ" 
ǰһæ"Ѿǵˡ"˵ܳȥ 
ӻعͷ"滨꣬"һֱЦģʮֺ"滨á"Ĭ飬Цø"ģ㾡ܽУҲġ" 
Ĭ˼ЩȻæͷ"滨......"ţ֣Ůӵ֣ƺ滨˳ЩĬ룬ȴ˵ 
滨ȴ֪ЩʲЦ"Ĭ֪ѾԤװҽȥ˭֪תˡ" 
ĬЩΪ飬"Ҹ磬·......" 
""滨"߰ɡ"˵ǣߡ 
24 
˰죬Ժͷͣ϶ѰֲʮʵӣǣһߡĬƼЦտܹȥ"" 
عͷҲЦ"СүղԼһˬˣ" 
Ĭ"ҲҪҪµģ" 
һ£"ǲҪˣŵүҪ" 
Ĭʱųٶ۵ԭίСг"ѽ"Ҳûаɣ絣ģȻûϰ......УĬͻȻ̧ͷʣ"Ƽô" 
ͷ"ѽ" 
Ĭæ"ȥ"ȥһӣͷźӣδϢһ˾ţ۾ȴѾˣᶥһݡ 
Ĭûע⣬ֻžϲ"" 
δϢתһ͡ 
Ĭȥϸգ۵"ôŲ˻ûкǿ˵Ҫɱǣӳ......" 
δϢƤ֣˰죬Ų鲻Ը"л" 
Ĭֵ"Ҿ㣬ëëȵģҲھͲǿ......ţлҲԣ"ĬȻЦĵ⣬"ҵģ˳......" 
"......" 
ĬƵƷδϢȻû˵һ䲵˵Ļ㱣ЩģĬգգۣɫ԰ף̶̼ӾЩȥʮֳӣЩʣ"ô" 
δϢ̧ۣЦЦ"ûʲôֻЩۡ" 
"ǣ"Ĭһ£Сĵ"ǣҲ㣬Ъ"˵³ȥ 
δϢĿ⸴ӣ̾һ˹ˣȻ۲ܶȴ׵ģԱ˵ʲôʲôúܣȻ֪ĬԼǵȾȥġ 
£δĬ֮ʱѾʼˣ֮һòͨʮ㱿ĺӣǲмҪݺȻֻҪ˸˱á;ȴͻȻʣŪˣδϢԸͷԼȴֻ䵭"ˡ"δϢһȵס 
˼ңȫʧյ 
Ĭ³ǰĻŮ˵Ů޳һ߲ʽ֮ȴǲò뾫ֻƱˡѩ䣬бԹ"......ͳֻƣ첻żңҵߣֻʣͷƣΪҲܽ¥⻹ô" 
Ц"˶Ⱥȱһŵ¶滨ȥҶÿϧø˲ôҷɶҲͻˡ" 
"ߡ"Ů 
ϺЦ"ˡ" 
ŮƲƲ졣 
ĬȥߣסӲЩ翴˶ʮ죬ô...... 
֪ס"Ǿˡ"ͷȥкͷˡϽĬϳǰͷĺ"߰ɡ" 
ߺһ϶ 
Ĭϻ̽ͷ󿴣ͷݳҲ֣"˷˭" 
ͷЦ"Ǹһλƹ񣬽滨꣬ϵõİɣҸղȥġ" 
Ĭ۾"ţ滨簡ҪǼҵƹô" 
"ǰǿһ¾¥ȥء" 
ĬƶǶͷ 
""гǣ˹ٵǰĬʱǱ֣ȴڸ绳ӡĬ죬Բ۾գգͣС۶͵͵룬ţɱ˵ᷭġ 
ע 
һ˽ĬСԣţˣɣĬ֮СһߵľˡǰС 
УдŷСĬ֮ûϴˢ治ҵŶǹ˱¶ǵ˵ 
25 
˵ĬֵܶԳطݣһ·գĬϣǸСϷˣʮ⡣գ뻴ݳѽѵ磬ߵһ䣬ʱ䣬ϱԸ·߲ͣЪ÷ 
ӢĬɿɰʣ滨Ҳѵһ˶ĴСγһӳֹôྫֻѸҿӶæĨкֽг׼²ȡĥСҲŪʲôɫǽеֻ𵱵ʱʵĲ߹Ϲ嵭ԵĻȵҲˡδϢӻδãʢһ͹ȥźԡ 
Ĭ˿ĲιСԳԣȻһŮӵĺ"ծֻ""žž"İȻһʿģŮӻ"С˵Եöɵ٣ɫ㻹ԼүٷҲƶ"ֻ˺ѷο޽"ҪңͷҧңҪңһܿЩ......"Ů뺢ƺЩΣͷµ"п͹ڣСŵ㡣"ͷȻһ£Ȼֻ""ƺŮźԶȥˡ 
ĬǺӿ޵Ŀ˵Ҫﲻѹ͵ȥϲע⣬ץһͷ"磬ҳԱˣȥߡ"ϰЦֻ"ãĪԶˡ"ĬСԣһȥڸＸõûͷȥˡ 
ӺͷǵסĵطĬ̽ͷ̽ߣŮˣ߹һԺӣԼһﴫ߹ȥŷ￴ԭȴǸѲĵطĴ˴ĲֻŵĵطһСиְõСһ߳ޣһܿĬæС"ιι" 
Сһ߿Ĭֽ"ѽҴ˶ԡ"ǺӵһСվŲҶĬк˰죬ֽİͷóҪݸûʲôӣҲʵĽˣͷŲۣ߹ĬͷŷݹȥС"أȳԡ"Ǻʿˮ̲סһѽͷͣؼڣʣҭֱӣĬŲģ"ԣȥá"ǺƴͷͻȻ죬һͷ""һ㶼£һĬһæʣ"ôˣ"ǺֻǿޣűɪɪǱʲôŻˣĬƴбۿȥҲŵ""һԭӲֻ߲䡣Ǻӿŵûûˣɫ࣬Ĭƴţƿų˭˵ģ鼱֮Ĭſڱ㺰"磡磡"תܻصҾȱ˭֪һͷײһϣϢʮϤĬһͷ˹ȥ"磬"ʵһֱںͷŵɺЦһþӦϣһǺһͷ˳ 
ʱҲǿͷӵŮҲӺͷϹһſˣǺӣ"С֣ʲô˿ˣ"ĬҪȥǰ棬"λɩ⺢ͻСִܵˣ"ŮӿŴ綨Ǵ˼ң˿⣬СȴԷߺޣС"ԴԼֶӣô£"Ĭ"ʲôҪԣ"ŮǺȴӿڣ"С磬񲻺ãҡ" 
Աһѵһ˶ԲľͷԱߵĸͷǳҲɣ⺢ȴ˾ģƼݣƮƮһ㵹滨ȥֿССȫǼӺ˿ڣһʹ΢ü 
ŮӼӿڣƵ"Űɻ͵ӣѵҲӦõġ" 
滨꿴ϣ˵ף"λɩǲģ˵⺢ǳԵöɵ٣" 
ŮһԹ"ɲǣ˳ԵĲҪɵҪ㡣" 
滨"ģԭСˣôһ·ϵĺӶأ" 
26 
Ůһ⻰۾ʱ˵ֵܷ¸໴ĺӣû˿ƣֻòʣιţӳñɲػ粻ͷǶֲҶῴ١⹫˺ȥȴ˵ܷһСơ 
뵽⣬ŮЦ滨"λӣҲ˵ʵ⺢ƽﵽʮֹɵģˮշɨڿģҪʹһǿ⣡" 
"Ŷ"滨ЩȤĿǺϸ֦ϣǵ"⺢Ҳ̫Щҿʲôػƶġ" 
ŮӼ"ݣ˳˵Сȴиɰ;οοҼһúã㿴ѾߴԺܸ߸׳׳" 
Ǻ۾Ҫ˵ʲôȴŮڸ첲͵͵һѣʱ 
滨ЦЦ"ҲãԺ߸׳׳ȴǹҪǮιˣصûǮġ" 
Ůģ"ӴãһǺ˼ңȱ⼸ڷءȴׯ˼ƣҪ⺢Ҹó·" 
滨Ц"⺢ӻҪмɩˡã⺢Ҫӣ" 
Ůӳٳɣ"......ʮ" 
滨ҡͷ"ʮ" 
Ůɫ 
滨ڰ֣"⺢ӱֵЩɩҲϾͰˡ"˵תҪߡĬһֱԱ߷޲ʱ˺ߣСһ壬Ҫ죬ȴЦֹס 
ŮӹȻҲˣææס滨꣬"Уչ˵İɡ"ʮҲһСˣܱûĺáο⺢ۼӹǲˣڼһǮϯӡ 
дˣ滨Ӷ״ϰӡйӣɽˡתͷǺӵ"ӽҵˣԹԵģͷǹ㹻ģʵҪԴģסˡ" 
Ǻӵͷ 
滨ۣʣ"ʲô" 
"......أعӣҽй" 
滨ǳ鴤һ£룬۾ﺬһᣬˮģ"Ӹӽˮˮˡ" 
zyzz
ĬԭˮˮԼһԼϷˣȴ滨Цˣ"Сүˮˮոոңһ·ҲҪЩأŲڵȻ˸ЦҪԺеʱ"Ĭֻñ糶ŻԼ 
ˮˮȴվ滨ĳԣͷȥǳͷͨͷȴ£˽棬ֹֻŪ˿ɲˡ 
滨վ΢΢ЦһŽȥԼҲк· 
ˮˮԼδˣֻĲɷôƺ׷ŭӣڹڣ"ӣƭţңѾʮˡ" 
滨ԭڱĿ⻰ۿһЦ"ô" 
ˮˮãûй˼Сĸβϸ"ӣңԺԺһᣬú÷ġ" 
滨Ц"ð" 
ϼ֣ĺɫ֮ʱݳ˻ݳǣƿӣʱܽػƢ滨ĳȴûһڰ·ת䣬¾¥ķȥˡĬŴ󿴣ʮ᲻ãЩЦ"ǰϲȥˡ"Ĭ⻰ָ 
ͽţ·̽Σۼˣӭͷɱһ·ݽȥܼҺʹӭ˳ѩҹຮҲլȲģȼ㣬һӶϲϲֵš 
27 
ϱĬ³ֱһ·լȥ;˶ΪЦкʵĬ·ײײ籧˵ġ˷ѩҹӭ"Сүǽ˼ˡ"ຮ˪Ҳ"´ٸԼܣһдүڼ"˵ô˵ȴȫǵġ 
ĬʮΣŶ˵ӵͷǸ"ѩҹ㣬ຮ㣬Ҵˣ´βˡ" 
ѩҹຮѵһͨææϸûţкȼȲ裬ԿģʱСǽˮҲҪźĬԡ¡һѣѩҹ㾪Ĭæ׽ס˻˻ͷСߣֺõذοѩҹ"Ī£Сԣҵѡ"СߵǰŮӣʮֺδڣͻȻ䲱һʹȴǱָסߴ磬ԭǲߵຮԱ֣߳СһڼжݣȴԱ߳ŭе"Ůӣſң"ĬæҪȴຮסбȥСߣ"ĵСߣʵĻƤ"С߱Ǻһţ졣ѩҹȵسԳЦ"ףֵСߣȻ˵"ຮ"ٻ˵ҲߣԺȥ"Ĭ"СԸһ𣬺òã"ຮװŵΣǿ"ӦԺá"Ĭæͷ 
һʱ˷ȸܼҵкˣ 
ʣ"ˣ" 
"ǣɶүƺϢ" 
"ãһȥ" 
˴ȹһīĸ߸üĿ쳣㣬ò֮͸Ϭϣվʩ"ӡ" 
Ͻ£ؾнֱʣ"Σ" 
"ӴûǳɳˣʯǶ£ǰĸ" 
ϳ˼Ƭ̣ף"Ȼˡ" 
ֵ"ܣδͨϢӺǺˡǴһ˼թܣξСүı" 
ЦЦ"ҵ֪ȷͼıȲһߣǶ;ܴ죬һǣţҲõˡ" 
һЩĵ̧ۿ 
Ͻü΢һȻ̧ͷ"ɶҲþûˣ滨Ҳˣֻл¥һֱԹء" 
һͷȥ 
"˵ϵɽиطܷ壬ˮůӣһϲģ֪ɶȥûУ" 
⻰ɫʱˣ"ͨ"һ£"Ƿɶι𷣣˵¡" 
ϿΣ̾"ɶɶʲôãһͨ׵ëҲĲ" 
ЩãȻʮֲ׵ӡ 
һ¶Цݡ 
޿κε"ҪȥСĬˣͬƯľͷ˵ա"˵ҡҡͷֱȥˡ 
תͷƺС"£ȴ......" 
Ҳɶ˽ʲôֻ˵ϣɶȥҹܼ"ռйţ缸ԤЩ֤ʲôģ˵һҪõˡ" 
ܼҴʧɫ"......ô᣿" 
"й¶ˡ"ϼܼɫҡͷ"Ǽˡ" 
ܼҼֱ֣"ǧ............ǺãܻܲȥܲСү֪һ޵òС" 
ϿЦ"Ǳˡ" 
ܼҶʱü 
ϵ"ҲûʲôԤһˣǰİŰɡ" 
ܼƾÿϧ"ôЩĻҵ......" 
ЦЦ 
ܼ̾"Ҷүǰͷūȥ졣" 
ϵͷ 
˭֪ܼȥĵһ£Ľڻݳﶥһϻ̡ 
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ϻطĬѾϴ裬СΣֻ°СŽѾڴϹȥѩҹˣຮָС˽ԡͰȥϽЦЦ"ү˳óԸһʮֿİɣ" 
ȡЦЩͷԣǱѩҹҲˣЦͷ"ǣСүϸƤ⣬ȫǼǺˡүǼǲǺðϲˣ" 
ຮƲ죬"ô죿Ӵӷ̧ȥ̧ЪЪ󷢲Ʊˡ" 
ףһǰĬϴ֮ʱĵӡˣѾͷһִĸʲôҲǣֻЦĬ֪˵ЩʲôֻϲֽУ"˯" 
ѩҹຮһЦ 
ֹ֪ҪᣬҲǣȥĬڻͷ"˯Ҳˣ" 
ѩҹæ"СүˣѾгֱӽ͹ԵЪϢ" 
ϸյͷѾˣһֻʢ̸רĬСģС̽ͷ̻ຮһֻСӹȥУѣСһҰӲʯͷ죬ίίĬôһѣ⼫ˣҪຮԱ߷ȥδ⡣ 
Ĭһ˳ţţǷˣҲʵĥѣľ㷦˷ͬһӣ㳶˯ˡ 
һҹ޻ 
ڶȥ繦Ĭ𴲣ֵϴһǰԺͣδϢȴûˣ˵Ƿ˵ӻǷѣԼڷˡĬŷĥҪ¾¥ȥˮˮĥϴӦǰͷһƣͷԵĴͷܽػɫԾ"үͷһӳݣ˵ǳɳӼݵгȥӭ" 
üĵô죡Ŀ븣ܼҺʹ̶ϣ˻ʹɫǣĬ֣"СүҪ£ȸܱ̽ܡ"Ĭһɣظܽ԰ȥ 
¹ڣȥӭӡ 
Ҵһ㳵ꥣɳӵŭɷǷǵһ˵Χۡϳȥǰͷһƥȫѩ׶ǶǵĿһλ¹ӣ깫ӷڣŻȴԵùڲ԰һ˫۾£լϿͿȥҾ"֪ӹٺᣬδԶӭʧ񣬿" 
ɨһֽۣȥŸ忡ӯԵӸϡϿβ̬ﲻһǼģδ棬һҹ֮ɡ 
һ˽ˣֱ¡˵ҲװɵͲ裬һ΢Ц㡣˰Σбۿ"ӿ֪Ҵ˴ǰΪ£" 
ϳϻ̳Ͽ֣"С֪" 
üڣ"塣" 
Ա忡ǰ۹۱ǱǹģȻ"£֪СĬʵһʮǰʧ֮׵ܣɳл״ͱƺţԺϮɳλȴһʱʧ䣬ҵöӵѰأ뼴һط򡣻ϸӶ꣬ϣرο͡" 
Ƿ̶־ȣ"ҼСĬӣ⣬⣬Ӻ˵𣿶ӱŪ˰ɣ" 
ƳԲӹһֻӣ˾ȡһ򿪣ԳȴһŮФ񡣴ȫչʾǰһʱʱҲѻȸ 
Ȼ΢΢ɫȴڲסŮӵľݣüĿƻڷ⣬ֻĿѣۣԴﾹհһƬʲôҲ벻ˡ 
ֻ""һȴվԱ̺СͿôˣĲӡһȻãȻĹˡ 
"ĸֻҪ֪ˡ" 
29 
ѾعޣЩɻ󣬵"С񲻽⣬ʾ" 
"ӰȻˡ" 
ЩΣ"Ĳ......үԸͷȥСү" 
ͷҴȥˣ˲šϳôʱֲɫϸϸǻ˼ԣյСĬ׼Ҳ⸱ӣǾˡţ֪ʲôҲкա 
ʱֻԽһƣຮĬĬϺܶˣЩߣ࣬Ÿתŵ۾ΧϽǰ֣"ӣĬۣҲЩȴʵʵӵܣСһ˵أ" 
Ĭ˵Լ󱿣СҪͷĻЩף۾һãȻ 
һ㶢⺢Ӽѩ۾ƵˮʮɼʹҲϵ¡˿ź΢ſ죬һݶںʮۣԵôɵ׾üɳ忴һۡ 
̵"ӣʱ" 
"³ߣ"ϲŲæ"ַھӶá" 
ͷ"³ߣΪҦ裬ѲȥӤʱģеʱΪ֤ӣСȴǴӺζ" 
ɫأ"ܲ±㲻޲֣Ϣ΢ŵȷ˵ĸӶûˣλҽλƵֻشһ˵ӤϢæʩȣˡŲδܱȣȥҲ˵Ӥû˵ĻΪҼ֮ܰʱصشڸء" 
"Ŷ"ʣ"֪λҽ˭֤ܳأ"š 
΢Ц"֪λܼû˵Ϻҽϣ" 
"˵ռҽ" 
"ǣҽҵ̡" 
򴽲 c
ϺҽռҾҾҽãϺڶӡһΪҽ˶˵ûβõĲҲûҾȲˡ˻ΪҽΪҲԺˣֻʮǰһ׮֮ͷŽ̵Ķرɱһ¡ᣬʱȴѹٰ̫ҽ׸˲ãκ˺Ķˡõⶾǻʵ۴µģκ˺Ĳȴ˻ʵۡû£˸һغҲʵҽͷ˶֪ǻʵٴ֣˳ҲùСҽ֮ͻȻ伣ˡ 
ҲǻʼˣȻ֪Щ¡˵̳־ˣһ˿ҲûɣһȵûˡһתתĬȥ 
Сӳ֮գǱٶʧ֮գǼΪɺϵģʯҲСòʯǼġʱףǵòرֻûϵĬȻƣҲһҧģƫʯָ췢ģ˵̬һˡˣôҲҪĬȥˡ 
뵽"Ȼ˵аۣϧ˶֪ʮǰû֤ˡܲšСӵڻݽʧʱ䣬ֳͬһʽһ֤ˣʮ꣬⣬ӵģԺԿɵ" 
ûϻػĬͻȻһ 
ԭԱ˰죬ԺȴĻҪ׽ȥ˵ﲻңٲһһŷͬСɣĬצϣŬ꣬ŵ"粻Ҫ˴ңҲҲҪߣ" 
30 
һſСӣǿǸߣûһǺݺݵӵġຮԱȰĬ"Сү¿ޣⶼЩ˵˵ûӰӵ¶˼ҺͿ˺ӣʲô£" 
Ǻ˵˵Ŀǳɳӣຮô˵Щ治ˡ 
ȻһʱȥѾǰһ"󵨣ðӵ£ģ" 
ຮһֱˬӼǿִ֣СʱΪ˲ϱ潹ݲٳЦӪЩ˴ûɿڣϾȴҲڳɫն˭ʲô㣬֮һȴһֱð㿴޲죬ϻ۹ˣֱʽʽȥʦ䣬ϰѧˮԴöȸĬֵܲ޶¡ҲӲҪຮΪԼʲô£ֻʱԼţὫĬиѩҹ 
ҲͰˣ۵ĬͷϣຮܶԷǲӣʱһ忪ڣʱü"ƾһŻ˼ҺߣҲ޷ɣСүǱ³ߵգһٶ˶ݳǶ̫ү˾ͱ뵽ǼСүַھҲģǻͬݳǵƭôɳҵʲôãǷǵŪţֻ۾һӣٶ......" 
˵ִֿ죬˶ֱ顣ϼɫÿȴ岻ȥﰵЦæװ"......ͣͣͣ˵Ů˼Ҳʲô죡"Ц"Ī֣Ůͷʶ......" 
˵ͨ˶ຮ""һ 
϶ʱס죬Ц⣬"£Ҫ˵ҼСܸʱֻףȷʵ˲ˣƼûϰҲмʮˡʲλܼ˵󸮱һʱʧ⣬ɴ˿ɼǱҼСܴɣǼǼ˱ӳԼҺӣûѪַھӿ϶㿴ˡţݳЩʣ֪ҼСĬͰһѪ˵ġ" 
廥һۡӣӵ¶ʵڲǺףһʱЩĬӣҿɲ֪˶ٹأܳϰ֤ûŴһαɣοﻹһ£վ"Ӽ˵ǲԸҼСˣҲգˣֻѪ֮ģз֤ǻͷ˵ա" 
Ҳվ΢Ц"˵ﻰǻ׹θ" 
תͷȥĬ 
Ǻӱ£ڻֻ¶С͵ѣһϣɫһףһͷؿȥ 
һһӣתȥˡ 
ֱ˷ɫĬˣʼϸϸɫʱŻסѣȻ"磬СĬԺһԹԵģٲˣҲˤӣߡ" 
һԼɫ˵ܵܣæЦһѽԼϥϣ"СĬ˵ﻰôأǸıء" 
ĬͷС 
С°̧"СĬôˣ" 
Ĭ޳Сǵͨ죬Сŵ"磬СĬǲĲ............" 
һݣָסĬ̧ɫʮͣ"СĬɵȻҵСүǸ綥׶׵ĵܵ......СĬô룿" 
ĬĲŽͰͿ"..................ô......ֳ......ִ......Ư.................."˵Ѿ 
գ˺üգۣɵʧЦ̾"˭˵ҵСĬֱֳˣ" 
Ĭ̧ۿ......ǸոոԼ˵ô 
ԼҲЦͷĬ۾ƤľӨȥС˶绨꣬ȥ̷ſĬҲ΢΢תͷСϢ϶ӿһһѱĬ򴲱ȥ 
31 
ϽĬڻԼϸϸϢģģĥźͷ¶ΣֻߺǳˣֻСĬѾ˯ˣûãĬȻһ£˿ڣ"......ʮǰ......Ǹ" 
סһʱÿڣͷʱĬͷԼǰ̧ɻȥ˫磬뽫ԼĬȴһű۽ϣϡһ"СĬʲôʣ粻Ǹ˵ҵСү۲ۣͯۡ" 
ĬͷһƵ"ƭҡ" 
ЩǻЩľѵԼʲôط¶ţ벻ᣬһѽĬԼ§ţ̧°濴ֻѩСһ࣬Ȼ 
"СĬʲôʱƭ"ʡ 
ĬŴβ̧Ƥˮʮϧ"粻֪ô" 
һݣʣ"֪ʲô" 
ĬƼԸ˵ȴֲò˵ŽͰ͵"Сʱ......һβ............ͬ˵......˵Ա㲻Ķ......Ҫһȥ......" 
϶ʱסһЦ"СĬذɣôô˵һСʱƤѵ˲ġ" 
Ĭβ 
ϸҪٿڣȻĬ̧ͷ۾⣬"磬ΪʲôÿҶðã" 
ϴƤû 
Ĭ죬Ҫ޳ 
Ͻ§ĸһЩֻСС΢΢鶯ƽֻĬڼҲûרʦϿΣҲûеԼҵѧѧһӶƵţżຮԼ˳㽲ĬҲûʲô˼ϸѧ 
һֻĬòǣȴ뼴⺢Ӵϻż͸ûЩ¶ĬȻǲò˫ȫޡ 
˰죬Ĭ"СĬǶ˵ģϲϲȥСӣ" 
Ĭһֱ۽§ӣƴҡͷ 
ԣһ£Ĭ´ȡ½ĬˣĳȥŻȾ԰һȥȴڡϸЩƣڰľȴһƬĬ֪ҪԼȥʲôϲҶ 
һǰ"֨ѽ"һƿشţҾ߲࣬ʮׯ£йȵλϽĬŽĴ£ԼȥһһҲ֪קһ鶫߻øĬ 
ǶϸһƲӲӵģƺЩλơ 
Ĭʮֺ棬ʵ"ʲô" 
ϵ"ǻƽˡ" 
Ĭʱһʱҹ˱ʵ 
΢Ц"СĬԶһǲǣ" 
Ĭعͷ 
һ£ǻƽߵλǰ̧ͷԼ׵ĻĬţ"״ˣˡӲТּˡ" 
СĬ汻Χ֮𣬸׵˼ӱѾˡӲСĬǷ۱Զ˵ֻԼ׵ļ밮ˣһһһƽƽã 
꣬ͷǻƽ˽Ĭ±ߣһߵ"ͺˣСĬĪģԺ͸һԶֿòã" 
ĬŪЩͿ⻰ȴ⻶ϲĵ"á" 
ĶЩ֣ʣ"ⶫʲô" 
Ц"ȥúСĬһֻԷòã" 
Ĭǽ࣬ҡͷ"̫ˣҲҪ" 
Ц 
ֵܽתȣǰƻǰڴʱҹͻȻ""϶ãǼ֮æĬڻվˣԴڰУǰͷϢһˡ 
32 
ֻǺ֮˱ֶ̬ݣҲδڰԼɼò֪ͨһߣԲƼ 
ĬЩ£§סϣȴȣͻ"λҹլ֪Ϊ" 
Ǻ˿˼ۣڣ"Ϊ˴֮᲻֪ȴֻ࣬ҪϵĶ㡣"Խнʯ֮֮˱һǿĹԼġϸϸ̬֪˹δԼ֣ղʱʹṦȴԼеģвһ˿ɻȴ΢΢һЦ"ϵĶô" 
ͷƣԼֻŵܵĬϼĬԼǰСԳ̣˫ֻ߬ǻƽˣЦ"˵˷㣬Լ㡣"˵СĬ"СĬĶӸ" 
Ĭһȴǻƽˣ̧ϣͷ򣬵"ô"һȻԸˣȻӣʹ̵ǱƽԷȥ 
˵΢ֻɵգ"ž"һڵˡ 
Ĭ"Ӵ"һʮǸص"Բס" 
ǺƵϵˣһʱû˵ 
ȴЩúЦǹ 
ǺĿһ"ĪǾԼ¹ǲôҪ㻳ﱧŵС"Ĭ 
Ĭգۿ죬ʼһ˲˲ؿԼΣӵСʣ"......˵ô"Щ̼طֱ"ҲǶǸģܸ㡣" 
Դһ£ѵ"ɵСĬ岻Ȳ֣Զ˯ɻ٣ҲֻиԸҪ㣬˲ŲҪأ" 
Ĭ⻰ 
ǺˮһҲδԾһ˲ۼ侹Ѿǰ֮ٿȻϮţͷ㣬ǺڵᣬһȴδѾץĬ 
俴˹ԼȴҲû뵽֮죬ﱧĬֻֿãɼܹԷȴĬ˵ͬʱѾӰסԷ˵ѸݣҲ"˻"һƷ糶һӡ 
Ĭʱ 
Ȼһ֮æĬ"СĬԣ۾ͬ涪Ϸ" 
ϷνǰѩҹຮһСѾͷ԰涪ӶòСڴװ϶ӣһڿУһһӣضġĬҲѧȴǲᣬίصᣬΪ㶺˵ҲҪ涪Ϸ˶סּ֣ڲСһЦΪĬϲԺ㳣ġ 
Ĭһ˵æ۾ 
˫һڿУֿճһգ۹Ѿ棬ʽʱǺ˱ƿĬɽסֽѸѾǰһƷ쪣Ǻ˾ֱ 
ĬһһףѾͷ԰ϷˣĹ⾰ֻö߷ӱ糤˳ʮɿЦأŵʮ㣬ҲûһûסԼȥˤڵϿô졣 
˼УѾһ˹ѣÿԼжᱻƵĵˣʤڳٶȣԼλṦ֣Ʈȡм֪֪ˣʱӦ֮ߣһνĬǰʩһ 
ȴû뵽һ֮ĬӸ߸߷֮ʱȴͻȻ죬֪ʱȻܳһӰһ˼ 
ʯ䣬ֻĬһű""һ죬ȴϴ֮£δܰõˣػ˺ˣƺһײһùϣ""³һѪ 
֮Ա˾һ 
ɢȥ˲ſ壬ĬѾһ֣֮Žۣ䣬ۺڽһĬ죬һȴŸղŵڵϵǿƽˡ 
Ȼӡ 
ʮ⣬Ҳһ˳϶ԵеĺˣɫȴǷδϢ 
ɫѿв졣ͷһͷǣˣڶͷȴǣȻ 
ʱҹڳ죬ǹڣĶլ˷δϢϹ 
ĬƬ̣ǺأͻȻṦڹ֦ͷһ㣬Ʈҹɫˡ 
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ȥĽֽŵĬҲѹɵôŤſµ"ſң" 
Ĳͷٱ۽ĸЩĬӴһʱסҲںСʱǵͨˣ˫ڡ 
ϿۣһȴֶסЦ"ӣӵ£ҲѧҹլأʲŶл־ܣͰҰա" 
Ц"ӣڻ˵׵ܵô"˵ŽһеĻƽ̧ϸۣ"䱦ԭǵִ˰ӣкλ˵" 
һʧ㣬һʱԡ 
ϷգĿо¶һ˿⣬һ˫һ񣬾Ĭƽ׻ظæǰסĬȴûˣɵ"ž"һڵϡЦ"ͷӽҹææɣһ磬ǸԻСӻȥ"˵һӣѾڻľ֮ϣ㼸㣬ҲԾǽȥˡ 
Ĭ˴Ƭֻ̣Ĭ""һ 
һ紥˻أ԰ͻȻƻǺຮͷһ𱼹ѩҹܼҡҲ 
ຮһֵֻں棬纮˪ԼǺ谭Ҫˣʱֻߵ"ү㲻˵ⷨһʹô" 
һͣδ𻰣Ѿ"үļƲ߱ͲҶƼҪǵвˣƽ׼ǻᱻ͵ߵġ" 
ףгԭˡôƼǺ˽ʱ˵ʲôҲֻ˵Ƽҹ룬Խæֲô......⣬⣬Ϸ࣬Լʮֲˡ 
ѩҹ봺ΧֵתĬ޵ļҪһѣ"ôǺã"ܼҲԴ֣ݺϵ"үȻǴСүӰɣ" 
ɬȻһЦ"լӿѾΧͰˣǳȥȻڻ£ѵլ˶ȥô" 
Ҷü 
ϵ"ˣˣҲȻȥɣ˵"˵ȱĬطȥѩҹ봺̲ģҲȥüȥͷ鿴ܼͷ̾ҲԼԺȥʾ֭ 
˭Ҳδע⵽ຮȥ 
δϢ˴ԶǺߺֻһ£ϵ˵ʲôججȫû˶ã԰ҹ䣬һδϢ̧ͷվ𣬴ΣŻͷԼסСԺȥߵӭ汻һס̧ͷʱຮֻ˪ŭ 
δϢһ漴ЩŻţɵòͷܿߣβŵ"ʦ㻹δЪţ" 
ຮʣ"˭" 
δϢһǿ¶ɻ"ʦ˵˭" 
ຮһ"δϢĪʦǰװɵ......γһֱ񲻶¶ˣ֡ҽδϢʧ̬" 
δϢͷ 
ຮ°ֻﾹ߳Σ"ѵ" 
δϢȻ̧ͷЩҡ 
ຮ飬Ȼﲻɴ𣬾֮ɫԱ"δϢ......" 
δϢҧŴ࿪ͷȥ 
ຮҳһţ˰죬ȻŤͷߣʱȴ"ͨ"һͻδϢѾֱͦͦڵϣԼ²ɺȻ"δϢ......" 
ʦܳţݱִһʮ㣬Լ֮ͬһȴСͣʱȻԼ¹ຮһʱˡ 
δϢɫҰף"δϢʦĪҪ˵" 
ຮüͷ"δϢ֪ʦġүʦжĬʦͷ⣬䲻֪ʦΪǰ˳ɳæ"Ƭ̣ʣ"......δϢ֪ʦΪʲô" 
δϢ촽䶯ҡͷ 
ຮЩţ飬ɶ㣬"㣡㣡δϢϲҲ˳ģ" 
һ仰δϢͷʹзᣬæͷΡ 
Σຮ"ˣǳɳʲӶѾ............ҾʹӦ㣬Ȳͬү˵գҹʦʲôҿɲܱ֤" 
δϢͷ"ҴӦ㣬ȥȰʦ" 
ຮֱҡͷ죬""һȥˡ 
δϢԹڵϣò 
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ʱ¶ءδϢãŴֻú̹ǡƬ̣ҧҧ𣬼լⱼȥլΧȻţδϢṦܹͣͣͷ˵ĶĿΧʩȫֱⱼȥߵķȴմĬȥ򸮵ġ 
ת·УδϢϵãǴڱڸɽУȻתɽһƻУȴһССᡣ 
ǰͣסŲ 
Ĵţͷ˲δ˯£ǰճŵƻͷòֻԵһͷ˿ޱȣ˳شšδϢӰͷɬ 
СʦӴˣɲ֪ʱǾη֮Ļһǻ飬ÿÿҹߣ֪˼ˣԼȴ˵ľֺγ֪һϲʦΪ볤ɳϲһֻ֣Խ֪Խѹ 
ռҵҹӣСҽҵعͬ㣬ԴЩʱ˸ǰ㺡ҹ꣬ǰȴƫƫԺֱºعٴӡδϢհҹΪʦʱСԼǵʱعӻϺʦЦտáδϢҲֻʱʦЦգ˵عʦ˵ñҪǹٹˡû뵽þͻġʦϢһù֮ӸδϢͽܣȴûѧʲôҶʦֱ̼̾ϢһҽᵽδϢתΪʦʱδϢȴôҲϣԸҹʦϥźӡ 
˭뵽ССͯԼҹʦȻһЦҲ԰ء 
δϢԿࡣֻΪһЦӴҲ鲻ˡ 
ڴվţβҳ 
ҹʦ"ôˣʲô" 
δϢҧŴΣȻ£ 
ҹʦĬãعͷ"δϢʲô" 
δϢ̧ͷ"СƣӲǷֿδδϢʦ֡"˼֮󣬲Ż˵ֻʦֵҲǱ˴ķݶϣܷһȥ֡" 
ҹʦȻɫ硣 
δϢ׵"ɳͷԼλӱݣбǼүڣʦ֣λҲˡ" 
ҹʦ⻰ɫȴһƬ̣һ"ΣȥҲҵģҲͰˣΪʲôҪɵˣôƫҪһǻλϳ׶˵Ұ⺢ӴŪҲǰϣ⺢ӣҼԸҪ̷ɻ𣬵ʱ˻λʲô鲻ģԺȥˡ" 
δϢ̧ͷ"ʦ" 
ҹʦһۣһͻЩ"δϢԭŹӣԹ㸸ŸƷˣຮ֮ͬ꣬ϽɽˣҲ޴󰭣ΪһֱίЩ꣬ȥķӰա" 
δϢ󾪣ֻּߵͷȥ"ʦҶˡ"ͷߵأ 
ҹʦĶͷ˲ʱѾѪӡˣü̲סȥֹס 
δϢ̧ۿɫ c
ҹʦΣ̾"ˣԸգ"˵ɫֳȥ"ֻǲǰ˵" 
δϢֻһɣ̵ͷ"ǣʦĻ" 
ҹʦɫ"ɡ"˵һֵȡͲһδϢʾϣվǰͷϲҩ 
δϢ۾ֻƵüʦؿںɫǰδ㣬ʦϸϸָմҩСĵĨԼͷϣһһᣬ 
35 
һ磬ܼһ˵ȳüչص˷ֻһҹүСүֵܶΣСү޵ôأ˭֪ԺȴǾĵģѩҹຮųкСˮȥѾˣͣƽｫĬ˳ָһ㣬Ĭ""һغţԵǵ۾ܼЩЦԭүǵĬ˯Ѩֵһҹûء 
һĬʱҹĲЩأһẒ̇Ťͷ¿ߵϣ־סСһƲӶʱӯۿæ"СĬ˵ʲôţǵ" 
Ĭһ٣ŻعȴѾֹסʻȥˣ죬ϸϸ"СĬǵá" 
"ǾͺãСĬ¸ˡ"΢ЦĬһǣϸ£ͷϸǳɫ£ϵ˻ӣǣȥԸᷢĨĬ÷ױһģԵСӨ͸Ưˡ˿ֵܣЩͷԡֻףү׼ͷһʱ˴죬ȴǲġֻ֪θĬģСĬȻһԣҲû޴֡ 
һӳƲҵˣۼĹϱ˽˵ӵĳѾˡֱҡͷЩΣ"Ǳ㿪ӭ¡"˵ЯĬֱֵ֣ţǰͷȥš 
˭֪ߵǰȴͷѽѽһˣһ̴⣬һЩ۴ˣڴУȻΩеͷһ̸Ц˵ȴɫ࣬һļѿ 
ϼˣȴһףⲻǳɳĴӺôôҲˡȻ˵ĵϸʹ㼴ʧСɳֻСλӣλӵԭǳɳӵϧȥ磬Сʱ㶪ˣⳤɳ֮λȻҪں֮ȷɳظֵзַ⣬ԭûʲôģƫƫãλȻ˼ϸĹӣҪ˵вŸɵĻֻʣºˡ 
Ϊһǫʹ̬֮ƶʲô⣬ĸЦɷ뵱ܳ谮̱ã˶ûϻ߷磬׽Щ˰̫ɫƽﲻ˼ϰ䣬ֻϲڷ³˻졣ȴһϽΪׯأڷܺѧͨԳƺǸЩȴҪõöˡ 
ˣλǰǲܵġֻδ̨ˡ 
ǺһĬЦ"ˡ"˵žȻͷĿ̵̴ùһֻ"ʥּּ" 
ϴΪ죬ҲֻװģĬ׹£ͷһҲŹһѼˣͷͷƵģеĵģмüŪ۵ģлʹɫģһ...... 
ǺɢƤһʥּǵɵЦ⣬˵˵Сӱ͵궪ʧӣĴοСˣشͶȥݣմˡǴҶüĿģһܿЦһڰҧĸ죬Ҳšüͷֽ߬ŽûҲֻʱ 
㣬һգ۵Ĺ򣬾ҪسɳˣҪͽȥˡʹֲȳɳؼŶģĬˡ˵͸ϽʰʰԤ̵ʱϿͿλȺȿڲ裬˵Ĭ˺ãĬŸߣ־£ͻȻַ 
36 
ϼæ§ڻϸһ߿첽صຮʵ"үѵǴСү߲ɣ"Ĭһ⻰޵ĸû𻰣Ĭ޵һˮɵʮۣϾ¶ɫ 
һֱһʱˣһ"үδСү˵ô" 
һĬϸϸĨСһֻĸĬˣҭ̧ۿһͷ 
̱ˣЩΡ 
ຮˣЩ"Ǵʲôղɣʲôӱ˵" 
Ƭ̣Ȼ"үԴСү߰ա" 
Ҳ룬ҡҡͷ 
ຮԥһ£̾"լ¼ʮ˵أҲðˡ" 
Ĭϻ̧ͷСѿ޵ͨ죬أȭͷ۾Կ"ຮ......Ī......Ī......СĬ......͸......ȥ......۸............۸......" 
ຮȻ 
ȴһʹϧ΢Цͷ"ҼСĬõɫ" 
Ĭ޹ˣ£ȴ𽥴§¸ҵ"磬СĬȥǺ硣" 
ϿΣССӻ΢΢оɫȴһģȻƣŸⱦܵٳҲֲãȴǱһƲסͷȥסĬС 
ֵܲãຮͬһһأСĬ""һǸɿ˿תͷĬСǵͨ죬ͷԵģܡ 
ЦЦຮ"СүĶԤһ¡" 
ຮʱҲˣ֪ϱдˣƵıĬ׷֣Լүº񣬹ҲǺġˣɻˣʣ"ҪԤô" 
ϺЦ"ϷҪȫס" 
ຮ䣬ﳹ̤ʵЦŵͷӦˣȥԤĬƷɫʲѩҹ̼ȣҲ㲻ˣæ 
һͨ׼㻨˽ʱٳȥʱǰͷֻʣ˺Ѿˡ 
Ϲɻ󣬵"ȥˣæʰûúкѹǹ" 
Ƣǰһ죬Ÿ߿ںȲ裬ô˵һЦ"Ҫ£ȥˡ"ĬվΧĬתȦЦе"Сּˣϴξ֪ҼҵܵܣҪ֪ܻ" 
ĬţʱĪԼ磬ĬʮֲʣֻҲΪ裬ֻ"߰ա"˵ţȳȥˡ 
ȻĬˡ 
⳵Ѿ˴󳵸ӳȴġһ࣬׷ͳĬδϳŴңҪЦţȴʵЩͷʹĵһضûûˡǳƸϽĬ˳ỹƴűأǱѾųˡ 
ֻ"õ"ꥣ̳һ˶飬гȥˡ 
ңǵһȥĳΣһҧתȥ 
zyzz
˵ɳһˣ·ɢɢģ΢ȥЩŴسһ·ǰˡ 
ҲˣȻһͷల£ðڣѾۼǰͷĴˣͻȻǰͷƥڹٵϡǰͷĴһߺƥȴһϵҲһ 
ǰtӵģ̵ͨòͨ壬ֱ𲻹һ˰°ͣʮְģһȴƽߣ³ؿ°ͣ˼ȥ"߾أСӣǳɳӳݣõ......" 
ĵ˼ҪܸǲŽй౿ǿ˼רġҿȴһ˿ǡֻˣﵹ˶Щ˶ˣǱ²ߵˣ²¶ֻ˷ 
ţһѾͻȻϷһ㣬Юźת˲ѵǰһֻצֱ򺣺Ŷ 
37 
ԵĴԾֵдУ"ӣ"һݣϷȥģΪǱĸ˶һм·硣ĵװ죬ֹȫǹƣв˿˼Σּ죬ȻȫƣĸǱƵֻʣмܣûܹࡣ˶˲ʱԼЩͷͻر˫뿪㹴бһͷӥ㣬ֻ""ĸӦɵȥ 
һЩɫһɢΧм䡣üҿɣ򺣺"˵Ǹ֪˵ˣЩүסôӽŵıҵˣǻǵģʲô¶ҲûС" 
ʧЦ"λٵӢۺú˵ɣⱦҺԸģͲǿҲǸ֪ͷβģһҴŵλǻҪˣͷɾҪˡ" 
һ˦֣"ˣ˭֪ǻǰĺ˶ڵ϶һҲǳе¶ôΪء" 
ҡͷ"ԵĴŲᣬһȴһġ⻰˵ˣҪѰ۱쾭壬¥Ҫ۱ȴҪʲôѲɷɱ˵˴治֮ģҪ컻أ" 
һ˵бΣĬ΢΢֣ôô򵥱㼷סˣ֪Ҫ˵Щʲôҵһ̣˷һЦ"⻰ˣʵ˵ʼҵ鱦СĵͷҪҲΪģŪͨ쳹صĺͿˣٻǾˡ" 
һ"ͨɵ۱ôǴĸҹȥˣҪ̡" 
һӣЦ"ʦϺˣ书ǿʲôĻ˰ɣȻӲϸҲǿѣ͸ˡ" 
һתߣţͻߵǰվΧһߣһӣ˾ƽûˡͬ˶һ㶣Ѱ˼ɴ󾪣ط"ȥ" 
дܴȱȥˣҲһǴʧɫ 
ĬΧէȥʮصˮйͨûطһƣһӦֶ۾ˡ˵ʮɣƶʻޱȣϺ˺ۣȲǴ಻ж㿴ôġ 
ڵأɫʮѿ 
ʱԼףˣԼģʵǸױӵģһ˲֪ʱѾȻȥǰͷסĹɱ˳ΧˣĬЩٶֱϢġֻǰͷ˸Ӱ˵ãȴʲôĻ˹ɲ⣬ֹ˵ 
Ǹɱ¥ĸ֣ʱ͵ؾѡ֮ǰո˵ȨѬ죬ûͷȷԼˡ 
Ҳ˵Σֻ˵ĬԱϳᣬС۶һֱû̼ô󾭵¶Ҳṵ̶̂¾Ķ࣬ͽģһȫСĬʱ¹£Ҳ߬ȭͷڽϣҧԼ˵ˣȸȥһϾҵģʳԡСĬ¸ңӿԾȼˣ̣ѩҹຮʹͷϽССϲ˫ǣСĬҪǺ²ȥҪǱɱ˵ĵңʱҲֲǼͷȥСĬǸ¸ҵĺ...... 
ڳͷ߶ţǳһ٣ͣˡһͻȻĬһûȣһʺģ˳⣬Щųȥûô£Ե"ͷȥүԸˣСӲҪ" 
Ĭһɤһ£æ˻ȥƣţͣʲôϲѵǸԼ 
ͷ˲öãĬȿţʵ̲סÿƸСָȥû"ž"һԼˡĬһͷҪȻûŴֳһӰĬû壬ͷѾץסűϳᣬƼ㣬 
38 
ĬţһӳӣƮƮԾ·Χһ˿ĬŴӥëëıԲ£ֻ˵ٶȱëëֿ࣬һ֧㣬һ˲εЩͷΡ 
ƺûжã˻²ĬʱſˣһϮ͵ѣ΢΢ͷʲô 
ûһ׷һͬӵˣСĬʵ"ô" 
׷̽ͷĬһ"û" 
Ĭֻﲢû磬׷бۿһ֪ʲôɫͻ"£Ǽס죬ˡ" 
Ĭϲæ"лл" 
Ҳͷ¶΢Ц 
˴Ĭһ󣬳ӣͣһС⳵˽Ĭ͵߶⳵·ʱһӱߣһ³ĬߵӰȥûһ̾ҡһСһϴСѽѽҡȥ 
Ĭڴͷ¿ֻ䣬س㣬ǰ󲻼ӿڣֻаɽľïܣԽǰԽǻƧľֻԳڶûʲô̡ 
׷˵˴ϣ·һ㣬ְ˽Žϵ̳һƲ죬ȥһ˵ӣЦһֹ"ôѿѣ˿һһͷײȥ"̳һָǴһƬƬһֶȥˡԼϴһˮɫһȴһīֿ̳ʼһĨߣ"ѿƼһҪȥͶӡ"˵ŽһϵҲĨ"ٶѿұҪϵˡ"ûѾҪˣֻͬЦҲ𻰣ڡ 
Ĭȫûע⣬ſڴͷҡСԴĴֱСתˮŻͷʣһˣɳһϴ󣬲㵹ԴеȥīϽһѳסĬĿȴȫˮɫϣͰͣҲ˵".................." 
īæˣ"ɣǹİ֮ˣӶж"ȴǴˮѵġ 
üͷ絹ʱһ˵ȻջĨ۵첲ӡʹ˲ţǷ˴ԼĬ 
īֶĬ΢Ц"㲻Ҫϲţˡ" 
Ĭľɵɵĵͷ 
ǳ׵ˮģɲĬڳλɫ˶ͥġĬںüԼһ죬ǺȻиһ""㱻˶ڵأ˼ŵ龰 
ûСѾתɽխˣľҲŨܣ֦Ҷչ̴ϣˮ档Сӯش֦ҶͻȻǰһƬʣȴһƬʮֿĹȵأˮɴ˷ֳʮСϪֻ仺ʣˮȣмССӳҶС 
39 
СµĶɿԲãĬһССջţͫ㵽˰ߣ̲񣬼ǵСһС·ֱСС߰ǽԺ䡣ߵǰС"֨ѽ"һƿһǳźɫɫѵŮһֻߣ̧ͷǣ""һ϶ʱ¶Ц⣬к"С䣬ɶǻףλҪȥӵССôСӳɰ"塣 
Ůʮ߰ģ䲻ǶƯȴʮˣƤװۣϺ糣ֻƻһ㡣ĬΣС΢΢Щ죬ĵ㳤ҲɰͥһȥЦ§סһҡ"δϦ㣬þòԺòã" 
ŮЦס"úãɽһβô㡣" 
ī΢ЦĬ"СүҼҰ梣㻽δϦǡ" 
Ĭæһе"δϦ梡" 
δϦ"Ӵ"һЦ"Ƿɶ˼ҵСүδϦɲҵ" 
ĬЩƣǽзɶôʲô˼ңСԴδףδϦѾһ˻䣬к"أɻô" 
ɶ"ҪģסգұȻȥء" 
ǰͷ""һ"Ըˡ" 
δϦ""Ц"죡˻ˣ"ɶҲһ΢ЦŻ䣬顣δϦۣ"ɶҲþûС˰ɣ"ɶͷһ졣ȴδͷ"ɲǣһͷû˵䣬δϦ梣㰢һҲ"˵ȥбɶ 
δϦЦ"ںͷӣȥƣסʲôҰζûҸȣ˳ٰɽӼЩ" 
۾һæŷɶߣһ߼"ţɽǶһЩٻŶ" 
˵˾ȥˣ¸¶ĬЦֹδϦ 
ЦΣδϦͣ£ͷĬ"Сүʲôһʵӣ" 
Ĭͷʮֲ˼"............Ҷ......" 
δϦЦߣĲȣ"˵ҹүտġô㶼ûСɶô" 
Ĭȿڲ裬ʣæ"ҼģҼţȥ塣ɶû" 
"Ŷ"δϦͷ"Ҽҷɶ˱ӣӴҼҷɶСжǱĸԸ̷ء"˵ʮֵӣ"ҼҰڽϿأ¥һɱ֣ṦõĲˣǶ֮ɶ......¥֪ô" 
Ĭһ㯵ҡҡͷ 
δϦգգۣЩźתͷ룬Ц"ô֪İɣҼҰܻĵڶأǲǺƯԭ˵ͷأȻСҲڣôС䵱Ȼͷơ" 
ĬΣԺ"............" 
δϦ""Ц"¥" 
zyzz
Ҳ˵Ĭʾֱ֭ŪΪɶ¥¥˵ͥŷ֮ɶֱܲɽȥʩṦֱһƬде 
֮ɶ"µӲǱߵҰ 
ͥšһ£"Ǳ߲" 
˵һƬյϣͷϲԴҲճһƬůů⣬ײݵϣɳɳ 
վˣͥعͷŷ֮ɶ֣һ˫ĿǳЦЦͻȻǹ˴ʱȵĽһ 
֮ɶ§סͥԼϸնϣԼ﷢ϸϸϢ꽹շתڴϣɵѪڣг"......" 
䱻׵ļ͸ȴһѻ㣬ȵ޴ɢﹰ˼һ¿ɵ֮͡ɶһڲϣȴȽԼͷȻһѹ£͵ֳˮɫӨļ¶˳...... 
40 
һֱȵڣ֮ɶ뻨ͥЯŻ˵Яʵ˶ɶᱧڻ΢УһֻȦڷɶϣ˵˵ 
ĬδϦ˶˵ϣ˲ЩֵģСʷɶ"............Ǹ......ô" 
ɶһ죬һ²ŵ"š" 
䳶𴽽΢Цʮĵɨ˴Ĭһۣڷɶĵ"⺢ôôɵѵүû̹"˵Ļȴ 
Ĭһ㶡 
ʱδϦ߳жһͷ˱ǣɶ뻨䣬Ц"ҹҲûˣСҪأҪһȻзɶ㴲ϳȥ" 
ɶӺ죬ȴںƲƲ죬"ƨЩʹˣɶѾˣԣʡûͷڱϷɶҪ˵ҡ" 
ɶֱ磬"Һ˵ˣ" 
۶һ飬"㲻˵㣬ֱӱ㵽ˣδϦȴ" 
ɶǺ"ֻһ......" 
δϦѾ̲סææ£칾Цһߵ"ǲã֪ǺãȻͲ˵ˡ" 
˵֣ĬȴûжɵɵţδϦɶҲ£ȴһֱûſ䣬Լϣ˰ߴӲҪιιɶвĬǳٶۣҲˣɵСɺ죬Щ˼ȴĽ뵽ڣԼһҲܡɵø˼һҹûô˯ãڶ۾浭࣬ʵ 
ɶ֪˼Թͣʱʱ߹º͵Ц"Īү㣬ͷ¶һƵıˡ" 
ĬЩ˼ԹԵ˵ͷ 
ȴû뵽һȣ졣 
˵ݳԱܱܵӴߣһʱˮԲǶ˻ 
˶ҿͷһ"үҵƹǰͷء" 
""һеĲ붪ڵϣˤ飬"ûƼﷳأʲô¶ͷ˵"˵С˱Ҫȥɢģ⣬׷ֱᣬе"үľͲСүһͷ֪ŵôء" 
"ǳɳͷСүôţɳôã֪˼ϲʶأ"˵Ŵߣ̿һ㣬һլȥһ·޵լ̽һĨû¶˰㣬Ͻѩҹຮʰһ߶"СүڣҴҲû£߰ա" 
ѩҹԳЦ"⻰˵˭Ƿຮڣͷ϶ʡʡɡ" 
ɫ"Ѿͷ¶ɫóһС˵˻" 
ѩҹֲ֧ͷ"ǣ˵ǣ˵ա" 
Ҳ˵լǰǰ󼸸Ĵ㣬ֻ˵ϣӱޣһ·Żݺɢģʱǰһ¥ɣᦸ"¥"֣ǳ¿ǼҾ¥ǰ˦ӭĵ˽ȥ 
ͷͷһͷһһڲã̽ͷһƣͦ졣С̧ͷϣһˮ۾Ǿη"ӡ" 
""һ"ǹ" 
Ǻţ֪˵ʲôáʱԱЦ"⺢ˮˮأĪˣ" 
תͷ滨һϮƮЦԼ 
滨꿴ۣЦ"鲻ôСɽ˼̳þƣƷ֮ǣԡ" 
ҡͷ"Ҳûʲô鲻ãֻ......"ͣסͷ̾ 
滨һЦ¥ߣ"˵"ֻͷԸ"ˮˮʦֵ¾Ʋ˵Ҫõġ" 
ˮˮӦȥˡ 
滨¥ƿһĸţ˽ȥһ˵һؾǸӣѰˡһϣվ"ˡ"ܵͣδΣȴŮɫ 
41 
һ˿Σȴ΢΢Ц⣬"ĵ졣" 
ĿЩ˷ܣ"ӣ۱Ūˣ" 
ϲͷ"˵ģʲôŪ֣СĬǸˣֲǸ" 
Цƺʮֺãں˵ֵ"ǣôѽӻˣ" 
ϵӦһ 
ЩУʵ"" 
ϵ"ҽ˽ƫƧ֮زݲ¶档" 
ͷ"ǣѲСӵݶ¶ˣǹܵ"һ٣̾Ϣ"ڿùˣ۱֣ǴܵĽɽˡ"ʮֻϲ 
Σ"Ȼ㲻Ů㲻ôˣԿңңĹӡ" 
ɫ"˵ﻰ̷ĸԸġ" 
Ϻ΢Ц"ΪǴ᣿Ҳ룬ҲҲɶء" 
һ"ô롣󲻿ԣǰյĸҲǹӵ" 
ϴЦⲻͷȥһʱδ˵ʲô 
･Щףȴֲҿڡλˣ濴ͰףȴǽĴ澴η 
滨һֱûв廰ֻһţʱ΢Ц"ִ˴Ҫ湫Ӱɣ" 
⻰ȴǽΧЦ"Ҳĺˣʲô֣" 
滨Ц֣"лƣҴ滨нա"⻰ȴ˵Цˡƣ֮ͥɶ滨꣬һ¥ɱ֣ʵһǰϻ׽֮󣬴̷ˣͼıġֻȥﶼ治ʾһζȴԽԽˡ 
һѣ"ǣʾӵģǻҲǾˣ۱춼ڰǣвɵģض׼׵ӣǲ......" 
վҡͷ"̫ļˡ¶ݻԻسȥա" 
еˣȴǻδ˵ͱأҪ˵ѾЦЦתͷ"ֻܺú¥ӪǽϽʮ߰һҲˣȨҲˣĻõŶЩģ" 
ɫ䣬"ͨ"һ¹£"ҡ" 
ϴΪ㵣滨ȴЦ̾ϢֻȥЦõ"Ǹͬ㿪Цġ" 
̧ͷһεЦţ糣иҪ˵ȴҲﾪɣΪͣСദûر֮֡侫ȣȴǺˣҲºֻϧǲʲôһǻĹελܿЩжǻΪָܽɽһжﲻЩеشߴ٣ɲ֪ƫƫ͵ľһ¶ɴҲľж˻棬ԽǴˣӵƢԽϲŭѱˡ 
һһӻңǵرϼ򷢻سȥˡ 
ˣ滨Ц"ӣͷҪ֪ǴŸӵͷ" 
һգ"˵ŮӣһϻΪʲôǿƯԴͬľ㣬Ӳǲأ" 
滨Ƶ"ʵʮֵ塣" 
ЦЦ"ʶʵ߷ΪܣΪһ־ȻãصţǼˡ滨Լ˵ǻŵҪ˵Ҫ" 
滨˼һ̣Ц"ӣˡ" 
"Ͷˣ"վ"ˣҲˣͷ¶ˡ" 
滨һҾ"ǡ" 
42 
Ҳ˵϶ĸ־ΥĹҪ췴ίߣֻһĬңȥ˵һ죬۱Ҫ֣ȴسŽкȥֻ촽ףȴõǴŻϵģֻ÷ȥ 
ɳֱۣһ׷ǰϣп಻˵ĺãں棬ֻĬһֱ 
ȴûǣһȦֱɽȥˣɽ·У߲ʱʩṦϱ̾Ҳƥ˩ϣŽȥûãһ±ţؿ΢΢Ҳ˵վڼ⡣δͷȴƿ㣬"ѵҾôѹһӲɣ"֮ 
֪˵Ǻԥһ£ŵ"ӳϾ·;תۣǰ·Ͻ۱ٳʥһŭ......" 
""һ"Ǽһﾫı㣬ĻὫ۱Ͼô·ҲһֹʥϲοϾΣʥѵ˵ô" 
Уȷûʵۻĵһ 
ԡϺԸ˵ȻԵΪҲﳤģ֪ܲĵ׵䡣 
ɳ⣬ǺĸЦɷˣĸˡɳʹҶ˶ӣҲı䡣Сɳϲ⣬ϴ½ˣСӳ󣬱㼴ϮɳλһǺˡ 
С̫ˣಡɳû뵽ָһ㣬һ˵Сˮˣǰ겻ĵ۱֮˭ؤҲܵʵˡɳһæҽڣ۱֮ûһձ㴫˶ûã¶ҹСӣɳϣͷ²ͷϲɥҲбˤ£Լûˡ 
ɳʹ֣ȴǰϲѵǸûûΣֻ֪ϷϷЦô 
Ҫ˵þ˼䣬ǱȲһ˼õЦɣɳȻܽ԰...... 
ûӣֻýȥߣһߣ߳뺣Ѫ 
ʱģȺЩǲ֪µĺӣֻСÿȥܽ԰Ǻһͨҿɻܽ԰ƯƯЦɷˣܿɰЦŸģһӺºУЦиС˵үʱڣҲƽʱլƼϣżЦһ......ǣΪʲôСӻܲأ 
С⻰Сӣû뵽ȴһƽ弸ȥͷȥšһȥʲôģţûС...... 
ҹԼϵʹһԵСӷҩɻ󲻽⣬ǲϲСȥܽ԰ôΪʲôҪȥȥķԸΪʲôҪ򣿴ȻҲһ壬ĶˣҲʣʼܽ԰ 
ԹЦģ֪СӺԼʲôô 
43 
ɽϴãɫָֻɿЩʲô 
･˼ƽϣ"£Ǵ......" 
ͻعͷ 
ĿһɣʣµĻ˻ȥ 
ɫ䣬β"......ұû......"仰ϸ΢ޣ廹ˣ촽䶯һ£û˵ʲôȴ˾ġ 
͸¶ɽ 
ɳܽ԰ЦɷڰϷԼϷˣкԤһ""ϷͷִͷȥЦɷҿֲ"ӣƤЦģ"һߣЦ"Ȼûɡ" 
Ц̾"˵ǺӺþûˡ" 
ƲƲ죬"æģĥ鷳" 
Цɵһۣһм"۸ɣҿɸ㣬Сҿɲá" 
ۣĵҵţһᰡ 
ЦбۿȻչ"ӣǲǸ㲻СҪҪ⣿" 
һ£һ£"ллС¶ҴŻĸ״˻ǳϷһɡ" 
Цüë"Фӣ㡣" 
վ"ԽԽæǺˡﰡһͲˣԸɡ"˵ʩʩȻתͷȥˡ 
ЦڱȻ죬΢΢ЦӰӣҪóԸһ 
صԼԺϹڻţһЦ"үͷѾˣʥʮֵү̽أФ֪ү˰Σͷ׷ˣʮֵؾ壬عʥϸȥˡ" 
ЦЦ"ܺáǱô" 
Ϲü"ҪСӹǻϲǸм˵ǽձ̣಻Ҳ͵ˡ" 
ͷ"ܺá" 
ϹЩɻ"ַԶصģϾӣûһҲмʮүôƫƫѡСأ" 
ɫһЦ"ΪСƯƤѩ׷ۣҧһ......"ͣһ¿ˮ 
ϹֻҡͷЦλӴִֺֻɫ......֪ϸ˵ͷ϶ףҲͲ׷ʣֻ"ôұȥס" 
Ϊ"ͽסԭˡ" 
Ϲһ£"ô죿" 
΢Ц"Ϲ٣⻰ҽ˵ˣ֮գ϶ǲסͩԺģ֣ͩҹ©ô" 
ϹգգۣЦ"˵ʮϲͩзǶһˡ" 
һۣ"зǣң" 
Ϲ""һĿϵɨæŬסЦ⣬"ǣôС˱ȥͩԺʰ"˵ʩһ񣬳ȥˡ 
ȥϾǰ˵֮ȥǰȡǩȥо˰"Ȼ˾ͳɣزصʲô" 
Ӧ 
һһӰͻȻӵصð㣬ֱ򺣺˹ȥ´۵ĺһδһĹȴѾƽƽȥǺ˷ӦҲ죬һУڰﾹӲ˷򣬷бݣ˹ȥһκȴûˣֻ֣Цվš 
ڰգͻȻֽžΪ̣Ļţֱֱˤںǰ 
նֽȥһ֮ͨ¶ϥϣʮ"˭ȻҪɱй......ҵô" 
Ǻ˵һԡ 
ȥЩ⣬૵"ͨЩ......"ǰ½ȥ"ţƤǲ......"۾ЦǺˣĿŭִž죬ʮֺĵ˵"ǲ֪ΪͻȻûǺǣΪޡǲΪʲôҪԼҩΪҪдһ¡ǲǻûҩʲôʱµģǺ......㣡" 
ǵüѪ 
˺ѣ¶ʵƽ̹ѵεεص"Ȼˣ֮Ҫģһ......" 
ͻȻͣź˲ӽ֮ĿϬ˿򿴲ɫЩͬɫЩ䣬ͻȻȡ͵ؽˮںϣȻ󾾹ȥá۾ӹţȴڶã۾ɵôġ 
ɫ......һ¶סΣૣ"............" 
ɱģȻ塣 
44 
Ƭ̣ɫͻȻϬһֵ徱ϣʵ"˭ģ" 
ҧ 
ԽָͷƤȥͷ죬"ӽɱңǲǣôĵӣ" 
ǵ÷ϣ˵ӹһ˿ţҪ˵һɣ߿ȱߺȻ"ԼҪ" 
һЦ"С壬ͬʲôС㵽˳ɳ׵ĺܹӵߣΣ" 
뿪ڣһָѨ 
վ"ӵǴ󵨣Ȼ浱ֽģһͱ©" 
Ŀʮֹ졣׽ߣЦɷʹϰ䣬ûһ֪ܶ㿪һʵ֮⣬ʶݣвɰп֪࣬ˡ 
ױת߳ȥðһˣȴȥϹɫЩģ"үˣ......"ŭ"Լȥɡ"ϹһæȥֻССһһһϹСڣ"ү" 
һֱʱͻȻŭ"Ȼɱң" 
ϹһŸҿڣʮСĵ"ү˵Ūˡ" 
һָ"־ͷ˵Ūʲô" 
Ϲ֪ͷϣҲȰģ̾"үһƼͿˡҲأһƫִ֣ţǼһ뵱л¶һģͷʲôɧ⺢Ҳǲ֪̫ʵʲôҲ......" 
бһۣ"Ϲ٣㵹ͦ" 
Ϲһ㶣Цһ£"ϹֻǾ£²ѡ"ﰵҡͷүһѶ۸̫ˣɱģҲְֻ⻰ȴ˵ˡ 
Σŵ"Ҳ֪СţˣпģȨ֪ˡĵݣ" 
Ϲһ"ү˵û뵽Ҫ˼²......"⻰۵ɨϹʱ 
ĥȥɫͻ"ţ⻰Щ......ɣˣ˼˾ңԺɾ鷳ˣ" 
վi 
ϹһԣҲ˵и̣үү¶ھѾ޵ˣֻƢ̫ɶ 
һ붨ˣһģ"ţҲʱˡ"˵̧ͷϹ"ƣ۱һղһղģԭǺһֻܹԼˡȥǺӴҪ" 
Ϲһ˼ʱ˼æͷǣҪŵ"ү......" 
һתЦ"ߣ......˰ϴɾ͵Ҵȥͽѧѧ̷̷˰ɡ" 
ϹƿԿ 
һۣ"ôòף" 
Ϲֻǵͷ 
һƲ죬ڰ֣"ˣȻ......ͽ˰ϴɾ͵㴲ȥգҿ˵ˣҪɲඣУ˴ȥ˵ӵĽǸˣ˭˵˵˽ӣ˫˫ˣߣС......" 
Ϲ˵Ѿֻʣҡͷķݶˡ 
45 
ʱƣƽɽ޼ӣ²֪ζҪĬļܵԺﶢʯͷʱ쵹ѾꡣδϦÿ겻ģ̲סЦ˵˵ͥ԰ϣƲ졣Դӵ˻ȣֻűûŹأǷ֮ɶȥԷԡɹ̫˯ĬֱĽ۰ʹʹ 
һհĬۼͽɽӸջǵˣɵôͷɥʱ֮ɶȻ߳ȻûҪҲԼȸĬߵδϦվϲ"ˣ"ĬδӦԺ"֨"һƿ߽һЦӯӯԼ"СĬû磿" 
Ĭ۾ֻûϲܣɼһһ 
ϴ֪Լֽű׾ıܴ֮ܵ죬һգ۹СèԼ֫ٲƵĽССֱͷԼֱУ"......"§Ц"ҼұСĬֽ" 
Ĭ̧ͷЦտһСȱһöųݣɰȤ֡ʵ̲סЦȥ˴ཻ۵ļֱ˰ΣϲЦŷֿδϦͷɶ"ӴԲסһղͬҼСĬѾ˾أе̲ס˵" 
δϦ죬һ˫۾Ц°㣬Цͣ"ӱ¿ӦģӦġ"俴ĬǻϲǺߵذͷϻȥ΢ҪЦֻзɶϹϾһʩ"ӡ" 
ϵͷЦ"ɶ䣬ˡ" 
ɶ"ңԸþ"̧ͷ"ӷԸ¶ѾףֻҪϺӣ˳£˴󴬾͵ںӿڡϾҪô" 
ϵ"˵Ĵĩŵ죬ʱʱǡá" 
ɶæ"ǡ"˵ſδϦһۡ 
δϦʱ΢ЩЦ⣬ɫʩ"δϦлӶҼҷɶĴ£ҪǷǣϷɶһǹӸģ빫һ̷СӣԾȮ֮Ͱա" 
ϵЦ"δϦˡͬɶ˵ҳ˴Զʱ𣬱㲻ʲôӣ֮ɶҲ¥һɱ֣ڶƣӴ˱ʲôʲôκ" 
δϦδ˵֮ɶͻȻ"ͨ"һ¹ڵءԱߵĻͥһֱĬʱ£ֻһ㶣ҲŹ£ȥס֮ɶһֻ֣ͷϵ"Ӿ˷ɶ¥ɣɶмԸŹӣΪģֻΪ幫ΪˣǸԸ̷һӣӴʡ"һ£δ˵֮ɶҲ̧ͷ"ǣӴʡ" 
ϳһ£΢Ц"ҪСĬ⣬һ·˵ǼҪţɱڡ" 
֮ɶ뻨ͥһۣЦ"¾ڡ" 
Ц"áǿգԺҲ𶯲͹" 
δϦӦˣҲʮָˣЦ"лӡһ·ˣ÷ԡ" 
Ͽ˻ĬһۣǳЦ"һ·ϱͷǻңԡա" 
ͥͻȻСЦ"ԡ⻨ﵽиõطɽʯһȪطģ˵ˣֻ޶ȥϴϴˡ"˵߿ɶ⡣ 
δϦȻЦ֮ɶȴһӺ 
һ"ֻʱֱֵ֣߰Ѱ´ȥɣ" 
ϴ΢Ц"˰գѵСĬʶô" 
ҲЦ"С⼸ֻԺغ򣬲δȥ档" 
ϵͷ"ôãұСĬһȥߣǾðա" 
乪Ӧ"ǡ" 
ϱĬתߣ߳ԶԼͷδϦЦֵ"䣬ҴӱɳסգＱץ˷ɶܡ"ɶ"ʲôƸѹڵµһ......"̲סЦһͷĬں۾ճյԼﲻ"СĬ⼸ȼ˰գ" 
ĬֱסӣŬԺЦ"ţˡ" 
46 
Ц"ɲˡ"˵Ųδͣض˵һ˲Ĺ򡣻ﾰɫľ£ԴΣϪ峺ˮ紩ֶľɫĬͷǰ⼸춼ûʱİĸ绳ɫֻǻϲ㡣 
ˮ죬־ͷˮŨů¶⻬ʯһСˮˮʮֿˡ 
Ĭ""һǺ뿪ģһԾԾԵģЦ"СĬ춼ûԡôûζˣſ" 
ĬСʱˣȥϸԼʱȥͷæҪϻ 
ϹЦ"ҵСĬûϴҲġ" 
Ĭ˵ΪǻϲȻǰڼʱڼңԼϴ趼ǸտСʱ¶֪ӺʱЩʲôǸ......ϼշϼһ㣬۲к⣬Ȼһ꣬һȣҲЩ 
Ĭ̧ͷգۿ 
ϲԥ³С 
Ĭ""һУ"磬......"ѶûѣһˮȻʪˣǸˮУƮƮϺ⣬ЦžмȥĬˮ֫ϣֻһԼβһֻ§סԼӣļ޷϶Լȹڸ......ѱ͵ֽˮ֮·ʲôҲûУظо羢......ĬԽԽ...... 
ߵһ룬ͻȻЩסӣʱĬߵðȥѿ΢Ȼ֮࣬ʧЦ"СĬ......ô"˵ѾȥȥͷСֻĬһУϺĳ̰ͷȥ˵ϴʱߵĬŵһ⻬ƽ̹ĴʯϣṴǿ̧ͷԼ 
ĬΡΡֻ̧ۣ綨עԼ۾ﺬЦˣΣḩԼߵ"ҲСĬ......"˵䣬ѾḧĬ޿Ƶᴭ...... 
HˣԼ...... 
ҹ֮ɶһֱȼغ 
ͥ˯һڵɴҹɫϡˣ˶ǰΣỽ"ɶ......" 
֮ɶӣһ٣æ߹"ôˣء" 
ͥǷ"ǻأ²Żأʲôɵţ˯" 
֮ɶһɣɫˬƺҪæסͷ"ã˯"𱡱˼Ҫ˯̽ɶʧЦѵЬ࣬ȥ£ɽȥ¶ЩЦ⣬һָȥһ˸Ǻñӣŷɶ첲 
ڰ˳Ĭһɶֻû䳤һƵ"ô" 
Ȼͷ磬"ζʲôҲҲ˭Ҳõ£ֻҪҵķɶһ......" 
ɶţһҲЦ"ǰҪ˴⺣ġ" 
侲һݺݵ"˭Ҫڰǣұܣ" 
ɶʧЦԸЩ⣬"˽Ϻ֮⻹е½أгúֵסţ˵Ļ˵ǵ˼˵ǿô죿" 
"Ҫö˵ʲô˵ͺˡ" 
ɶһʱȻһŵ"Ҫ˰ɣ" 
Ʋ죬"öȥ" 
ɶһ"ôԣ" 
仵Ц"Լ˵Ժ޷͵ġ" 
ɶֻЦҲ֪ 
Σһѹڷɶϣϸ"˵ʲô"촽ڷɶϣϢƤϣЩ 
ɶϸԼȥϲɵ䶯һ¡ڰлЦѩ⣬"֪......"ջ󣬷ɶһΣ˵˸ɻѹͷӣٺЦţźһʱССﴺⰻȻ 
47 
죬ӻһˣ˳ŶϷȥ 
ȻȴʮʵĳˣòݽɢҲ³벽ʲô¶ָʹȥᣬһ㣬λСһȣԵЩ䲻ƵģҲر۰ηӣڳߣæǰæ󣬼ֱǰ벽Ҳ벻 
Сӳò梣ϲˣʮֻúöųƣǳҪ붼ϹܼҺȰˡСС㿴ƽݣʵǺܺȰÿιܼһڣСȥˣǵһԵʮֺЦ 
ָλСһڳϣЦǺǵģΪԲƤְףԲԵúϡϹܼʵҲ̫ϣʮͣĺӣģ͸ŵʣ忴Ҳ㽡׳һֱڳԯȨ䳵򣬴Ҳ̲ޡһˣȻɾװҲֻѰ˼ңһ·ֻƽʣݻе;дЪϢʱҲֻǽһѰ̡ 
Ѱһ徲λãСرɾˣŷ³Ůһ³ҲӣѾͦúܴˣԭףֲÿûء๫۰СȷȥˡЯССָ˽һϹܼҲͷĵιˮιϣŵʱˡСС죬ִӻﳶС־ȥĨͷϹܼܳĸܣæͷˣЦ"лССԼˡ" 
ԱߣЦ"ǼСôˡ" 
梵бһۣ"ˣûûµģʱҪż˵ûˡ" 
С⻰ͷЩģתһ׹"Ųᣡֲ......" 
һ仰δ˵꣬ϹܼҺȻվԭǵ˷ܼæӹ벼꣬"СС㲻Ŷô԰ɡ" 
˵СӣҲ¿ɿڣһسֻ梣ΪеԵʣЩûθڵģ˼ˡЩǣ"ϿζôٳԼڡ" 
ҡҡͷɺ 
żλˣһƱ֪ǱũһλִƼһӵģʮֺĵص"λǲǺϲѽôȣ嶫ĶԵýеҰҰˣϵףˬڿθŮ˼һźӣ̫ٿɲɡ" 
˵ŤͷС"ôͷС磬ʲôҰ" 
СӦȥˡ 
ִŻͷЦŴڨ"λǺãŮƵģһ·ҪĶ" 
΢Ц"ˣҼ๫Ҫǻء" 
"Ǻ˰ɣ" 
"öҼ๫Ǻϡ" 
"˵Ŀȴݳһô" 
"ǰ"Ц 
"ӴҲԵǧˡ" 
Ц绨"˵ǡ"˵ĿԼ๫е࣬Ǹһ֪һС޶Ƕмˡ 
ũ˱飬ִ֮ʱвҲ̸ͬԭλӺȥһ̵ģڵȢӣס˼ǰ˹޼ֱ׾죬ҲСԴӡϼ˻תԼﷱȴݷ羰鴿ӣһҪ糤ˡ 
ţٵһųʢҶȥʱֻһ±ֱſڲͣסֱߵſڣһӻͳһƤֽſֽ泯ˣ"û˼ˣ" 
48 
Ҷһֽϻһף۾󣬿ڽǺЦʮֿɰģ˿"ǸƯӣү˭" 
Ǳʿ"ýдҶ֪λǳɳСӣǰ߶ˣƼС٣뼴̵عٸţֻҪʵһӡ......"ÏѲһܣ"......ˣͻƽһǧ" 
ʱѻȸһ˲֮˺Ȼ̾ϸͼϣ״źΪԼûõӡ 
ϹܼҡִҲȥһǧƽСĿҪǴҺ棬Ǵӷ˶ȥƣǵ๫ӲȰסʵʵߣʮֲģ 
ҿ̾صԼλϡûӦҲ˵תͼǽϡתͷȥƥһ˾ȥͼ˲ֹһš 
Ϲܼһߣź˰죬Ȼ"˵ôôء" 
Χһ㶼ɴ۾Ѿг"λСӣ" 
Ϲܼһ̧ͷʮеӣһȻεЦ"Ǻǣ˵⻭ͼıʷʮϤȻλʦֱʡ˵λ죬ݿ˽֪Ĵʦ˵ǳɳˣһŻڵ졣ǳɳСӶˣҲѹһͼҲҪʦ"˵ƹ"ϰ壬ͷͼֵǮˣֹһӣۼۣٲ"˵һֻ 
""˶Ŵ͡ 
ϰ忪ʼϲȻ漴ֵǮҲܴǽϰǿͣϽ͵˿ô죿ϰ˼룬ӽҹŻҹһСҵϢѻȡ¡ 
۷׷֮䣬һڷҲúãЪҲЪˣŲæ׳·ˡ 
ҹʱߵһΪ˵ȪСС˵а۹Ȫȫˮζͬݲ裬аζζƳ⸽ɽǡֳ裬һ輾ڣвרƷ衣Ȼʱ輾ѹҪ֮䣬ʮֵ֡ 
˵ȪĿջջװεĸûʣȻҪҲߣԻСסֻѡбһͨ͵ס¡СֻһСԺ߰˼ӣȴиͦӹŵ֣̫׿ջ 
طԡºһ˵ջ÷̫׿ջķ䷹һ㣬ȴͦúȣССź˼ڣϹܼԱ߼ˣϸһۣͷȥ˵һʲôССһСͷϿһȦģĵ"ء"ϹܼЦ 
СС֪ϷŪԼ졣 
ҹɫŨҵͬСС̯˵ƣֵʣЦﲻϡСλС㳯⿴Щ棬һȥĵģ˿"̫̫㱣ء" 
С㷭һۣߺߵ"ӴˣֲǱ˶ģɢ˲ɣ" 
ϹܼЦ˵"үٷ˸Сһ쳵ҲƵùˣߴԼҲʲô" 
ˣһΣŵͷ 
λСһ۾㶼ССһڽвȥ߱ˣ"ȿȣúģ˳ȥ" 
òײ㷹߳ؽй䡣ߵֿڣĻվſڴк"ĿģСһúӦ" 
ֻһ"С磬һ⼸һλṫӣһС" 
Щɣ"ģСʱǸϿʱڣǴͯȥϿģÿҲĸ깫ӰϹӰǾ͸......" 
Щͷ"ݷģȥġ" 
"......û" 
"......"һ£"ˣҰúιţһҪ·" 
"ã"Ӧȥˡ 
ͬ˵ʱֵһѾջſڡǿһ۾תһۣҲһϣȴû˵ջˡ 
ССֵ֣һҲҿԣ˵°߹ȥˡ 
49 
һ˽ֹҲƽֻССƺ˵ǶԹһҲͻ˿ջǵҪ˯µʱȴ˵С⡣ 
ϹܼЩͷǰû뵽ֻúͬСС㽲"С㰡ⲻͨС㲻ͬ˯Ҫܼ˯" 
СС㲢ֱ棬ֻһ˫ˮͰ͵ 
죬üЦЦ"Ӵˡ" 
ϹܼΡ 
"ˡ" 
ϹܼΣ"˯Ҫ˯ģ鷳Щɡ" 
һˣСһֱԱ߿֣үҲЦССǸ˯ˣŸظ 
˯ҹ죬Ǵӹܼҵﴫģ˾Уճڱסܼסм䣬ʱˣСС㻹˯úģ˶ʱգ۹棬үݶСſڣֽ˷ 
ֻϹܼɫڱУǰվһˣһָֻϣҲһɾΡִһ£ЦС"ӴԲסˡ" 
ǰ˻عۣǲţ"ӣ" 
װֵֶһ٣ͷ 
۾ɵͭ壬Σתͷ۾ҲɵϴϹܼҡ 
С"ǷɶδϦ" 
۾ɵͻȻһ㣬͵طſ֣ 
ֱסЦ"СĬҪ˯ʱͬδϦ˸" 
ɫ࣬Թ޵ص"......" 
ֵЦ⣬"Բס˸Ŷ" 
ݶϵķ֮ɶſڵĻͥҲʼĩ֪飬һЦ֮࣬ɶͬϹܼҵ"Ī£Ǻ" 
δϦҹ꣬ĻƽЦģһͣźͻȻΣһѳӽԼסתͷȥ"ߴţϽȥ" 
Ҳǣˣҹ˼δĴ﷿䣬ʵЩ˵ģ޴룬˵ֻûԸϳȥɶ뻨侶Իȥ˯ˣϵַ䡣ôһ̣ĬȴͬСڱ˯˿δȥ 
ŰɰֵϣôôŤʵ̲ס̾˿ 
֪ʲôЦ"벻˸벻ˡ"ȻɫһЩ"ʲôң" 
"ӽȥʱƼ˰ɣ" 
ϵͷ"סջô" 
"ǣ"ü"¥ѾͬϽʮ߰ɳӵĺѾˡ" 
"ţ"ϵͷЩԤУԲţ"°׵˰ɣ" 
ͷ"һլУܼѽ񽻴滨ˣ봺˵Ҫϻ磬ຮѩҹȥϺٴǱ߶ת" 
ϵͷ"á" 
ȴɫ"ӣЩǶѾ뵽ˣ˽ǰ󣬷ֽһЩֵˡ" 
ϵ"Щʲôˣ" 
ԥΣ"ƣǹģ......Ǻӵˡ" 
΢"ˣ" 
ͷ"Щٹأܾò̫ͷ书ȴرãʹϣҲ¡" 
ϳһƬ̣"Ʋá" 
˵ 
һ"ʹˣصģǺĻ......"˼"ҲֻСˣֻܰԸţ£ñߣǶϡ" 
"ǡ" 
Ϻʣ"ĬСأ" 
"ຮˡ" 
ϸҪͷֵ"ຮ˵һ·ָһֻȥ" 
ϵͷ"Ƕëëˡ" 
һ˭ 
ȴЦ 
50 
ڶһ糣·ϹܼڳϴӣʱʱСС̲סҲҪһͷȥ"ʲô涫ҲҪơ"ϹܼҲ˵СȴЦ 
ȥϺһ·ȫǹٵ·ܣæһ˻Уע⡣ϺӹٶɣһٺӵСջס£๫ϹܼȥɿѰҡСϴССſڴſֻͷ"............֣ǽ˴ô" 
һߵһ˵"ɫѾˣŴԼҲҪһˡ" 
"ҪղܿϺأ" 
"ߵ˳Ļʮձɡ" 
ССһ 
΢ЦҪϳԵģ߽ʱ˳鼸ۣ֪ôüͷ΢ССȴ޲Цţſֱ۹ҵϡ 
ʱ๫Ϲܼһֵ"ѱˣһѰңһϴ" 
ֵͷδ˵ʲô 
һҹ죬ССССһֻ˯ææϺ򽥽 
ҹʱ֣ĬȻһϸϸ﻽ѣ"......СĬ"Ժ۾һԼϷĬҪڣһָѹڴϣ"꣬˵ԹԱպ۾ڸ绳ﲻҪ"ĬûѣԼУı۾ֻŸԼһϤϤ֮ӱƺ֨һȻ΢΢棬Ѿ߲Զмɲ֮ 
˱ܿ¹⣬ϢǱеɿڲԶһεˮ壬һֻ˫ѵڵأͷһ˽˼ϴͷƣһʻ밶ߡ 
ĬʱҡҡλεĸоһУ"......" 
ЦŸ"ô" 
Ĭס½СԴʮǰڿջ˯ʱ಼ӣ֪ʱ˰ԲڣΧʮСˮ 
Ĭ"" 
ϴ"ϡ" 
Ĭګګڣ"ף˯ôôϴá" 
""һЦʱֻͷ˻"ӣ"ĬգȥĬô죬ҲϽִѣżȥơ 
ʱ߰˸ʱ˿ˮǰһ̲죬ӰӰ´¡˳˳ˮ硣ڲ⣬һϣ̵"ӣϵòҹͻϮϺӣпջȫҶǳ硣" 
""һ"ҶλסĶ......"Ƭ̣"Ϊڻʱ¶ûޣһϺӱ©" 
ü"˭ϳˡ" 
϶Ȼҡͷ 
ɫɣ"ǻͨŶ" 
ϵһЦ 
Σŵ"......"ϲü"ֻܽʮ߰ｫǶˣΪҪͨ" 
ü"Ҽʱ˵ˣ" 
סs 
ʣ"ຮǵ" 
"յŶѾƽˣǡϺӿ֮䡣" 
"δϢͬһô"ϲƵʡ 
ҡͷ"һߵģ˵ҪһϺ" 
ϵͷ"дҪְҹ·" 
"ǡ" 
˵ţĬԲһСЦݣȵ˹ȥ"ò㣬Һ㡣" 
Цϣ"Сүɲ㡣" 
ĬС죬ϣ"Ҫ¸磬Ұ" 
ЦϰȥЦЦϡĬѲ긾˴磬ʣ"ǲٰŮô" 
ϵ"СĬϲŮȻԽŰ硣" 
ĬһͷҡĲ˹İ㣬"ҪҪ"һתͷǰһڴ˽ȻǶޣɷῡ㣬ӻòģδϦڲԶǣһΡ 
51 
ģıһСĬڣճһֽ˹ȥּͥҲָװװɸиˣŷ֮ɶң谮ĬȴˮʺͬδϦһˮ㣬ͣ˱ڴϱߣ¶ȻǶβ㣬Ĭ̻ȥи翾ԣϼĿģҲȤδϦȴÿ˺ҪģҲһۡ 
ԽԽˮҲԽԽһ촬ͷǰȻʣңӰ㡣ãϵ"ү" 
ɲǣ뺣ǣԶΦۡĬδϦҲϲܵͷĴɶŻߵߣŽƽۣ²"ǶǳĴ" 
ʱѲֹһҺ˫ʽСС̴洬ַǷ½·ˮ·ͨ˴һĸ壬˻ԿƼó׷æں⺣ֻͣ 
˵һҴһҺ췫󴬣׻һֻʨӣһ֪Ǳһۣȴʮ¡ȥߴʻ 
ۼžǴԽԽ붼ֻͬĬδϦģڴͷǴ󹾹˵ͣվϣ֮ɶ뻨ͥվϣÏѲѾ̽ͷ̽ԵʱȻһ߿ĺԴ󴬱ܳʮҶСۣǰǰ󣬲嵽˺˫췫֮䡣 
Ĭվǰ棬һֻϵ"СĬ"æزǰ̾"һ" 
֮ɶ뻨ͥɫѿƬ̺ŵ"ʮ߰ﾫͨˮսѺˡ" 
һҡͷ 
ֻ""һͥѳ֣˭ûƳǰѽںδ⣬Ŀˣ޹ɷǵء֮ɶվ࣬ɫסδֻֽ֣תͷԼʱ΢΢һЦ 
ǰһҶСһӣ"빫ӻغ" 
һЦ 
Ǻޱ飬ֵ"빫ӻغ" 
˵ϲδشǺҲδգ"˵ˡ"δ䣬α˫˹ӭϣͬʱ֮ͥɶǱҲ֡ 
Ź˼УԡзԸʮ߰ᵽվԼˣҪŹӴСүȥѣԼʹҲֻ̫ҪɡЩ˾кȫ˼ģ 
Ǳ߻֮ɶҲ֮ɶδֻ֣ڻߣԱ㻨æʱһֻȴҲࡣ佣۾㣬רѨһֻǶáһӾֱܲ˹⼸Ҫ͸ǰأ䲻󾪣æУջһʯ䣬Ǻ˵ǰж̵""һ´뻨丹УЦ"ա"δǰһһӰֻؿھʹһȣѷɳͨһˮС֮ɶɺӣס䣬һ˿ѪɫҲޣʧе"" 
ţ˫ֱסӣ۷ֱɫɷס 
δϦһֱڲűߣʱɾ 
ɫ࣬һֱĬͻȻǰһһĺӸúȻءһŲϣ"˭" 
52 
ǺӸظѣһѪŴѴϢĻ˵ó 
ʱһ໨ѾֱһѲ´븹еĶ̵һ´ǰʱɢֽȥһֻԲԲѰǰѰͷԭһ㾫岼ʱȴѾƸϸϸ˿¶ʮֿϧ촽ḧ"ҵı......"ģɰΧ½Χļӿ㵣һѿڵ"أǸڻװӣ"δ䣬ǰӰһѾɵ˳ȥ 
֮ɶȰԻԲѷ֮ˣȴ˲ֻס䣬ĵ"......" 
뻨ͥãԽȴ˵Ŀɰһ˼ٰޣѪҪеĸˣͼȤֲױʶƣһ·Ũ⣬»㣬װж档ǳԣ۲ı˵һ𻰱˯ţʱͻȻѰı٣Ȼʮģ֮ɶ᲻֪ǵպޡ 
ŤͷѣȻ"ɶǵıû......" 
ɶæסͷο"ĪѹԺ󻹻С"ֻ˵ҲܶԲͷ 
ҧĿ¶׹⣬"ԺԺҲܣҪұ" 
ɶ˼"ãֻţЩһҲӡ"˵̧ͷǰһȺһȥһ˸񾪵Ķ¶һһ 
¥һֹ򾿾ûֻ֪̫죬ܿĳ֡ɳмϢ㷭ʮĬ֮ɶ书Լ˻ϣ֪סϴѰƵһҲֻ֪֪Ӱ綯ٿͣδӦѾá 
Ǳһ߿Ѫĺӣɨǰˣ"СĬ۾"ĬĿŵɪɪ֪ǶԼﻹ۾߬ȭͷѹס䡣 
һ򲻴УǸӣţ˭Ҳ벻ǹģһߵĺҲûֻӣÿһѱ군ٲᴩġ壬ʲôҲޣֱͷֱҽȴû˶Ĺȥǧ޴㲻Ҳˡ 
ɶһֻ֣վԱˣֻƬ̹򣬴ϳǼѾûվģҶигֽˣҲֻڵ¹ģʱֳɫ˴ڣЩСʱһѸȥ 
ѹˣɨһ۽űһðײ˰ˣ"ɶӽ˭" 
ɶӦ"ǡ" 
޺Ե"ʣ˭ҲӾ" 
ɶ㵹ڴϵɱɫ 
δϦЩ⣬"˭ˣֻԼ߾ˡ" 
ֻҡͷΣĬԽ˴ȥ 
߽δϦ"˵ô˵Щ˴ʮ߰ƣôҲ" 
δϦʱȻǶʲô¶˵ãȴܲԹˣԸⷳաֻȥߴңȿϴͣ˵ 
ûƬ̣ϣϱĬüͷǰĬҲ֪鲻ãԹԵϣ§һԣ 
ϵ"ӣǳɳ¡ǲû" 
ϵͷ"ضڸˡ"˼Ƭ̧̣ͷԻ"ȥ˵ϴ󴬣ĬδϦкɶͬҳȥ" 
53 
뷬˽ǵĴ˴ʶЩֻҪͼǺǰףǻ׹лǷ䡣ոˮһȴҲʵľСһȥʱдأ˹ͷʻ䡢ĬǶûߴ˵ЩʲôȴͬĻ¹ȥһɫͻŽ˷̤ȥ 
ϽĬС"СĬԹԵظȥһ±" 
ɶȴЩģʣ"Щ˻᲻ٷأ" 
ҡͷ"ж뺽֣ܳ͢ӣвҸʵ۶ŸɡοСĬؾոʧ֣ػı󶯡յȥѰӦ¡"ֻлδϦĬϴ󴬰٣ϡɶԼС򰶱ʻȥ 
˰ƱȽ죬ͬһųһլӱȥǴǱãʮа˾Żڴ˴׽ҪѺҲ㡣˶Ϊ˴رɭϣ˭ߵһ̴ҲûţôŶһ۱űɨɨأͷվվһġ 
Ṧ˵ãͷĴ̤һ飬ۻúδϣһ֪˴һü½ 
"ѵδ˵ر˶֣" 
ɶ"ˮϱǸʹÿϺӹȫˮ·Ҿˮʧ֡" 
ҡͷ"ǱϺˡ" 
ɶ͸ŹŹ֡ 
"ˮðһˣô" 
һʱδ 
ϸ˼Ͻð亹һֱֻ߱Ƚϼ֣ɳͬʵǱ߻δ̫ģĬݲͬ˭ֻҪùԶˡǽ¶ȴ͸һ˿գƼδ˵أ¸㷲̧ͷ"ǻشȥ" 
ɶҲ˲˵ҲƳ·ȥ 
Ű߻һξ룬Ѿԣཻ˻ɫ䣬񱼣ԶԶŨ̹ӰԾɣĿѣûһ㿴һ˲°쵣һңȻδϢ²һһʱҲޣϸ룬ֻѸѲĬȴôҲĻż䣬һϸۼУͷͻһ¡ 
ϸ壬ɲĬ 
һһΣԾڴϱߣһֳųޣһҸЮһСС壬վҡҡ׹ˡ滺߽һźɫ۵ӡ˶һ£"Ī߽ұɱС"ǺӶһ£һԲǰ 
ʱѾԽԽĬ""Ǳס˿ڱǣּǺӺ˼ɣǰߣɴ󼱣Уϻδг˽һʧԴϵ䣬ҲǺ֮ʣֻӵĬȥ 
Ͼ֣һӲؿڷ 
ۿѩһĬжδгӺȻתͷ½ϣӻеһһһβ˹ڹϵ㣬һ·ȥӲ֪ʱżѾվϴϣһĬϣһƳӵȥͻȻɫڣһͷ˺档 
ϸ𣬺Ĭ㣬Ҳһݣڰб̤һһУֱֱȥ˳˦סҰ壬һѷڼװϣֱǺ˴ܹȥһѱסĬһʱŵˡ 
ĬɫѩףС΢ţԵþŵĺˣֱ㶵ģϰ죬Σ""һһͷ˵ϻһšֻԼ˫ҲֹסĲ"" 
Ǻ˱֣վڲԶֵޱ顣 
ʣµһЩϮ߼ԷԮֵţȫȥֻºɢŵʬףѪأһȥЩʬϽȻǻĳµģǾһ񶷣ľδüҵӰԶɶһ"" 
ϴ󾪣æȥ 
ɶڴϱסģǻͥһѱѪȾ͸ˣĶǣһȴ׵ĴĿģһ˿Ѫ½˫һƤʱʧɡɶŵĻɢסţ"ôˣ" 
Ϣ΢Ƥһ£Χ˶ʱסǿۣȴɢңò׿ɶЦһ£ֿϣ˺ð죬ƴȫԴ³ģ"..............................ϴ........................Ҫ......ɱ......СĬ......"ˣϢ⼸³첻壬ҶΧ˶ãˣԴס 
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һ仰ʮ־ˣƬ̣֪죬񣬶˵"Σ˵ز˾뿪˵" 
̵"ҷȥ·Ͻຮǣ......" 
δ䣬֪⡣ǷͷߣȴԼۿڻ棬ھߣȴֵͷ鼰ϱһȴǿܿģֻʱȫдת滨ģʱȻȥһǣ 
̧ۼ䣬Լ 
ߣڵ"ӿǽʮ߰ǽˣ"ʮּ 
ϵһЦ"ʮ߰¡" 
¶ǿ֮⣬"ȴǹ¡" 
̾һ"ҲΪͬ硣" 
Ƭ̣ͻȻ"ͨ"һ£"ңҪʲôԵҪʲôֻܷԸֺ˼" 
ϵȻ"ҿɲˡ" 
һʱסƬ̲"һʮ߰......ŵùԻ˳ȥӭʹӼˡ" 
Ͽһ΢¶Ц⣬"á" 
˵֮˵زԶطʮ徲һ£ȥˣɶѼӲǳݵ÷δϢǰ̽ӡ 
δϢϸϸֲ鿴ϵˣһʱδ 
ɶǰһץסе"ô" 
δϢüͷһۣ"ĪͷƲء" 
ɶһʱɫϲ"л"˵˹ȥ䡣ȴԣͷƲأͷأδϢ߳дҩҲδϢִʣֽϷٳٲ¡ɫ԰ף㲣һȦ𵱳ҳƺȱһϿ죬"Ƿ񲻺ã" 
δϢһһһīȾѩ׵ֽ̧ۿϣתͷȥͷŻϸķɶЩʧ૵"..................ֻ" 
Ҳתͷɶһۣڣ"ˣɶҲ" 
δϢ⻰Ƥȥһ"ֶ߲ҩƲףԼԵж󾲾Ųʱ½ҩ⡣" 
ս˫ȭж󣬲δŲԼΪ˻ĬδϦֽһ......δϢ֪ʲôͷ"߲һѪã˾ư㣬ֻԶҲѲˣԽԽԽԽõ......ˡ" 
ϽɫһС"ûзô" 
δϢδ˵ֻģʱ˴ͷδϢ˵һ䣬"롣"˵ֻͷ˵"磬㻹ûҹʦء" 
ϻͷĬǺ˴ͷ 
δϢһϣ͵ͽ"ʦ" 
һȻ"ҹʦ" 
δϢҽȻǸѧģϵʦȴռҵҹӣλҹӾͨùڻȻЩ꣬ȴռҿӵܣնһǢҵĳҲǸ⾴أʱ˵ȻռҹҾȥ"лҹʦԮ" 
ҹ""һתͷȥδϢͷüۣ֪Щʲô΢΢ü 
ϼʦͽлҪ˵ȸǣĬȥͬɶ˵뷨ӿҩȿġŵķһ룬ʱϸ˵龭 
ԭϵ˸߲ãݲ˱Ǳ˴󴬣ɱ֮£ֻԼ˵ˮҪһŷ鲻Щ˾ǳĬҪģҪһٽĬնɱ书ߣϾѲڣֺݶ֪ľ˶δϢʦͽʱϵʱϵ˿ֻܼʬˡ 
˶亹乣²ѡȴǸգĬϣһʮ̡Ĭݸ⣬һһֱϸϸıҲѣ֮ȴһ㣬˲Ĭš 
ԭµļƻɾˣǰ͸˰ 
˼ã˺ߵһȥϸϸ̡ 
Ĭ£ʮֹɣȥţδϦһڻɶߣŻţһƲͷ䣬ҹʦվżԼ߶ϣҹʦ΢΢һЦԼ֡ 
Ĭƣæվ߹ȥ̧ͷʣ"ҹʦô" 
ҹͷ"߰ա" 
ĬҹʦȹΣȻһα͸˺˵ţĬĵشֽȫԺ󣬴ʱҹʦҪԼ㣬̵ͷ԰ߣһĬ̧ͷҹ"ҹʦ㲻ô" 
ҹһۣ"ǻ䲻ձҪˣʲôÿĵģ" 
Ĭͣס˽Ų"ʲ......ʲôǷδϢ˵......" 
ҹһЦ"ġ" 
ĬŴ죬һʱ˵ۿﲻһᡣ 
ҹ"ƣ¾ˣ֪粻ҲҪˣֻĵô" 
ĬԴ""һ"˵ʲô" 
ҹ"ҲҪˣһֱߣҲ˶ˡ" 
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ȥϾһתĬȴûпüŵңδϢһ˴¡ 
߽ 
δϢɫڳǰǶôšɷһˣȴл㱣Ҳһ·λ㡣 
˵һຮͬʦ梵ܣ״ĵӣ꣬ԷδϢҲ׽ˣ¿̬ʮֲԾ΢΢߽̽һ䣬˭߽δڣδϢȻ̧ͷҲ뿪ڣ"Ĭںͷ԰" 
һ 
δϢ"㲻Ҫô" 
""һδϢͷ"ˣںͷ԰"仰˵ļһ˵ȴһ죬ʲô 
ԥһ£ʵ"㻹ô" 
δϢſһ¶һ˿Ц"Ȼõġ"ֵ"ȥȼЩҩˣôȵţ취" 
Ⲣ˵޴ֻõͷŷδϢҴ뿪ߵ԰ȥĬ 
ʮ߰⴦棬ͷһӣǽΧŵԺﲼϽ£԰СɣȴɽˮʮֿɰУݳԼҵ԰ԭҲǾ԰ȴΪĬӣӲǽɽ¥Ƶѿмˣ뵽ﲻʧЦЦ㿴ĬֻССɽʯߣͷǰһɻһ 
ϼټܵᲽ߹ȥִͷĬһ̧ͷϲһֻĬСѩףۣ۾ںˮеĺڱʯӨ͸Ǻˮȴëʪˣ˿ĶҪˡϻһѽڻ"СĬôˣ" 
Ĭϣøףȴ˵ 
۵գ"ΪʲôأΪûôԲסæԵ¾СĬԺ󲻻" 
ĬֱֻϾƴҡͷ 
ϲͷ⣬һȻ"СĬǵĻô"ĶأĵΪѣȴҾôĬֻðο"Īģõġ" 
ȰĬȴֹҲֹסһĬί㺿ޣֹֻʣ϶ģ絶ʡǽ쾭Ѫȣ˰ɣϰԼܣֻýȥḧıСοֱ˶ʱĬĿȥΪ޵˯ˣתǰԺ뽫ŻﴲϣĬȴȻֱۣ§˵ʲôҲȥͬ˵ҲشԴֻϼӲšһϸΪˣϸӯҲۣһֱȥ顣 
һҹ˯԰ž˸¡ 
úҹʵڼĬҪȥ˯Ĭȴҡҡͷϲߣͺһ߿᲻Ƶġֻõ"ôĬڸ绳˯գ۾˯һ˯һˤ㡣"ĬĬһ˵ͷ 
δϢƣɫԳ¶һҩ֮ɶæӹȥڶԿڲҩȥһĹЧ侹Ƥŷɶ΢΢Цһ£Ȼʱ˯˹ȥɶȴǻϲ޴룬δϢлҲ㶼ϲδϦЦ˳ʲôٵĿɾͲһܵˡ 
϶Ĭ"ӷİɣȥú˯һɺã" 
ĬŴϸϸʣ"˯ô" 
"绹ЩҪء" 
Ĭͷβŵ"ôһºòã" 
ϧص"á" 
ֵȥ˰źøǵķ䣬ϰĬۣ§ڴϣ庢ӰĬس棬һ۾ǳϿã̾Ϣ 
΢ӴȵӰӡơж֪ǺͷĬѾ˯죬߳ȥ 
56 
ɳȥ̽Ϣ˻˵̴ˮ˲أعٸѼӼ͢ϱаϢԭЩʱѲĲʹҰ¶ȥ߾ȴû뵽Ӵʱݣھຣ۲㼸һׯ԰ 
"Ҳ߯Ǵˣ"յ"ƶ͢ﲻôô"˽ΥʥҪԴ 
ȴ֣"ΪȻҪСүɱ֣"ĬݣҪҲʵӦȥ˽أΪζɱ 
ѽ鷭ȥ˺ü飬ʱ"ǲµ֣дȶ" 
һԥһ£"ӣ˭µֻ֣ܱˡ" 
ϻδ˵̾"Ҫй췴ô" 
üëŭ"ʲô췴ӱʹУȡӦ" 
ϲˣֻü˼Ȼ"ȱһ顣" 
סڣ⣬"ӣ" 
̧ͷ"ܾ©ЩʲôɳǱ߿ʲôŶ" 
һӣ"̽ӽӦϢ" 
ϳţڣ"ϸϢ޾ϸɳĶܴСһһд" 
һɫӦ"ǡ" 
̵̣ĶĿʮ߰Ϊµ磬Ϊɳӵܡط⣬ߣһ׾Ӫ̽ɢĴݵλ죬ȴһͬÿǽ鱨ͨ͹̽м䣬ҲһЩˣֻϸЩϸݳȻǵõԹԹ볣죬Щϸֱ϶յ 
ɳϸ˭ֻ֪𣬺Լףڲ²ʲôҪѰ֤ˡ 
պ󣬸صϢ½½͹컯֮٣Ļ̻̣ʥŭɳӶ˰ټײˣۣλӰʹһȫΪӣһ·ɱϢʱҲĲԶˡ 
ȻٿҲûϸ z
źϵܱãɫŹ֣˵ϲŭЩͷԣ㷵Σܱ̾ϸңһĴƮɢпһ䣬"......Ҳˡ" 
̧ۣɫȻ䡣ʹˣСĬģпԭҲĲˡһߣȴҪúÿˡ 
Ӽʵ"ӣΣ" 
վ"Σ˵֮ǰҲٷʲôˣֻǡ" 
вģ"Ҫ......" 
""һ"ġ"ٶ˵˦ȥˣü⡣ֵ̯"ﶨмƽˡ" 
ϳţתӵĲԺȥԺʮģǰһֿɺϱŨڱ˰Ժ䣬ʱϿ˺컨Ҳһ㣬̦ɫʮϷĴڣɶڴǰ뱧ڻ˵ 
Ѿǵˡ 
δϢĻϲδ֪ɶȻķɶѿЩʲôջ˯Ķѵ٣ѪŻˣֻǻȻϢս˥ɶ᲻֪վڴǰʱţѩ׵ϴһ˿Ц⡣ֻؿƣҽȥսȭ߿ 
ƹϷԺԶԶһеߵýˣŵһҩζ֪ǷδϢסڼҩҪʻƣŲ߽˭Ƿʮ""һ죬ǹ̵ҩʯϷ""һһ"ʲô"ҹʦ 
ͬδϢ˵ȻȴҲûδϢش𣬲Щ֡ 
ҹʦֵ"кãתױôƵµһҩ" 
ת֣һ 
ֻδϢ"ʦ˵Եģ"ʮֽꡣ 
ҹʦЦһ"ȻԣȲ㣬ҲԼûóתҲţһ¶֮ɲǳ˵ô" 
һʱţƬ֮󣬷δϢʣ"ҩ" 
ҹʦһ"֪"һֵ"粻֪˭¶ˣҽҩ˳ǧͨҶĺˣ˵ӶûҪǮ" 
δϢһʮ١ 
ţҲ٣ҪȻδϢֿ˿ڣͻ"......һ......" 
һҹʦȴûϽӿڡ 
һֻδϢ"ʦ˵СʱβʱιҺµıӲҩѾѪ......" 
ҹʦͻȻ䣬"ˣҲõǰһ㡣ռ۲ħʲô˼" 
δϢĬһ"......ֻҪţ˱һ" 
ҹʦڽ"ôҪԼȥô" 
һ 
Լʲô˼ 
ΣֻδϢȻ"ֻһ......Ҳûʲôϵ......"仰Ȼ͸һ˿нʳһţֻ˵ᡣ 
ҹʦŭ"㵹룡Ҽģ벻Ҫ㲻Ҫôߣ"˵һģҲ֪ʲôʲֻһ졣 
δϢû˵ 
ԥһ£ת߿·ڣζӳ£߹ϷǰʱһۡɶѾû˵ֻǾһ 
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صԺֻĬһ£졣һϧȥͷУ"СĬ" 
ĬعͷۿˮһȦȦţϣ"ž"һµ˼쿪ֱ۱סϣС"硣" 
Ϸֱʣ"СĬôˣʲôôģ" 
ĬУ𻰣ֻҡͷһʣ"磬ǲǸҪˣ" 
϶һ£ʣ"СĬ˵˭" 
Ĭ̧ͷС˵"ϴҪȥʵۼǸ硣" 
һһ£"ǰ" 
ĬɫӾɥС죬μҪ޳ϵģʮŬŵӣ˲ᡣ 
̾ڣ"СĬ˭˵ģ" 
ĬҪԥһ£ګګ"......Ǹ......˵......" 
ϵͷû׷ʡʵϸһԭ벻ͨĵطͶȻʡ׷ӵ֦ڱ󲻹Ǽ˸ͼΩһɻҹʦϣȻҲضͼı˺ƤԶߣ߲źŪ......ΣֻСĬģ³ 
˼䣬ֻ촽һǣ绨 
һɴ۾ĬС͸糺죬ӯӯΡΡһǣһζͣԼûŲһСԼһ¡ֻ""һʶսĬ""һЩס㣬϶˵ˣȳʱӿҲΪʱĵȻһգ֪СĬʲôͷɵ⣬ŻͶͱİ֮ڻҲ᱿ƳȥһѱĬתȥ...... 
õĴһֻƶùʵӲ̫ƽݲڼﰲ⣬ٺõĶ굽İ֮ҲסˡŰϣѾǵĻڵأԺ㵽˴ϣʣȺһ֮ʱҲϧűܵܵӣǸĦĬȥһΣ§ĸˣȥֿȣϸϸؿءò࣬ҪȥʱĬȻ䶯Աȥ"СĬ" 
Ĭ״ϸ"ɺá" 
䲻⣬ȴûԣֻ˳Ҫʲô£ǵطȻ˰߸Ĭ￴һۣջĿ⣬ǵͨ죬ҧҧæȥѩ׵ӱǵúߵ㣬ͷڼձߣԽĵ׾Ө͸סĬֳֻǰȿ򣬲ΡΡϸȣȼСС......һַݣһʱֱȵĬҧϲžʲôͬʱ""һĬСһףȥҪֹȴȻˣѱ̽һڣֻһ㣬ҲͷһƬհס 
һʹһȴ̫ˡ 
Ϻ׻Ц"СĬʲô"ֻĬСƨƨȴ಻ԣȲҷֲ˳Ĭβŵ"СĬø" 
ϿЦ"˭˵ˣ" 
Ĭ۾"˵ģѵô" 
ͷһȦʱ˵ģôСĬ˵Щɶϴ޼ɵ˵СĬ֪Ҳˡ 
"СĬʲôȻøˣ"üŬͷĸо 
Ĭ죬ֻȷӲŵ"ǸСĬãСĬҲԸã硣"ܣּ尾ʱʹܣί 
Σ΢Ц"ãСĬ硣" 
ֵ㿴ңҿ㣬Ĭһһӷϣһˮһֱ 
һʱʱ繲࣬ϲ˱ֱҹŽЪ 
ⲻ֪ʱϸ 
ߵվסĻˮ߹£ʯϣˮὦһƮɢҹ˻ա 
ѵǵҪˣݲһˣôҵọ̈̄¹СĬʾһѿ͵һ˱СĬˣϴսս˫֣Ŀ䣬ؿӿһ˿ɱ⡣ 
ڰһӰӶֱ¡ 
̧ͷ 
ʪմˮȴϲɫ"ӣຮǾͿ쵽ˣһλǰһ" 
Ͽɫһ"˭" 
"̣" 
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Ĭ˯òȣξ谵ɣƳȥȫŨŨİʱǰͷԼ"СĬСĬ......"ǸȴֻˣĬﾪӦţ""ϵƺֻǰ漸Զ"СĬҾѽ"ĬСӣǰߣһ߽У"ң"Цŵ"ڵأѽ......"⼸ȴôҲ߲Ƶģûϵ㿪ʼԶȥĬһͷУ"磡......" 
ͻȻһӣʲôĬ۾һȻƼһĵģĬӱȥ֣"СĬεʲôˣųһͷ£ء" 
Ĭ໹ڿڴԺϣͻȻ˹ȥ§ס"磬μ㲻ˡ" 
ʧЦ"ΣƸ粻Ǻö˶ô" 
Ĭû϶һ̡ 
̾Լϥϣ"²¡" 
ʱ谵ʣ˵Ҳ̫ڣ˵ǰġΣĬתСԴ¿ʣ"ʱˣ" 
ϵ"Ѿʱһˣͷء" 
ĬһСϾ̽ȥɥ֪֡ˣҲ˵ʲôԹܱȥβݣϴףͷźǣСֳţŻǰȥ 
δţͻȻһһӰĬͷѹĬһûгѸޱȵس֣һӣסӰһڵϣֻ""һײһŸȻȴһӰһ䵽ĬϣӰȴסˣϲֳЦõ 
Ĭֻһһϸϸе"С"Ĭһ̶ϲ"Сԣ"Ӱһӻϲ"ëë"ɲǺɫ޵ëëССԡСԲĬϣ˿˿źţһڱԹ"СһܵȥˣǸŮ۸Ҷ챻"ĬĵһɵЦ"ûһܵӲҪңСԣҺ㡣"˵Сߵһ£ԱͷȳĬЦȥ§סҲͷһǡһһĻ֮òˣپ׿ȵĲС 
һһһû˵룬һЦЦð"С߾˵˭ǳŮӣ" 
СӶʱסӲͦͦĬֻӣβŲɫʼĬȥ 
Ĭȴĵ"ຮ"߽бڱȥຮűߣʱҲǻϲ"Сү"һѽĬתȦຮðһӣЦӯӯ"Сүء"Ĭһ󻶺˹ȥ"ѩҹѩҹҺ㡣"ѩҹסȦǼⶼˣ"СүѩҹҲ㡣"ѩҹͱĬ˼꣬ãͬĬһСźĬຮϺѧպϳž̵ʱҲĬ׺ֲͬһ㣬ĬǸ⻶ϲຮѩҹܼ봺ҲڣվЦһһҾǴӻݷ룬ڴ˴žˣĬĵԸӣЦúϲ£죬ͻȻȴסһ˺òִյһԼȴѾҪˣֵʱһһ̣һ룬ʹҲ̲סȻứ 
һޣŻ˴ңĺȰȰֻ̫ϲȴ뵽ԭ̾§ס"СĬɵˣа취ܹ鲻б˴ߡ" 
Ĭ⻰̧ͷһɡ 
΢Ц"ģʲôʱƭ㣿ҲһΣգСĬɸô" 
Ĭһ⻰Ҳԥͷ"СĬҵģֻҪܸһСĬʲôԡ" 
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޵Ĺѹϰźܶ飬Ҳ㹻̿һ 
Ժ֮ɶ۾һ˲˲ŰۣĶŵӣƴɫƳЩʲôݱһ̶ˮ޲ϸϸ䣬̳Ƭ̣ߵ䣬δϢ籸ֽʣһߡ 
£ִʣȴδīֻͷ˼Ʋӹҹ 
ʱ֮ɶҲ˳ʣ"ʦӵ˾Σ"нģȴš 
ƻΪӣһ̧ͷƬ̣"˲أֻⶾʮּ֣²ްգֻһһ̡" 
֮ɶ⻰ЩȻת˲ֻظƽ"ʦˡ"⣬֮Ҫ뻨һģ̵Ļر𼤶 
δϢ߿̾תͷ̿Լҧҧ̴Ƥɫʣ"δϢƣⶾʲô" 
δϢҽ̵̽ģһʣʦڿϵӣæ"ݡƳɾּ߲ɲݣֻ߲ݺͶµҩǼ߲ɲ......" 
΢΢̾Ϣ"ɲǣѰҩˣ߲ɲݵҲɶƫƫһ𣬱Ҳ֪" 
δϢʣ"н⣿" 
"߲ɲݵĿΨϹ𳤼ף⼸Ҳֻ˵һν𳤼ָ״һСתҪ߲Ҳֻˡ" 
δϢסƬ̲ŵ"תɻϣ" 
ֿҹһۣΣҡͷ"Ҳ֪"һ룬˵"Լ˵ŵҩһģ𳤼Ҳģ˵ҪҩȥˣʱֵңҩˣҪȵȴѾˣ֮Ҳѳתȥɾͳˡ" 
ΣδϢʣ"صý𳤼ôҼǵʦǰ˵ӲҲɽ涾" 
̵ͷ"ǣСʱжǱӽģǱҩأҩǲɵġ" 
"Ѫأ" r
һ̧ͷ"Ѫɽⶾȴ˾ϣһҲˣοȥһѪҲܾһˣĩ˷һһӲֵ" 
δϢͷ 
̾"Ī룬дһӣЩʱգҿ컯ɡ" 
ҹһֱԱߣʱԼЩᷳüվ߳ȥıӰƷδϢɫ԰ףޱ飬΢΢ҡͷ 
ǵҽ˵û취ļ٣ȴǺް취תۼһ죬Ĭʱһž۵ĻϲΪŻɶǳ 
һǻ߲ĵա 
δϢ̵ķҩߣ£԰һҹֶƮƮվľˣֻȸΪǿʯͷʳǰȥҹعͷЩȸһ·ɢδϢЩԽǽͷԽԽߣͷҹʣ"ʦȻҪΪʦô" 
ҹĮȻ 
δϢһֵʣ"ʦΪ˱𲻹ô"ɫ࣬ɫѩףԭݹ͸һ˿ȻЦ"ͽˡ"˵Ųͣҩ߿ 
ҹӰ˫üɫЩɣȻƬȴֵٶ룬ֻȥĵطϸϸ˼ѾˣزձҪȡ챦һζҪϸɰ;ٳΣҪ"챦"͵ǹʵߣţҹĿ 
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һ컨ӸŨŨѲתһҩȥϢȻ΢ȴȻӲʱһԷδϢշټһ֮дҩȻȥЪˡһ·Ѿҹδۡ 
ڶһ磬ϸȻѣԼͷŮ˵ʮֿģϸֱȴǷ֮ɶδϦ̲ɻ󣬼æ³ȥľӴڻɶᣬһδϦվϷſɶߴߴ˵˼ϲɫδϦȾЦ"ʦлҼһȫžȵû"ɶҲ⣬һҾ"ʦҽҲ" 
һ̿δϦﻹһҩҩ˳ŷ˱Ƕɫ䣬"ҩģ" 
δϦɶһһۣδϦ"Ƿİ" 
ǰϸҩֻɫ͸ֵ̣ź죬Ĳһ㶼Щˡ 
δϦɵ"ʦҩ......ô" 
̲شȥͥҹԼ뿪ʱȣϢ࣬Ҳ˲٣ƣȴ˯ˡбǣһѾ֤ʵԼ뷨δϦ"ҹȵҩô" 
δϦͷ"ǰҹȥ˹ġ" 
͵ػͷ"Լô" 
δϦӾɣ"............˵ҩʱĳֲйʱ˱ȥһ" 
ɫѾԣæߡδϦ޴룬е"ʦҩ......ҩ......"̻عͷҩƬ̷ҧ"ҩǺõģϽ乫ӷ°ա" 
δϦһûδ꣬ѲӰ 
ɶüͷšȥ 
δϢķǰҲδãһƿԭŵģ˨Ӳ۶ϣڵϣ޴󡣷δϢͷſҩ¯ߣһû 
תǰɵͬʱɫδϢǰţ¶ţѩ׵ؿһ˿ڣѪȻ˿ܲö롣ͷ΢΢´Ϣ΢ɫ˰ףȴһ˿Ц⣬ǰ¯Сŵҩҩ֭еѪȫڿ˱ǣд죬ɫ 
̾һѷסŭ"δϢʲô" 
δϢ̧ƤǿЦһЦ"ʦҩѺã......δϢʵû......ʦְ......"ͣѾƣ 
ɶҲǴ󾪣"ô¶" 
־ʹŭҧκȻһѽδϢתŭߣһ·Ժӽҹס̧""һ߿š 
ʱ͸ҹѾվűײ̱ŷδϢһͣڷδϢϡ 
ŭ"δϢҪˣҪ徲徲ʦģҪôҪһ۰գ" 
ҹסû˵ֻǼæ߽ŷδϢ 
δϢ۾ǺȻһ£ص"ʦ......ʦ......" 
ҹֶһ£üϸŭ"δϢʲôԼѪҩ" 
ɫɷףҧ"ʦúúǣ" 
δϢ"ʦ......Ī......Īʦ......ԼԸ......һ......һ......ܾ............һ............δϢ......Ը......" 
⻰ͷҡסбۿҹ㣬ʹ㣬ﲻ"ҹҹ֪ĺݣػԹ㡣" 
ҹ̧ͷɫףŭ"˵ʲô" 
Ц"Ƿ˵ĵףΪ¶֮˵¶ҹ㱨˳кȥأͲ㣿" 
ҹһϸһ㺮˪㣬ֽŽӲ 
̵ͷδϢɭȻ"ãδϢҪģұԸƵڵ˭"˵ĿѾ絶ɨҹߡ 
ҹͻȻг"վס" 
һ٣ҹѾӵǰ˫쿪ֻǰһɴӿתۻһգδϢѵҹС书ҹŭ"ʲô" 
ҹŻеķδϢɫòƱŭڵ"˼Ѫ" 
̵Σ"" 
ҹٶԣֵһ£׸̣תδϢŵϣָ磬ֵĲλȴʮֹ졣δϢ""һʹҹҲϣ󱳿Լæȴȿ̼ˣ"ȥ" 
һۣһתߡ 
˷ɶιҩδϦһгϵҲˣ˾㶼ԡ̴ҴȥŷɶͷʲҹĶָ䣬һɫ衣"ž"һѿʱһŨɢһŽӲӵ¶̽ιУ̧°ͣһģ΢ӻ䣬˳ظλɣƬ̺ѶͷߺҩҲ֪ðԽԽŨһ̺󣬻˼ãƤδ˵ü"Ӵ......ͷʹ......ɶֹҺȾǲǣ" 
ĿࡣɶŴ죬һʱ˵ 
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һ仰˵꣬ͻȻüͷ壬ɫһף˵³һѪǺȼһڣδ˾ͻȻ۾һ̱ȥɶֻһû˶ɴʧɫг"" 
ɵУָɫѸٷ࣬촽΢ţ籩㣬һ˿Ϣûˡ 
ɶֻŵ˻̧꣬ͷŭĿµ"ʦιʲôҩ"Ҳһ̣ɿȥϾ¶Ц"üˣѾϢˡ" 
˶ϢǱˣ˸Ǵ󾪡 
ɶɫ䣬ʱҪվߣһѹס磬˿Ȼʣ"ʦʲôҩ" 
̺Ц"乫ӺøǱתǡ" 
"ת"¶֮ɫ 
̳̾Ϣɶ"ӻͷɵöлδϢҪƴԼҹĿó񵤣ˣǺһǻҲתˡ" 
ɶﻨ䣬"ʦ˵Ȼˣɣ......"˵ʲôҲ²Ǹ""֡ 
΢Ц"ӷġ𳤼ҩأתѪ޷ɢתҩѪʱͣҩ͸ҩڱ˰㣬һϢ糣ˡ" 
ɶϲͬҲ־ϲ 
ȴֳ"......" 
ɶһ"Σ" 
"ûʲô"ֵ̰"ֻתһ˵һģƺҲ޺²¡" 
ɶֻҪܻУ˵£ͷƻ䣬ЦһֵһģǹŹ֡˾ǷҲŻϲѡ 
δϦʣ"ʦδϢԼѪҩ˵òᣬɻ¶" 
̾"ڶֻѾѪʵһصǻظˡ" 
δϦ˻ƣδ˵ȴָмĬҲС"δϢǺˣԺٲͬˡ" 
һ䷿ҹŷδϢԼһֵֻ󣬻δϢӱѽͷԻ磬ʱһůԺȫѪߣʱϱЩ˼·ҲЩֻ˳"˱عҪˡ" 
δϢ΢΢һ 
ڶϣűŭ 
"ʦ......" 
"......" d
"ʦΪ......Ҫң"δϢ΢ҹȴδشֻһ 
δϢֻԼһ˫ֱ۽ȦţһϤϢ˷͸׷𲻵õģȴԼپۣȻҲ²͸ʦΪҪԼ......Į......һⲻԸԼģ......ʦߺ......ʦ......δǵرԼ......ʹʱ......ҲĸԸ...... 
ҹֻϢңһŭ"ʲô" 
δϢþ΢΢ͷأԭ촽ʱѩױţȻЦһ¡ 
ҹЦݣֻľ 
"ʦ......"δϢʣ"Ϊξң" 
"......" 
δϢϢ飬ĿȴתǼҪش 
ҹһ"ˣػա" 
δϢģһʧ"ԭ" 
"Ϊ"ҹȻ 
δϢ㱣һʱδ 
վʦΪʦ...... 
ģһֻûûģˮУƶûһ·ȥ......ȥ......ˮʮֱ......ֽҲ......ʲŵǵů⣬ȫʦĻɢ...... 
ҹϹŬ£δϢϢȴǲ÷΢"δϢס"δ䣬Ȼֻɢͻɢ֮ףɴ󾪣δϢ"ʦ......ʦ............ɻῴһۣ" 
ҹѣг"δϢ" 
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պҹųƣһҰ׷êˡ 
һ٣沨ˮһƬϴµԶǷɣĬȻ 
̰ϣຮʵ̲סʵ"ʦҹʦҪͬҼҹ˵ʲô" 
̳Ĭһ"֪" 
ڴϴĹ򲻴󣬲һϱʮֹ졣Ĭ˹ȥס䣬һһַۣͷȥڴͷһ۵ҹҹһۣ߻زȥ 
׷ζ£ͷԽԽԶת۵ͷ뺣ʻȥƣ˲߳һ֮ء 
δϦŵ"............ô" 
˴𻰡 
룬ο"ĪģҽȫҽȫеҩصϺһܺο......" 
οҹߡҹߣʹû书ʹಡ......δϢҲһ֮°ɣ 
̺Ц"ǰδϦﾡܷſİɡ"˵תϣ"ӣҹΪҪ" 
ɫֿʼŹͷ 
"ô......"̿˿գŴ۾Ĭ 
"ʦ֪ڣ"ʡ 
һȻ"Ȼˡǣ֪Σ" 
һ֣"ʦͽ̡" 
̶Σ"ӿ϶" 
"ǡ"شʮȷ 
"ã"̺Цͷ"Ŷ֮³ĵģˡ" 
Ƕ˵ĻһҲδֻһԣɣԼֱ۲λ£Ųƣڱû±׼طһָ£̧ͷĿ̡ 
̴ָȥƬ̣ͷ"û" 
䣬䱩ƴֱ˳˴󾪣һ""δֻ꣬"ž"һһ𣬼̶ͻȻȥˤֱҲ˰ش£˹ȥĬҲһסϣµؽУ"磡磿ôˣ" 
ɫҰףһŻȴ¶Ц⡣ 
ƺҲû뵽βЦ̾"Ӻ" 
Цݸʢȴתͷ"ѶϣλԵˡ" 
ɫ䣬βŵ"" 
"㶮"΢Ц"ֻǲš" 
صĬ۰Ͱϰ죬ԹɵϱĿ񣬲ɵСϷ·ĿҲ㣬Ц"СĬôˣ" 
Ĭȥߣϸ"磬СĬǲǶûã" 
۾ЦӯȻ"Ϊʲôô˵" 
Ĭ죬Ȼ"СĬֱִ书ҽ·ǵӣֻԷ˯ֻܵȣϸ鷳......СĬû......磬СĬӵ......" 
ϵɴ۾ 
Ĭû˵꣬"......ȻСĬ˵Ầ硣СĬȻûãҲ֪۸磬ԸֻܰСĬͺˣСĬָġ" 
ЦԷǣĬһԳˮ޹Ĵ۾ӰΣ"˭˵СĬֱִСĬǴ......" 
""Ĭ۾ﻭʺš 
"СĬ"Լ"ͷô°ɣ" 
Ĭͷ 
ʲͷߣĻ˶סλƯ޵ＸһӡδҶԼһ֪ʲô˵ĻΪʲôԼǲΪ翴ۺӣλһʦ˵øȻطϢ˵Խ͸ĬҲ֪׷ʲô......ǻǿŸȽҪûһ 
ƸӣǲѾˡ˲ôܺ......ţⲻص㣬صǣȻˣܸܲСĬ׷ʲôأ 
§ŵܵܣһ 
ЩĬ룬ܾţȴЩԭԲԲСЩ°ԳɵһӤ죬ѩ׵֬һ¶ӡӣԾϸ壬ȴƺʵЩ......һԸ֮һӤ㱻ϱڻﻤŵĬƳ˲......и͸һɱ˵ 
ԵĹЧһһҩʾȫԡĬֻǱ̫ãԵٶۣޱ 
̾Ҳʱ˰ɣ 
"СĬ"ʣ"֪ΪʲôҪߣҪɱô" 
ĬԲ۾ɵش"֪Ҫ" 
ϳĬһ"ҪӺǰ˵ˡ" 
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ʮ֮ǰһˣãҲֵܡȻϰ϶ϸ񣬵ҲǸȸݼȼѣڷܣοÿο󣬸׾ͻһЩ 
ʮӼȤҶԳȣҲԹ 
ʮչãһ죬̵ĸ׻ʱȻһС˶ýٰŵģѩɰСӤ׶˵ԼͷŮģϵĵܵܡ 
ĸӡԶڸͷûŮҲ⣬Ӥ......ͻȻðСܵ......ȴ·ıϴδСʱﲻԸſ׸ܵȡĬ׳⣬֪ʵĬġιιʳϴ򲼣ɹ̫ԸԼ֣ײýˡСĬĳ֣Ҳϳɵ϶Ȥ 
ȻöӲ̫׽׵ܣҲδֱֹ˽ԴĬȥ.ġĬѾͯһ㣬Χڶ࣬½ӵ¡ײȻŭϱãֱʱײŵࡣҲ֪ԼǴܹᣬһһЩĵĽʿ˼һҪݴԹűһ˵֮ǲܵٵλġǷëǣһҲܻλҲ޻壬ֻ˸ˡڵϻʳߣϾȻ˼ųϣȻҪ뾡취 
ĬǸ׵"취"ֻΪĬǴ˵е"۱" 
ɳСʿˮˣǵ۱ֻҪ࣬гһձضܹϱϵλԭǳɳܣǲ֪ôȴ˳ʵҲ˵˴£˵ɳȥСӣ˻δ˭Ҫ۱ɳ̶̼⵽͵Ϯ˲أ۵СҲʧˡ 
ϸ£򸮣Ҳһţ˻δ˵СѾʧ٣ʧ䣬ȴһϢĽߣѴ֮Сӱ㵽С˵۱棬֮ˣΪϳžĬġ 
˵ĬѾĿɿڴͰ͵"..................۱" 
ϺȻЦ"֪˵ǵ۱Ǹʿ˭" 
Ĭҡͷ 
̾"Ϻʿһҹʦϻв֮ٸϲء" 
ĬĸӺͿһãȻ 
"СĬʲô۱'ʵǰ겻Сǣǡ۽'ǡ" 
Ĭһ˭˵Լǣɫÿȥ 
"Ҳ˵ֻҪߣˣƵ֮˳˳ٵģҲΪˣҹʦŻѳǵ۱Ϊ뷨ûʵ۰ٽȥϵԴ˱" 
ĬԽԽգСһţ˰죬ͻȻһؽڣɴ"緽˵Ҳģ" 
֪ʲôЦ"ǺǣҲҺúΪ˸סԣ²......" 
Ĭ״һˣȻһԴбȥۼֿ죬һסҲһ亹"ôСģ"Ĭճȭͷƴ죬Ѹӿβųҭŵ"磬㻹ǶҺˡ" 
һʱףᵯһ£"ɵСĬصģѾԼˣȥҲµġ" 
Ĭţʣ"ġ" 
"Ȼġ"΢ЦڴէҹĻҲǾֻ֣һҪСĬߣʱ̱ҪɱСˡ˼һת˾ϣһϣȾʮ߰ͷҲԽСĬߣͲ뵱ʵۣûҲνˡ 
뵽Ҳǰʦ֪ͣЩɲ֪Ҫˡ 
"ǣǳɳҪȥҲΪǵ۱ô" 
ϵͷһ"СĬǣȷʵֳ" 
Ĭɫףץϵ֣β"˵һҵġ" 
ϱ"ȻشСĬҲѾˣվҪʵġֻҪСĬԸڸߣԶ뿪㡣" 
Ĭһͷ˵ϻ૵"СĬһӸһ" 
ͷ"ãôһӲ뿪СĬ" 
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Ȼ˵ٲֿĬȴһĪĻţԺģ̫ԸȥĻš
ᣬˡɶϲ񡣻ʵʵſ۾ǱҲ¶ЦȻΪ񲻼ãûһ˯ˡδϦһɶ磬Ц"춷ˣҾͬ˵Ǿ㲻ܵġ"ɶ˵ֻ䣬ϵЦʮɵ
ĬվһƣҲϲĲУܳȥҪ߸硣
ѰһȦԶԶվͬ˵Ĭд𣬽Ųƹȥɫأʮ䵭ȴһ˿ŭɻȴƼתҲתĿ⵶һɨĬһ£˹ȥС"ˡ"
ɫһ񣬵"üˡ"m
ҲȻһԺȥʱһۣĬ֪޿ĿɨԼɪһ£ֻԷм֮ء
죬լиƶæµδϦղˣеΩδĻ䣬粽ķɶԼﲻæСĬˡĬԸŷɶ뻨䣬ÿֻһ߿ҲԸȥŸ硣̸϶ҪֳչԼûйȻȴȻӿ
Ĭ԰гرߣˮ浹ӰĵȻᾱëڿԼ̧ͷĿ⣬ͷһ졣ƯĽëȻ
δϿڣֻ
ĬɰΣվԼĻǿǴ˸кߡѾתˣߵ"СãҲռһɵȥ㲫᣿"
Ĭһ
Ĭ㼫ޡԼһҲ˵׿ɹȻĸԸΪϣҪʲᣬ벻ͨҲΥ............벻ͨ......һС......ԺЩ......һֵΪ֮ޣ⺢ӣѵһӾɵΪķѪ⼸ջһֱѹȥʱҪ緢֣ˣҪԼҲգһҪ˵ġ
ĬѾתɫԼЩףȴ򾲣򾲵زƽʱģ
бڽ"ʲᣬϸ㣬۰ܵİ᣿"
"......ҸҪʲ᣿"ĬƬ̣ʡ
"Ҫȥɱӡ"
"......"
"㲻ΪΣ"
Ĭ"Ϊҹʦκû᣿"
һ
Ĭҧҧֵ"Ϊ......ҶҪң"
Ц"㵹"
ǰĺӱЩ"Ҳǵ۱ʵۻҪʲ᣿"
Цһ"¿ɻ֪Ҫ֪᣿֪ˣӵľֻ¸ա"
Ĭͷȥһ"һЩ......粻Ǹȥæ᣿"
˿ȴʵ죬һ£""һ
ĬȻ̧ͷһ˫峺ˮ"ңܰﵽ磿"
Ŀβ΢΢¶һ˿Ц⣬"Ǽ򵥣ȥʹסһӱˣܺù......ܺùù......"δ˵꣬㱻һϣ""˶һɫͻȻף"ͨ"һȥĬתУ"硣"
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ԺĬջʹϧȴΡ
ǺƢһ˳δִֹԺĬߡһĬҲһ......ͷСĬĿ⣬ȴʼͣԼϣʪСĿһ˿òļ֡
Ϸȭһ£ߺȻһЦתͷȥתͷ΢"үСү......ˡ"
סĬϣϸϸӹıֱϥʯϵҲдʱ......۵ıҲˤı......һ۰......ȴһֱǿز......Լ˵......粻......һֱ......
"ү"ڶ"үÿĲǣȷʡ࣬޷ǶļհˣҲСүһƬ......"˵дЦ⡣żҲү۰СүȷʵЩˣΪ˽Сүܲ©磬ѡǸԶյ·ҲѹģסòסǣȴסƢԣСүҲүܵġ
ǰÿ......Ϸյ򴽣̾˿߹ȥ"˶ա"
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һۡ
ĬһҪȴ"Ӵ"һ˫ϥһ͵ȥһסڻСһţߵ"ʹǲǣã"
վĬȻ"ӣԸһ·Сү"
ֹΣֻ̾"ɣȶҪúúüһ......ͷЩ飬Ҳ֪Щ"
"ѵ۳ǣǻʵţ֪СүϢһ̸ͽСүϾ᣿"ʡ
Ц˿⣬"ǰпɣȴԲС"
⡣
Ҳֻͣ˵"д㡣˼˽ᣬǽҹ̡"
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ü˭
"Ǻ"
߳ˮܣգжЩǺġδʹ֪ģֻƹܽϽʮ߰﹫ȻϢԴԭʵڴ󲻽⣬ĬΪ۱õȻǱΪȴΪʲأ
ӴԼ֪İɣȻʲҲû˵
ȷʲû롣
ʧٵϢҹõˣϢ뺣Ϲٹܼһ˽飬ͷҹĻϹһ𲻼ˡɫʮΣȴһߵӡţȥɱʧ֡һɲǵİգǰԼʲ......ҲԼԲµõ......ȴûֹ......ʱһ˿˵Ļ............ǻ쵰
õϢʱѾȥ·ϣԭѾߵ£ȴҲŲ˵ּ......ǰҵ۱......Ի......
......õ۱......
վƫƧׯ԰ﱳֶͤ缱裬Ϯˣӿһ˿ƣ......
"ӣ"
΢
ӰںڰС֪µһݾһ˫۾ʮֻ飬ƺǽ......ĩ²ڣͨݴְ
"ʲ£"ʡ
"Ѿ˵ڣ"ĩ̧ͷĿƣ"һ......Ǳߵƽҹб䣬ӾӴ⵽ͻϮսʱ߹ֲͬ뿪ۡ"
һ"۱ҲУ"
"ǣ"ĩͷ"ʯ˽ᡣ"
һ񣬹Ц԰ոĨǳ죬"Ըȥ......Ҳð£ȥѲѲˡ"
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һʥʮ꣬βʱ򣬳ɳѲ·ϣϲ콵۱Ϣ֪ģûձѴϱͣһ·۱ؾǣҪֱӽ۱빬С
ʥµ峣΢ϢȻϲ⣬صصǰȥӭӣڹбٳһƬ¥Ϊر֮á
ʮ궬µһѩ֮գ۱ݵ־
ӭӵֱֹ̫Ĺͣȴϲɫһģɫ򡣰ȻǺӶغİҲѹʥƫٿǵ۱ȴǸʮĺӣһС۾֣˵ڽʱĴ򿪽Ĵ͵ƣǿɰֻϧΪ۱Ⱳֻˡ
ڽαߵȴԽԽΣ̽ĬϢ֣ʵԻȳһ˵ٱһֱУ֮Բ׶Ϊڸ·ȻЩ죬ôҲ......ǺȻʼûв֣ǶԷͻϮֽţһ˿ɣο۱ԼеϢΪλͻȻ©ҷѸҶԼ죬ǰͷ̴ּĬؾǣ鷳ǣЩδ⣬ǿĲ
ʱһţǰ̴ӹ۱½Σһ·ȴǲˡ
ĬӽڱѩϣסսСһϸĿˣ͹ãůˡǸ籧Ǿһྭһ˿ġҲֻӣ......뵽......ĬҧҧԼʲᶼ̵ã
ߣͷСķ۰ףǼⷢ죬һ·һ߻ڷӣҲԼĵܵ......һ˲ʧ......
......ܵ......
ҲһȵؽйԼӴϷԼܵܣȥ棬꣬СЩĪѾͷԼϷ˿˱ȥ͵Цɷ˵ĵĳԣԹãȴ˵͵Եζ......
һ죬﷢......ȻʹҸûĸεĺӣǵˣǸˣгһҪಫˣΪǶãΣ
ʼҲţԽԽ............ָ......ƾʲ......ԼԼ......Ǹ˵......ƿ......ƾʲ......Գۿ......ԼҪ......ƽ......
һ˿˿ѿ
Լ֪Լں˭ԼΪʲᡣֻǣϰԵأȥޣȥȥж......
ǰӣСʱԼһ˯ʱи磬ȫ񶾵룬ĸ᣿ɣ֪ʲĿ࣡㽫ҪʱһѣЦ̣žǻˣȴǷ˼ھຣ......ʼӵܣĽϣ
ȴȥĬһֻСԼСĬһ£̧ۿˮһȻԼʲᣬɫһ䣬뽫ֻ˦Ĭ¶һɰЦӵ"лл......硣"
һ£춻ûзſսֻС֣һȥһһǵȥ
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ĬһУһ·ƺԶ߲ͷĬ£վл˶ͷ˵"̧ͷơ"Ĭ˵ԼԵͷȻ䱻ᳶһ£һŤͷüԼʹɫŻ̧ͷ
һ۵ӣʮģòãֻǷɫЩްӲԻƸףЩݡ
ǻʵ᣿Ĭ͵͵롣
ǻʵ۾һĨãƺĬʮֿģϸЦ"ȻΪ۱ʮҲҳļˣͷΪ߰ɡ"
Աһڳ̼еɬĬûжֻһ£ڻʵ۵޹Ա߸ԼһסⱾǷǳǳӦõģΪԼ⣬ذˡ
Ĭ͵͵һȫµˣԼֻҪˡӵ˶ӵĹң̴ⶶѩɡĬȥȼ裬ůڣ̴Ӹ£Ȳģʣ"ϻʲԸ"
ĬĴƣʣæ"лˣһЪ"
̴ӹ˳ȥš
Ĭ첽ߵſڣѶһûʲᶯ㿪ʼͻȻЦ"СĬ˭"ĬϲҪ""ּæס졣
ƮƮӰϺЦĬ§ڻգʣ"²£"
Ĭҡͷ۾"֪أҲ¡"
Ц"ԡ"j
һһߵűȥעͷֵ˵ͷĬһۣĿ䵭벻мѾǳࡣ⽿СӾȻҶײ磬ҪԼһָԸֵգжĶҲò΢Щ
ϽĬԼϥϣĶ"粻ԶСĬҲҪԼǸʵ۱ǲʿ㣬СĬס˻᣿"
Ĭͷ֮еɣ"ǣǣʵһ磬᲻......"
Ц"СĬǲǣģˣ粻ǱŤ˲˳ۣȻҺҵСĬһͷԸɲ"
Ĭ⻰ͷ"ţҼסˡ"
Ա"ӣˡ"
ѣĬֳģҲ㲻ԸȴָֻĬţ"᲻ʲãԼӲҪģĪļһոߡ"
ĬͷװûµıЦ
˼뽫ĬӽܲˣֱǸϻʵ˵ܱдǿֱܷ֮ܵ......ԽƻԼӸĶˡϰƣӺۻ·ϲϮԽļԽʱ뾩·̡ջջʵٿȷСĬݵʿʱ۷ʲ⣬ҲܸϵüԮʧȥİ֮˵ζ......
Ӣ¶һĨЦݣɵôλȻƽƢãõ˾ðҲޣ˭ҲСķŭɲѰܳܵ˵ġ 
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ӻʵҲļڶ糯һˣ٣΢ʥĬĵˣˡ¿̹ȥһ·ϲҶȻ֪羿Լ˷Сһֱƴת
΢ڻʵ۵鷿ԣһʮʵڡĬȥʱ򣬼ʵУԱ̴߳ӣվˣһüĿߣ뷢԰ףӿϵϣһӣȴʮӣ۾ĬȥȫתĬ²ɳʵǲܣҲΪǻʵۣȻҲЦк""
Ĭ߹ȥֻͷ߻յöʹ·֮߳ңʱʵվҪĬͻȻӶϺһ"ʥϲɡ"գۼǻʵӺһüͷԳʮʹӣ΢΢ǰ㣬ָסؿڡ
ĬһֻӱһѣڵϣҺõ˺̺ۡ
Աߵ̴Ӹȥǻʵۣʵȴ˦һڴֳŭ⣬"һ£"˶Ƶóֻһ˲Ĺϲָһ㡣
ǰ"ʥϣ۱ʲ᲻ԡ"
Ҳǰ"ǰʥȲҪҵ̽һ¡"
ʵŭĬһҧ"ǻ㡣"
볤߶һۣĬ߹ӷסĬļ磬ȥ̽ǡĬһü͵"СĪ¡"Ĭһ㶣̧ͷȴתͷߵ"ʦδ䡣"
ߵͷ"ˡ"
˵ĻΧȫֻʮĪ⡣
߶Ĭ"Сӣ۾"
ĬֻۣдʣָԼͷСֱϸϸΣһŵ"Сӣˡ"
ǻʵۼʣ"£"
߻ת"ʥϣ⺢ӵв˸"
ʵɻ
߼"࣬ȷӦǼѵһĵ۱۱ˮˣ˶ǿڵ۱вԼɣ۱ֻԴ˵Ӧ˷䲻ˡ"
ʵ⻰ʱ־ŭ"˭ģ"
ɫ"......"
Ӻ"ʦѪǿԲ֪Է᣿"
߳ɣ"ˣ⺢ӿɾ......"
ʵȻ"ǷзӿԲֽ֪֮ˣ"
æӣ"ʥϣһӣΪѪַҪԵ۱Ϊ۱Ǹʩߵַλдⷽ춸ͣ۱ͣԿƣֻа"
ʵü߶Ĭϣֻһ˫޹Ĵ۾Ժһ¶ʵۺһ"ʲ˵۱ѸģֻʩЧأ"
ߵͷ"ʥԶˣ"
ʵؿڲɫ֮ѿҵѼĵ۱ȴȱ˶ֽţҲѹգ"ⷨӣ"ʵ"кҲֻǻˣʦ̶֣ҳ......ҳӣ"
һ"ǡ"
̣Ĭɵ۱˻ˡ֪һ鶼ɸ簲źˣɲ֪ϸڣʱҲֻ
ʵ۵"ʥϰһƧЩĹң"ʵ۳̴ӵͷѾתǣĬʵۣȻĬգգ۾ĬΪ죬С첻ſ 
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ѡһƫƧĹУʵδȴ̫빬еܹԼӡмһ̨ûƲ߷Ĭᣬһһñպڼ̨ΧĵϸϸдһȦֵͼȻᳯӵͷĬԡʱǣȥڼ̨֮ϣһ߽Ӱһĵ"СӣĪ£ĵ룬ֻܱ۾˯"
Ĭ۾ڣСʣ"Ǹ᣿"
Ӻ¶һ˿Ц΢΢ͷ"ǡ"
Ĭģɵص"Ҳ¡"
Цͷָüġ󡢽Ĩ˼£Ĭֻһ˿Ƥ͸ȥԼϲЩʲᣬûü֣ؿ΢΢ƣӿˡ
ֻͷк"ɺˣ"
ӦæһƥƲϸشĬϣ˼̨
£˫ֺʲʼĬ
Χ˲Ƭ̣㶼¶֮ɫֻ̨Աһ˿ɵŨҡҷƮɫǳɫ𽥽̨У̨ϵĬᶶʮܣȴѵӣ۾գСʹ
Ȼ䣬ҵתһ磬΢̴ӱεþȥǷԽתԽȦҲԽϸĬӾ˶߷ʲҲֻĬСţӵƺһͻȻֱͦͦȥˡڣķ磬ŻƲȴһ˿Ҳδ
һ䣬̴Ӿ
ŻƲϣͻȻֳּ"..................îʱ......"˴"ʲ᣿"
ܹѾߣƵ"ҵ۱ߵ᣿"תͷʴ̫࣬ǻʵߵĴ̫ɫѾΪ࣬૵"¸îʱˣ............"
ܹܻ֣̫Ȼ""һ"ⲻǳɳӵ"
"ʲ᣿"ܹҲһݡ
¿ɷͬСɡ
ʱǻƲּ൱ͷǺһһȣƣΧʱɢ̷ɱǰȥ̽ĬĿڱǣһعȻҡҡͷԭϣһ飬ɫǰܣ"þƽָסû뵽......"ҡͷ˵ȥ
̫൭"ʦذգȸģʥΥ㲻ǴʦҲȻݲһһյ¶ˡ"˵ܹʹɫ
ܹᣬҲȥϸ̽ĬϢʱĬȥɫѩף촽΢ţȴѾް˿Ϣֱܹ"ˡ"
̫治ɫͷӵ"λʦȥʥϸɡ"
߳̾ͷĬʬ
̫"ʦؽ黳⺢ԼãͷʥϺҲˡ"
ҡҡͷȻһͻģӲȥˡС̫Ҳһµظ˳ֹ............Ȼ˵ԼǰǵһΣʵľ
ʬѾģĿ֮£ɡܹᣬԸеԺΧδʬʥּּδ֮ǰʹһʬ壬Ҳú
شϣԺʱָ塣ƮһӰϼ̨Ĭӣһ£Ц"Сɵ˯û㣬˯˯ɣ˯˱ûʲ¶ˣְɡ"
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һ糾ϻӸʱ°ҹյǰϹѾӭ˳飬ﲻɵһ򣬵"ʲ£"
Ϲ"ûյҸķɸ봫᣿"
ɫ"һҲûյһ·ظϣɸ봫Ҳˣʲ²ҵʲ£"
ϹЩԥ
һѿڵ"ѵ......"
Ϲҧͷ"ĬһϵĲأʿ˵ģ˽Լǿӽ۱ʹֻ֮ΪãʿĬΪѪԳġ"
ʧɫ"ʲ᣿Ǹɵϣ"
Ϲ"ŭѱΡ"
һʱֻؿƣź޺޵"ɱĬ"
Ϲֵ̾"Цɷ˽ѾûзӴӻǱ飬ǻ˵ҺûһŴҹҲ֪Թһģ˵飬ҲѲ˸ϵ"
̧ɬ"ᴦ"
Ϲһ£"ĶŭƱҪȡӵ¾......¶ˡ"
Уֻ˱ˮ㣬ͷȴһȣҳһšͻȻʣҲδ뵽漰ңû⡣˰Σֻ޺޶㣬ͣ"ģˣ"
Ϲ޿κԱ߿
˶ֻɳλΪ֮λһ˭֪ȫأ˵ʲҲڴ֮λȣΪȴԼҪʵۡ
սȭͷãͻȻ"ȥΡ"
Ϲü"ү......"
̧ͷйâʢ"Ϲ٣ҹһδϻ"
Ϲһˣ"ǣүҪŸϻس򣬽ҹμʹʲᣬүҲȫ֪顣"
Ѷ̶ָ¡
ϹȥŽӦ֡ҹΣǴϹԵӸһձ֪ش󣬱ȲүĿеĵλΪү˵ãʲҲó
ȥϹʲᣬֻȥ˰ɫ˱ĳţϷȥԶԶ죬˿̳ʱҹŨʱ򣬺˼ݶϳݾζȥȻòԡ
˵ʱϸҹ˾ηȴǵƻͨʮͣ˽ӡڰϸһ˽ӣһǹٽΣһȴ죬壬Ա߻СñļˣȻԼĸЦɷ˵Ľӡ֪ض£ü˼ΣҪ죬ֵҧҧƵǽ棬϶Ρ
˯Ƿ߶СǰнߵηʱѾһϸո߶£ŮϸϸЦɷˡʵڲ죬һƬ¿տֻԼĸվڵأʱʱһաӺȴϵã䣬ߵκѺĶǷµĹݴ󳼡Цɷһ˻ƺȥֲңŬȥȴ"............ĺ......̾Ȳ......ȥ......һؼ......ӴٲԿ......"
⻰Դ""һ
ѵ˵......
ҪһһˡȥӿǻʵߵĴ̫ࡣЦɼæӭȥ"¹"
̫""һ̲"Ҳ߯ˡ"
Цʼ"˵ҲүĹ⣬үȥǰЦҪúÿ......"
Ǵ̫Ƥ£˭֪Щͷĵϸ˵ǿˣǵԼ˿˵ۼܷأģʥȫʬȥĳɳиߣﲻθأ
룬̫ȴҲ˵ֻƤЦⲻЦص"͵£ū˼ѱϣʣµľͷͷˡ"
ЦɷᣬȥææߡκľӦֶЦɷ˿ˣɵ͵ʹһ£ɱȥ
ֻɫ£ڷ˫۽գֽЦɷ˸ոյȥ˵"ˣ"类滮㡣Цɷ˴սȻתһ""
ɫѩףðʣ"ˣ"۾ȴ
Цɷ촽һţȴû˵
߽ȥգ"粻ˣˣɡ"
Цɷ"ڰɣ......Ѿȥˡ"
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ηһ綹ҡҷͣ¶Ƥ﷢࣬һʮˡͻͻһ㣬""һѪȳ
Цɷ˱ͻȻһһʱ˿̼Ѫסе""
۷ֱӿĽȻƿЦɱߡЦɷһѳס"㲻ȥ"Цɷ˾קڵأͷ۷죬ˣ"......"
Цɿ޳"ãã㲻ȥ......ûˣҲˣףҲ㣬ʲ£һȥҲˣʲ£Ҳ˵ʬ......ѵ㲻һ"
һ١
Цץ·վסһһ"ǻʵҪı念꣬һɱʹ죬ܽͷ֮᣿"
ȥһɱ˻ʵۣȻǱ˳ˣұ˵ʵһ´ңԼҲܱ͵ˣˣأһӣԭ侲ղһѪӿʱЦɷһӣǽһҲ˵ĶԣףһɱǹʵۡȻϾ©ˣԼЦɷһ£ƢҲرʱ뷨һɱ˶ò񫣿
һԣصϣΣǰȥȥգ˴ȴֶסȻ"ͷв֪һ......㽻......ؼҰա"δ䣬⡣
ЦɷۿӰʧ̾˿"Ī㣬Ǹˣˣܾȵ"
ʥʮ궬۱ģʥݣʵ岻ʣŭּ֮ɱ˳ɳӡȻʵ۵Ĳȴʼղ಻ȥٽ֮ʣ֮ءʥµͽԺɳȺȴûһӣֻϻѡŵıǳɳӺҲΪһλ۾ǺˣȻʥµȴȻּ⣬ΪλСӱסںУ̵ܽʥּһ£˹СʥµִּɳӺϮɳλٰݴȻν̵ְ֮λΪۣµۡ
캮ضʵ޹̫๬ŮСͷĶҲ֪仹Ǻ£һɪɪ
̫¹վڹǰ׶ͷ߹ˣʱЦ⣬ӭȥк"ү"
һۣʣ"ˣ"
"......"¹ɫ
Ѿףͷ̧Уսȥϻʵ˻ߵط¹˵"۷ԽԽһ쾹Ҫ۸߰˻صġ"
ƫſ̫ҽĿӣʾ⣬һͷ"үϳû۵ø......"
ЦһҲʱˡվһһ˻ѾͣûʲˣתͷһǴ̫࣬"¹µ÷һˣϿҪһͼλˡ"
¹һ˵ɫһףҲˡϲˣϽøλʵһˣæӦ"ǡ"ȥˡ
ȥʹɫҲȥˡܣˣ߽ƫԣ"ϣ"
ʥµۻתͷһµĹѾݵֻʣһѹͷݣɫƣƤʮֿ¡ðϳؿڣ""
΢΢"ϣڡ"
ʥµ۴Ϣһŵ"ⲡԽԽˡ"
΢΢һЦ"֪"
˹죬ʥµ۴
У"һÿܲʹţССۣȫͷֱѪҲԽԽÿ߰˸ʱۣ۵ĻϺ޲ȥ"
ʥµɫ䣬 
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Ц"ϲµûҩ'ֻҪһҩӣٳʲҩڻɡ'ٴ󲹵ҩȥҲֻʹЧˣǵãϽո÷һ˰ɣ"
ʥµ۵нֳ־ŭݸ죬"............ΪҪޣѵ......"
Ц"ϷģݱˣλԻСӣλûз"
"ǣΪ......"
"ΪΣϲ֪Ҳգ"ƶ̫ҽϵ룬"ϱҪȥˣҿɲĻ⣬õǱ鷳ֻܺͿ߰ɡ"˵ʥµۣҩιȥʥµĵֵù°ͣһӹྡˡ
룬ֱվԱ߿ҩһǣûһʹʥµһѾʹͿգʱӾ۵ˡ
ʱ뼸λҲҴҸСȶԺһȥƻʵۣ˿ڴϷ˻Уӳ鶯۾˵ʲ۵˵ӣųһĺ̫ҽߵ"ϳܣⲡ裬ʵҩá"
Ҳ˵ﲻǵˡ
ʥµһĹ۵۾ͻضһˣ"ɺ"춳鴤£ˡ
ǾŤЩʬ̫ҽǰ̽ͷ˵ЩʲᣬС뼸󳼶ߵףЩһʹģ
һǰ"Ȼݱִ֡"
ޱתɭӹһ˿âѾɱˡʹǧ⺢ССӣ˵ģ˰ɣģ粻ñ㣬ִ֪أȷ䣬ټɣ붷ȥˡ
ʥʮ궬¶ʮʵۼݱԶݼλĺġ
ȵָ󳼣ԳһδдĲȵЩУЩȥ԰ΩȵߵĴ̫¹"Ը"ѳᡣ
һȻ˲ܹϷ̣Ѱ˼ҲֵعֻҪӹȥ˭ĸʵء
۶ԱһСʯͷǣȻطƫƧ羰ȴ֮춴˵ʢȪȪˮˡǱɽCһׯ԰ɽƶֿ󷽣ϸҲʧš
˴뻴ݱȿö࣬һ붬˺üѩֱɽϵĻѩһߺׯ԰Ȫͱɽʯ䣬ڣΧȥɽҰһƬѩףȪȴ¶ɫʯͷ
죬ȪʵǼܣׯ԰˼ÿ춼Ҫĥһʱλһλʣһλɰ罺ϥӰ롣˸֮⣬ҲС˵ֽŻδȫָ
ȪУĬڻ֫ؽڣɵ̾һƵ"˵Ϣް᣿ƫƫͿϱ⣿"
Ĭ̯ڸ绳УС"ǽ˵ˣϢݹһҲûһұ֮һ"
ҡҡͷ"һתˣⶫ˵ã˯ʲҲûУ˵ţһţȴ䵽ȥأ"ҲǴҪ̸⻰⣬ֻ˵˵һ˵һ߼࣬ȴƵ𴦡Ĭۣһ£ٶһ£׽ˣȴؽչǲصֿȥЦ˳ָļȥԲԲСƨƨ֮䡣
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